Struggle as Teacher

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the harder I struggle, the better I will be able to survive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Life is about surviving and thus struggle is a necessary part of that.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that either one must struggle and then become very good at surviving, or one must be completely dependent on others with no self responsibility which would lead to suffering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have created a false dichotomy within myself which actually does not make sense- that being the belief that in order to alleviate suffering, which is to survive, that I must go through constant suffering and struggle, which means I believe that I am here to simply experience myself struggling for survival until I die, but this is the meaning that I have accepted, not the REAL meaning of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the meaning of Life is survival, which is limited definition of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Life is perfection, even within the context of limitation, and the constant expansion beyond limitations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that children must struggle in order to develop self-responsibility, when it is not struggle that creates self-responsibility per se, but education and self-mastery that does, and that this is best taught through patience and example by the parents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place undue importance on the idea of self-reliance, not considering that although self does rely on self, we have limited our definition of self to just our own personal consciousness, which is a system based on energy that has a beginning and an end, and thus we have condemned ourselves through that definition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all Life is co-dependent in that even within myself as a physical body, there are trillions of cells that must work together even though they are individuals and that my body does not place value on self-reliance but rather self-responsibility within the context of being part of an interdependent collective.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the best thing to teach my child, as opposed to valuing self-reliance, is self-responsibility and self-honesty so that one can live as an individual within a collective in a way that always improves the balance in a way that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have not ever really thought for myself about Life, living, existence, and myself, but only taken information from the world that was based on someone's opinions on how to survive in the context of a competitive based system, not one based on voluntary cooperation amongst equals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I teach my children to survive as the starting point, they will become lost in the world and will never reach their full potential.

I forgive myself that the existence of Feral Children proves that the statement that making Life harder leads to more self-responsibility, because a feral child would not be able to survive or function effectively in human society.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent, to not question what a child's full potential really is, within the best definition of Life, rather than the definition of Life given to me by a competitive system that does not value all Life equally.








I commit myself to teach my children about the value of all Life equally.

I commit myself to show other parents that if we educated our children to value all Life equally and create systems to honor that value, that our children will not have to struggle, and that it doesn't mean that they will become weak or overly dependent on others, because part of that education would be teaching our children self-responsibility in the context of being part of a collective of equals, but this would already require each parent to take responsibility for their child to be educated in the best possible way.

Weakness in Parenting

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a child is not able to master their emotions and feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as a parent to project my weaknesses onto my child, not realizing that I am the product of my environment, education, and choices and that by supporting myself to no longer allow weakness within myself as manipulating myself with emotions and feelings, that I can support my child to do the same.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe/perceive that children are weak/inferior to adults.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a child who is supported effectively with vocabulary development and effective living examples will become an adult that is far more effective in Life than any adult that I have thus far been able to imagine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take pride, as a parent, in my child becoming a copy of me, even a copy of my weaknesses, instead of taking pride in my child becoming a living example of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my child becoming better than me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to limit my child, unconsciously, subconsciously, and consciously, so that they do not surpass me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Life always seeks to grow, surpass limitation, and improve the balance in the context of what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have wanted to limit my child so that I do not have to face my own self-judgment, and thus I have resisted being the best that I could be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself and my children and others with my inner feeling state and behavior to attempt to make them feel bad or guilty or ashamed out of my own self interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow my child to manipulate me through feelings and emotions out of self interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to buy or give something to my child because they said they were sad, thus supporting emotional manipulation patterns and weakness as manipulating oneself with emotions to generate energy within self interest which is neither best for me nor my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if parents allow emotional manipulation patterns within themselves and their children, then the world will become a place where emotional manipulation is the dominant pattern and experience in the world, thus removing any right to complain about the state of the world and that they only point left is to take responsibility for myself and my children and the systems based on these patterns to redirect them in a way that is best for all.

I commit myself to not allow any point within myself where I would accept weakness and I commit myself to not allow any point within my child where they would accept weakness, realizing that I am the example that my child automatically learns from, and that the best support is to stop weakness within myself and thus remain stable and clear and direct with my child and not support or accept weakness within them.

I commit myself to support parents by showing them that a new way of parenting is possible, one of directness, strength, understanding, patience, guidance, and living example to produce children that are better than the parent and more capable of creating and living in a world that is best for all, so that eventually Life may manifest on Earth in full expression.

Cellular Parenting Secrets

As a parent, it is important that we look at our own behavior before we judge the behavior of our child. There is the desire in most parents to not be like their own parents and for their children to be better than them, but we end up becoming exact copies or in some cases simply polar opposites of our parents, no real choice, no real self direction present. How do we prevent this? What are we missing? What is it fundamentally that we, as parents, are not seeing within ourselves, that when we see it in our children, we become frustrated, irritated, fearful, angry, annoyed, judgmental?

Why do we judge our children but not look within ourselves? Is this splinter in our child's eye not jsut the beginning seed of the log that is still in ours? Unless we are self-honest, we will create a resentment within our child of the very sound of our voice. If we seek only to control instead of to educate our child will end up exactly the same as us.

"But I"m not the same as my parents," your inner voice will surely say.

Well, do you look for security in a world of competition where most go without their fundamental basic needs?

Do you put the pursuit of happiness above the goal of changing this world to be best for all?

Do you distract yourself with feelings and emotions?

If so, you can predict the outcome of your child's life: Exactly the same as yours.

How do we as parents, prevent our children from growing up to just be consumers? In a world where automation and AI will be increasingly replacing jobs, and thus where there will be few jobs left for those who are not highly creative and well educated, what will be left for our children to do, but consume the never ending supply of solutions to problems that don't really exist in the form of consumer products and entertainment produced by the robots that are better at completing a task without the unpredictability of emotions slowing down the assembly line?

As parents, we must really question everything about what we believe we are and most importantly WHO we believe we are.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to the pursuit of pleasure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself be manipulated by and to manipulate myself and others through reward systems.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to evolve into a highly sophisticated machine that looks for positive and turns away from negative.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to participate in and accept and allow the creation of a society that produces a ready supply of rewards in the form of drugs, games, entertainment, pornography, sports, drama, and social media.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that social media does not connect us to each other in order to improve the balance of life and society but in order for us to leverage the group in our pursuit of instant pleasure in the form of rapid dopamine release.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that one of the most significant tools ever created, the cell phone, has been used and allowed to be used to create a jail cell for each of us, where we can get an endless supply of dopamine, so that we never realize that we are dopes sitting in a jail cell of our own design, waiting out our sentence, when life could be something amazing beyond imagination but that would require us to transcend our desire for the quick fix.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use social media, games, TV, movies, porn, drugs, sex, and gossip as a way to get a quick fix, paying no attention to the real problems in this world that REQUIRE attention, only focusing on 'what's in it for me'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress the tremendous guilt that I feel deep down for bringing a child into the world only to submit them to a mental prison of constant stimulation and competition for their attention for them to become nothing more than an addict, sitting in a casino, pulling a lever, the lever which releases the dopamine hit, to keep them looking for more and more and more, and never being here, like a Tree, breathing, living, giving, receiving, only taking, consuming, discarding, and wanting ever more.

I commit myself to investigate all the ways in which I still accept and allow myself to look for a quick fix, a quick hit of dopamine.

I commit myself to support myself physically to stop participating in that which serves no real purpose as what is best, but is only designed to feed my mind with a constant supply of energy to continue being the directive principle - to stand up and direct myself within whatever technology or situation that is required to use it and leverage it in order to bring forth a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to be the example for my children of what means to be a human who not only KNOWS what the problems are that require attention but DOES what is required to be done.

Dear Parent, Stop Dumbing Down Your Child

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I lie to my child, I am dumbing them down.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I do not explain things to my child, I am dumbing them down and allowing them to feel confused about how reality operates.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel annoyed or irritated when my child asks "Why?" not considering that they genuinely want to understand the world around them and when I feel and express irritation I am suggesting to them to suppress their innate desire to understand reality and thus dumb themselves down to not incur the wrath of those around them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I do not explain things to my child, they will develop an understanding of the world based on the bias of the other informational sources available to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the value in taking time to slow down and be creative within how I can explain something complex with lots of context to a child, and that I did not realize that much or my frustration lies within me not having effective vocabulary and proper understanding of the world around me, and thus I am afraid of my child losing respect for me because I do not know.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is acceptable to not understand everything in reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that willful ignorance of reality is the source of all of my problems and the problems in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am my child's mentor and their guide to develop a keen understanding of how this system works and what must be done to change it so that it is best for all.

I commit myself to stopping all excuse to not educate my child with a full understanding of reality and support within developing the communication and reading ability to process any and all information and to sort out the problems in this world, as there is no other reason to be here, because what is the point of just existing as a slave in an unequal system for a short period of time and not standing up and doing something about it.

I commit myself to show that equality comes first and then freedom becomes possible, and the way to real equality that is best for all begins with an vocabulary equal to reality.

I commit myself to show to parents and educators that the tool to support any child to develop effective ability in the 21st century is TechnoTutor and that it doesn't require any specialized knowledge or skills to support a child to become effective and I commit myself to continue developing the systems that will support millions eventually to develop an equalized, effective vocabulary to be able to transcend the current slave system that is being held in place by the education system in conjunction with the economic system.

I commit myself to show those interested in financial freedom - that the only way is through TechnoTutor as this will ensure, eventually, mental freedom for all.

The First 7 Years Are Critical

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that virtually everything about me, my personality, my character, my habits, my beliefs, my thought processes, was set by the time I was 7 years old.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that just because a child cannot speak, doesn't mean they have not learned something from their environment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that just because I don't remember learning every single word and habit from my parents, primarily, that it means that they are not the source of most of who I am currently.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I truly want to change, then I must start where the real foundation of who I am was built, which was in my first 7 years of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can investigate my entire foundation for my life and who I am simply by remediating my vocabulary from the ground up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can support my children to develop a very effective character to be able to stand in this world and be someone who not only is able to make a difference but who is of value to every person they meet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I am not specific in how I support my children, by supporting them with an effective vocabulary, math and reading ability from the very beginning then they will develop dysfunctions.

I commit myself to show that anyone can support their child to develop effective skills for being an adult in this world even without any formal education, but the parent must also support themselves using TechnoTutor alongside their child.

Intelligence, Vocabulary, and Parenting

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that intelligence is something that one is born with and cannot be changed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that intelligence is a function of the words that one know and the meanings that one has for those words and the ability to use them automatically within speaking, writing, and reading and within assessing information, and that the more one's vocabulary reflects reality then the more effective (and thus intelligent) one will be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the way we teach children words is not systematic and effective and this leads to a dysfunctional world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent or someone around children, to think is it funny and cute to misteach a child something to hear them say something that is not correct.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent to which we teach children incorrect information which leads to them being unreasonable, overly emotional and illogical, and open to manipulation through information and imagery.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that educating a child begins primarily with the parent/educator having an effective vocabulary, free of bias, and free of the patterns of emotional manipulation which would otherwise destroy the child's innocence and dumb them down, and that educating a child is really nothing more than supporting them to develop effective vocabulary, reading ability, and mathematics ability.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent, to not realize that NO ONE in the system is qualified to educate a child, and yet that doesn't mean that what the parent does is automatically best - the parent must develop their skills in reading, mathematics and vocabulary to a point of excellence otherwise this will negatively impact the child's development.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that school classrooms are designed to teach to the average intelligence levels and thus they will not support excellence in vocabulary, reading, and math and thus the children who seem to excel in school are getting support outside of school from parents, tutors, and other sources.

I commit myself to show that parents can be trained to educate their children more effectively than what is occurring in the schools and that this can be accomplished only by using TechnoTutor as a tool that will support the parent to rebuild their vocabulary and to build the child's effectively.

Children Can Learn More Than We Realize

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how quickly children can learn and walk through a fear if the parent is patient and has removed their own fears and reactions first.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can support a child to learn how to swim for example without having to just 'throw them in' but support them to, step by step, learn to get comfortable with the water, learn how to take small jumps off the steps of a pool and eventually move through stages until they are comfortable putting their head underwater and swimming short distances without floats.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent to which we, as parents, project fears onto our children, like 'what if they never learn' or 'what if they never overcome their fear' to which we then react and try to control thnce and dysfunction, especially later in life, which is not obvious at first but then is very difficult to correct at that point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize as a parent the degree to which we want to push our children to move faster than they are practically able, without realizing the process that one has to go to in order to physically integrate new information or skills, because we don't remember what is was like when we were in our natural learning ability phase, and in the education system, a lot of force is used, and thus we really only remember how to use force and coercion in order to get someone to learn something, but this always creates dysfunction and fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the benefit of building my child's vocabulary from a young age - using TechnoTutor to support them to increase their processing speed and capacity - and always communicating with them as an equal - not dumbing things down, because this creates a dumbed down child and adult - that a child can understand MUCH MORE than most realize, but because parents have not yet realized the simplicity of walking this process for themselves and supporting themselves to remove reactions and force from their parenting of their children and developing their child's vocabulary specifically and effectively, it seems like children cannot comprehend much until they are 4 or 5, but we are showing that they can understand and cooperate and learn much more at a much younger age than is currently understood.

I commit myself to continue walking my process to be the best example and support for my child.

I commit myself to continue walking my process to be the best example and support for other parents.

I commit myself to continue walking my process for myself.

I commit myself to show that a child can be supported from the very beginning to be what most would call 'superior' but that it is actually normal, it is just that our system has been diminishing children's natural capacity and ability to learn but not structuring it properly.

Patterns of Frustration

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be disappointed, to feel disappointment, to feel sadness, and frustration when my child goes into an emotional pattern.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my child for going into an emotional pattern of, for example, frustration, to which I then react with frustration, showing that it is I who have taught the child the pattern in the first place, and thus I am the one who is responsible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for being frustrated that I have taught my child frustration.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize what frustration really is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that physical frustration is the impeding of progress or completion of something, and thus in itself, is not an emotion, and yet I have accepted and allowed myself to react emotionally when something I am doing is impeded from moving forward or when I am stopped from continuing something or completing something I am focused on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel despondent about my child getting emotionally frustrated when they are impeded within something, not realizing that I am thus placing the responsibility to support them outside of myself, hence the despondence, and thus if I can understand my own frustration experience, then I can support my child to understand theirs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is normal to FEEL frustrated when something doesn't go the way that I want it to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I feel frustrated when I don't understand why something is impeding me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I feel frustrated when I have created an internal energy towards something, and thus the feeling of being frustrated is really the experience of energy within myself towards something being impeded, and thus it is really the experience of either not having the energy continue within me or not getting the energy experience that I was expecting that is causing the FEELING of frustration.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a feeling of depression and/or anger in moments where I do not get something that I was expecting, and thus it is the expectation that is the issue, from the perspective of building up an energetic experience towards the point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that creating energetic expectations and participating in energy puts me at a disadvantage in a physical reality where I do not control all the variables, and never will, because I am in a reality of collective agreement, not one where I control everything, and thus I must come to terms with this, and realize that the key for me is to stop participating in energy within myself in my mind and rather be here physically looking at what is really going on and seeing what can be worked within in that context.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to control how my child plays with toys which is really just me wanting to create an energetic experience within myself and to transfer that to my child and within that create another layer of energy within reflecting on what I have created as a copy of me in my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extend to which I am projecting my experience onto my child and creating conflict within that between my child and me.

I commit myself to develop the awareness that my child is a reflection of me and to in those moments where I feel frustrated towards my child to realize, to see, that the child is me, and to stop and to breathe, and to let go of the energy - to support me in that moment, firstly, and thus to prepare myself to be able to support my child as well to let go in those moments - realizing that I cannot demand that my child do something I am not willing to do.

Memory Transfer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent to which parents impose their memories onto their children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent and degree to which parents want their children to follow in their footsteps, even though parents are not happy with their lives deep down.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to transfer my memories to my child and essentially clone myself into and as another being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that copying myself is giving life and creating.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to transfer fear to my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent to which I am spiteful towards my child despite how I might think of myself as loving, because I am spiteful in unconscious and automatic ways, just as I am spiteful towards myself and all others and life in the same way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I am around my child, they are picking up everything I say and do and even think and feel automatically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is ok to feel depressed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I am depressed I am in fact abusing my child as well as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I attempt to impose memories on my child, I am in fact abusing their innocence and degrading their ability to learn and live in new, profound ways, I am dooming them to simply repeat the past - this is not life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I don't have to impose my memories onto my child, but that if I do not direct myself and forgive myself effectively, then this will happen automatically anyway, and thus it is not acceptable to engage in wishful thinking, but rather the point is to direct myself within my process of self-forgiveness and self-correction.

I commit myself to support myself to stop in those moments when I go into depression, to realize that this is in fact a form of terrorism, and not acceptable and that it is not a solution - and thus to stop, to breathe, to refocus on being here and walking my process - to stand up in that moment and not accept less than who I really am and could be.

I commit myself to continue the process of forgiving all weakness that hold me back from being here and standing as life and that would otherwise impose the past onto reality and onto my children automatically.

More Parenting Considerations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that patience is required when teaching and supporting a child to learn something.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that forcing a child to do something creates a resistance within the child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that schooling is a form of forcing a child to pay attention to sets of information that someone at some level wants the child to memorize and yet within this, most children will develop a resistance to learning and specifically reading.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent to which we as parents and society as a whole force things onto children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the point of the extent of things forced onto children and believe that it is best to let the child completely decide what they will learn and do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the child is not really choosing what they want to do, they are assessing what fits into the foundation that has already been laid by their parents and environment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that children just learn what they want to learn, when in fact children want things based on how they have been influenced based on what has been presented to them in their environment and what has been said and given as examples.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value on the idea of children having 'freedom' to do what they want, not realizing that I would be setting them up for failure in a system that requires us to work to survive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can simply let a child do what they want and things will work out just fine, as if there is some imaginary force in the world that will make sure they are protected from the influence of others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that no matter how I structure the environment for my child, they will be influenced in some way, because the world that we live in is designed to impulse people fear for their survival and thus corporations are more and more vying for the opportunity to influence as many people as possible, and thus unless the money system change and we do not have to compete for survival, then my attempts to create a perfect environment for my child will always fail and if I do not support them with an effective vocabulary and education to stand up in this world, then they will be left to fend for themselves in a system that is growing more and more competitive everyday, and yet within that, I can support my child to develop an effective understanding of the world and give them the understanding of the context that the world is not currently designed in a way that is best for all, however I must not be naive that the system is not going to attempt to influence my child, and thus I must do everything I can to support them to develop an effective vocabulary and information processing ability so that they can see through attempts to influence and manipulate them while also being able to survive and exist in the current system and do what is necessary to stand up and change it.

I commit myself to support my children to develop an effective vocabulary and information processing ability and to understand the world around them - to understand the system - and to see what must be done to change it so that future generations can be supported to start off with less survival pressure, which would allow more and more to learn what it means to live for real without having to compete and destroy life just to survive.

The Potty Mouth Child

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the points within my children are mirrors of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the points within myself that I do not like that are reflected in my children will be the points I do not like within them and the same with the points that I do like.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my children for doing things or saying things that I have done or said.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to control my children's behavior so that it doesn't reflect poorly on me when they are around other people, instead of considering what is the best way to support my child to be effective in this system while also understanding, appreciating, and honoring all Life as what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry when my child says words that other people and I judge to be 'naughty words'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define some words as 'dirty'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that saying some words makes me unclean, not realizing that it is the mind itself which only seeks the fulfillment of itself as energy that is the problem, and thus projecting the point of saying dirty words as what makes a person bad or good is completely missing the point and only serves to reinforce the system of morality which keeps the system of inequality in place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the mind which backchats is the real shit talker, not the mouth that says a 'dirty word' - and thus it is the mind which requires cleansing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge some words as naughty which is really just words that one uses in private versus in public and shows the degree to which we have created separation in this world where even though words are within us we must suppress them in certain situations out of fear of judgment or consequence even though we know deep down that these are arbitrary rules in society which only serve to separate those who have 'self control' and were supported with a certain vocabulary integration when they were young from those who didn't have the same vocabulary integration and thus seemingly have less 'self control' when it comes to using certain words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not responsible for the words that my child knows, blaming, TV, schools, media, other children and parents and all the influences that I am in fact allowing to influence my child as I am the one who directs my child and thus determines what influences them - while also considering that there is very little that I can control and direct at this point because of the nature of what I and everyone have accepted regarding how the system we live in operates and pervades all areas of our lives and thus even though I am ultimately responsible, it FEELS like I am not in control and everything is just happening and I have very little influence on my child.

I commit myself to show that the parent is the primary influence on the child's development, even before the child is conceived, in how the parent either directs themselves through self-forgiveness to question and remove those parts that would cause them to act in automated ways that would transfer to the child in conception and in the first 7 years through the child's Natural Learning Ability.

I commit myself to examine and forgive all the points where I react to my child's words and behavior and find out how it reflects points that I have accepted so that I may forgive and forgive my reactions to my child and thus be here with my child in support of who they really are and not just as a reaction to my own reflection.

Parenting Considerations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent, to not see the simplicity that when I lie to my child, they will believe me initially, but will then later come to resent me and no longer trust me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question why we teach children about Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and the Tooth Fairy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my child is innocent, and is looking to me for guidance as to understanding of how the world function.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my child is picking up on EVERYTHING that I am saying and doing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and feel like it is too much to take self responsibility for all the thoughts, feelings, and emotions that are within which are causing me to act and speak in automated ways which is influencing my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that my child will end up just like me - uncertain about life, fearful, competitive, wanting to control others, and generally angry and unhappy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel despair as a parent, because I know how difficult it is to change within myself, and I fear that my child will have an even more difficult time standing up within themselves, because I know that I did not give my child the very best that is possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my child just becoming another slave of the system, feeling lost and not caring about living for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rather tell my child lies about the world than have to explain in detail what is really going on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think it is cute when my child repeats something that I have said as an automated pattern, when in fact it only confirms that I have transferred a program to my child - and within this I have not even considered whether what I have transferred is best for my child.

I commit myself to walk the process of changing myself, to not give into despair, because despair is only an excuse and not a solution.

I commit myself to stand and change and be an example to my child and to others that it is possible to change.

I commit myself to study and understand how reality operates and how the mind functions and how thoughts form so that I no longer have to deceive myself or my child about how things operate in this world and I can then prepare them as effectively as possible to stand up within themselves and this world and support the creation of a system that is best for all.

Why Do We Get Frustrated With Children?

For context see this video: 2 1/2 year old helping unload the dishwasher

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a child can process information at a far superior level to what most people believe is possible, and from a young age.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the reason I become frustrated when my child asks me to explain something is because I know they lack the vocabulary to understand and in many cases I do as well.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I could develop a clear, functional, stable relationship of trust with my child if I were to support them to develop an effective vocabulary early on and explain things to them in as much detail as possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rather believe that I can parent any way I want and it really doesn't matter anyway because my child is going to turn out less than their best anyway, so why does it matter?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not push myself to be the very best possible parent and not accept or allow any limitations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can redevelop my own vocabulary effectively so that I could communicate with my children, my spouse, and myself more effectively and that it can be a simple process though it will take time and discipline and effort.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that children are just what they are, that I am here to just not get in the way, when in reality I am the major influence in who they become along with my spouse and anyone else in the environment often when the child is in the first 7 years of their life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place my self interest above what is best for my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my self interest is not really best for me, it is in fact just a form of fear that my mind uses to control me to keep generating energy for the existence of characters so that I never live for real and I pass this fear on to my children.

I commit myself to discipline myself everyday to build and re-establish my vocabulary to be aligned with what is best for all and to support my child to develop an effective vocabulary and understanding of how to live in a way that is best for all.

I commit myself to show parents that there is a best way to support their children within education and that one does not have to be an 'expert' as the experts have shown through time to not know what they are doing other than create children who are slaves to an unequal economic system, and to show parents that they can in fact change and become the best living example for their children.

Leading Edge Parenting

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my children are beings just like me and that they are not less than me just because they are younger and in my care.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get frustrated in a moment when my child says or does something that I don't know how to respond to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see my child as a burden on my time and focus.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that no one knows how to properly raise a child and thus I must figure it out, but within that the guiding point will be self honesty and even though I may not figure it all out, and I may end up transferring ineffective points to my child, I will still do my best to support them even after the fact to be able to direct the points that were not effective within themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must prepare my children to survive, instead of focusing on creating a financial situation where they will never have to be concerned about survival.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must focus on my own survival instead of what is best, when surviving is included in what is best, but there is more to life than just survival.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there are many people in this world who are completely lost and they require my support, even though they are not my children, but these people and their children will affect my child's life as well as my own, and thus I have a responsibility to all to support in every way possible to create a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am too small to make a difference, and yet I play super hero fantasies in my mind, and I only care about my own self-interest which shows that the belief that I am too small is just a lie, it covers up the desire to focus only on my self and 'my life'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must raise my child to compete with others, when if I stand up and create a system that is best for all, why would my child need to compete?

Preventing Dysfunction in Children through Effective Parenting part 5

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/feel that my children are in the way of me living the life I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define 'my life' as something separate from the reality that I currently within and within that to not realize that my purpose is to do what is best in any situation or context that I find myself within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my purpose in life is something unique to me, separate from others, and determined solely by me in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty about wanting to be away from my kids, able to do what I want, and free from the responsibility of giving attention to my kids.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like I am not able to focus because I have to constantly divert my attention from what I am wanting to do to paying attention to my kids.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that who I really am is free from desires and wants and needs and would be able and willing to stop in any moment and give attention to what is required in the context of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am in a world that is governed by a system that requires everyone to work to survive or at least focus on money in order to maintain a position in the system where one does not have to 'work' for survival but which depends on a lot of other people doing so and thus I do not have to feel guilty about the fact that it is challenging to both survive and give attention to what is best, and yet I see that I have still made excuses because I do spend plenty of time focusing on irrelevant shit that in no way serves what is best, it only serves the system, and which I use to distract myself or entertain myself to feel good rather than using that time to focus on something that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use my children as an excuse to not do what is best, blaming them and the context of having to be a parent for why I don't apparently have enough time to focus when if I am self-honest I know that I spend a lot of time doing things that don't matter, and if I were to add all that time up it would represent more than enough time to focus on what is best, which would in this current context represent me creating a situation or environment that would be better for me and my children so that we would have more time to spend together and for me to focus on points of standing up in this world in some capacity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the excuse that I must focus for long periods of time in order to do something that matters, when I could use short, small amounts of time that would typically use to distract myself in order to figure out what I could logically do next that would tangibly improve my situation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define parenting as a sacrifice, which is like a flower feeling like producing fruit and seeds for new plants is a sacrifice, which just shows the extent to which I have defined myself according to the mind instead of life as the physical.

Preventing Dysfunction in Children through Effective Parenting part 4

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is hard to educate a child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only 'experts' certified by the system are qualified to educate a child, when the evidence that the experts are unqualified is clear because most if not all children end up with some form of dysfunction even after years and years of education within a system designed by the so-called experts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a child is really just a copy of the parents and the environment in the first 3-7 years of their life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a child should have at least one parent with them at all times until their vocabulary is developed to a point where the child can reason effectively and is no longer simply accepting what adults say in their environment by default.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question the influences on children that our system and society accepts as normal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a parent who is stressed around their child will create a dysfunctional child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a parent who is frustrated and angry around their child will create a dysfunctional child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a parent who is impatient with their child will create a dysfunctional child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a child creates themselves or that God creates a child, when the evidence is clear that the child is formed from DNA - which is accumulated memories of those that have gone before the child - the parents vocabularies/education levels, and the environment that the child is conceived in, that the pregnant mother is in, and that the child is in from birth, as well as the nutrition that is given or not given to the child in the formative years (the first 7 years).

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that very little education takes place in school or after the first 7 years of a child's life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a child must be special in order to learn everything they need to learn.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not really investigate what a child really is and what they are really capable of.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project onto the child that they cannot understand what an adult understands, because they are inferior, when it is simply a matter of not yet having the vocabulary and context to understand, but this can be developed with patience and care by the parent or parents and can be developed much rapidly than most people think is possible, but most people do not take full responsibility for their child's education, leaving the vast majority to the 'expert's - even those who homeschool still use the curriculum created by 'experts' who do not have the evidence that it produces a child with 'superior' ability.

I commit myself to show parents that they can support their child to be orders of magnitude more effective than the parent realizes.

I commit myself to support my children to develop effective communication abilities, reasoning abilities, and an honor and respect of the equality of life in all and to document as much of it as practically possible so that others can see that it is possible and will have no excuse to not do the same.

I commit myself to prove, through myself, my children, and any and all who have the willingness to walk with me, that a child can be much more than what most realize, believe, or accept, and that a child can in fact become a human being who cares about others for real and has the skills and abilities to stand effectively in this world and contribute in a way that is best for all.

Preventing Dysfunction in Children through Effective Parenting part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my child to be better than others from the perspective of accepting the system as is, and wanting my child to be the best competitor in the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my child to be exceptional at something or many things in order that I may receive recognition as a great parent and as an exceptional person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my child is another being and not an object for me to satisfy a desire for acceptance, recognition, or praise from others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the best form of recognition is from my self when I see that I have supported my child to be the best possible within the context of what is best for all and that therefore I have done my best and thus I am self satisfied and self recognized because I SEE the reflection of my effort and application and patience to do what is best for my child reflected in their development.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I seek recognition from others because I do not recognize the equality of Life in all and thus in my self and my child equal and one.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my child to love me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel and believe that I must control my child in order to ensure that they love me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that love is not something I feel but something that I give, and thus it is my responsibility as a parent to support my child in the best possible way, and that is real giving and thus real love, and thus if I support my child effectively and do what I practically can to ensure that this world is a place that is best for all, I trust that my child will recognize that and would be grateful, because I know I would if the roles were reversed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my child not taking care of me when I grow old.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to control and believe that I must control my child so that they will end up taking care of me when I am older, when the reality is that if I were to support my child to develop in the best possible way, then they would be in a position to support me if something were to happen when I am old where I cannot take care of myself and they would see the value in it because I have shown them that I was willing to do the same, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the reason I would not be taken care of when I am old, whether I have children or not, is because we have accepted and allowed and continued to accept and allow our world to be run by a system that is not best and thus creates consequences where those who cannot take care of themselves are left to suffer unless they can enslave another through money or guilt to take care of them, and thus I see that I must do whatever I practically can to ensure that this world system is changed so that all are taken care of according to what they need.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is a valid excuse to not support my child to be the best in the best possible context (what is best for all) because that was not done for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a parent I am the creator of the future of this world depending on my starting point as to how I support my children and what I do to change the system which would either create or alleviate survival pressures which would influence how children are raised and developed.

Preventing Dysfunction in Children through Effective Parenting part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my child will not come to understand things on their own, generally speaking, because they are not born into this world with an ability to speak or think, that is something they learn from their parents and/or those in their environment from a young age.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is not my responsibility as a parent to explain and show to my child how reality works.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I do not know how reality works that I cannot support my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my education as a child was not effective and did not prepare me to support a child of my own effectively and thus I must rebuild my understanding of reality, and this will take time, at least 7 years, because that is how long it took for me to build an understanding (albeit ineffectively) of reality as child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that parenting is less about 'how' and more about 'who' meaning that as a parent, I cannot impose something on my child that I am not, because they will learn from who I am more than they will learn from what I say that is in contradiction with who I am and how I behave and what I say in the moments where I am speaking and acting automatically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that unless I rebuild my vocabulary from the ground up, I will influence my child with bias, incorrect definitions of words, and behavioral patterns that are not best, and thus if I am seeing behavioral patterns in my child that are not best, I must first check to see where I have accepted and allowed such a pattern within and address that before I will be able to effectively direct my child, and if I do not have children yet, then this is something I must do BEFORE I have children in order to prevent consequences that are much more difficult to change AFTER THE FACT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I see behavior in my children that I cannot understand where it is coming from, I now understand that it is either coming from, my influence directly (in other words, something I said or did), from my DNA/memories (something that is within me or past generations that I transferred genetically), from another person in their environment, from an external influence like TV or the internet or an advertisement, or from the environment itself from the perspective of the system we live in creating stress for example in the body of the mother which would create stress/survival patterns in the developing fetus, or from an expectation that is being placed on them to behave within which they do not understand clearly what is expected, why they should act in a certain way, and/or do not have the vocabulary yet to either understand or express themselves in the expected way. In other words, the child comes into this world innocent and is influenced in many different ways to become the child I am now seeing that is behaving in a certain way, and thus it is not the child as who they are that is the issue, it is the influences, and thus I must stop in those moments when I get frustrated at their behavior and really look to see where is the influence that is creating this behavior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to punish and control my child's behavior as a quick fix instead of doing the investigation necessary to really understand where the behavior is coming from.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/expect my child to just do what I tell them to rather than take the time and effort to explain things in as much detail as possible so the child understands clearly what I am saying and has as much context as possible to really process what I am asking them to do or not do and why it is best or not best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as a parent to believe that I just have to get my child to survive long enough to leave the house and then they will be ok, when in reality it is the first 7 years and the influences and information that is programmed into the child that will determine what happens to them, what position they achieve in the system, and their emotional stability.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that children are programmable, and that just because I don't understand all the influences and how they have created my child as they are, that does not mean that a child is not programmed, it just means I don't see all the details, so it just looks like a child is born and then magically becomes who they are, but that is not how it works, and that is not how it worked for me, I was influenced to become the person I am today.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am the product of my parents and my environment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I do not investigate all the points where I act within self interest, then I am going to destroy my child's innocence and cause them to become someone I hate, even though I will make myself feel love towards them, it will always be an experience of swinging back and forth between the 2 extremes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that my responsibility as a parent is to develop my child to express themselves as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have defined Life as survival, and thus I must begin the process of questioning the value of living only to survive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is nothing more than survival in this world other than experiencing temporary happiness, but when I am honest with myself I realize that I spend the vast majority of my life trying to survive and only fleeting moments of experiencing happy feelings, and thus what is the point of that?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a parent, I have the opportunity to influence another being in a way that would make the world a better place for all, and thus I have a great responsibility to change myself to be able to support another person from the very beginning, or to correct the points where I didn't direct things effectively from the beginning, and that this is the real purpose of being a parent, not just to get my child to survive until adulthood.

to be continued...

Preventing Dysfunction in Children through Effective Parenting part 1

See this Facebook post: Communicating with a 2 year old in the toy aisle and this Facebook post: communicating with a 2 year old before shopping for context.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, as a parent, fear my child throwing a tantrum in a store to beg me to buy something.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that, as a parent, my child is influenced by many things, especially if I am not specific with what I expose my child to, and thus when I take them to a store, depending on the type of store, the store is set up to activate desires within the child based on imagery and adverts that the child has seen previously or based on memories that I transferred to my child through DNA.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the many times I have thrown a tantrum for not getting my way, both outwardly and inwardly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that unless I prepare my child with an effective vocabulary from a young age, which means that I must prepare my own vocabulary to be effective, then I will not be able to communicate with my child what the expectations are when going into a store.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I prepare my child effectively before going to a store, then the chances of my child throwing a tantrum to get me to buy something are reduced considerably.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that a child doesn't just 'throw a tantrum' meaning that it is not just an isolated incident, it is a behavior based on the totality of who the child is, what they know, what influences have been imprinted in them, and the totality of how I have interacted with them, and the environment they have grown up in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize all of the times that I have been impatient within my interactions with my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be concerned with what other people will think of me as a parent and a person if my child cries, or begs, or whines, or throws a fit or tantrum.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every time I react or change my decision based on my child crying, begging, whining, etc it shows that I can be manipulated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every time I yell at or hit my child out of a reaction, it teaches them that I cannot be trusted and that they should fear me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel angry towards my child when they cry, hit, whine, beg, scream, whimper, or throw a fit or tantrum.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty about making mistakes with my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty about not being the best example of a living being for my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have participated in wanting to buy something out of the energy I would get from possessing it, owning it, playing with it, showing it off, or from the image I want to fulfill of having it in my life and experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to punish my child for something that exists within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that punishment itself is not the solution to supporting a child to develop as an effective human being, as it only creates fear of punishment, and therefore no real expression or living as creativity can exist when their is fear, and it will only create a dysfunctional character who tries to control themselves and others to prevent the experience of being punished.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that punishment is the only real solution to behavioral dysfunction in a child, that I would not consider to support them to develop their vocabulary, because I did not realize that vocabulary is the means through which they will understand the true consequences for their actions, and understand how reality works so that they can make decisions for themselves rather than having to be controlled by me as the parent, because I won't always be there, and I realize that if I instill fear of punishment and authority in my child, they will always be susceptible to control by others who present themselves as authorities even when they really aren't.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge parents who hit their children or yell at them as a form of punishment or behavioral control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear hitting my child out of anger automatically and then regretting it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the experience of regretting hitting my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my child hating me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to give my child the best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself to other parents and feel bad about not being able to give my child what they give to theirs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the money system creates inequality in parenting.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize my responsibility towards supporting myself and others to be the best parents possible within the context of the limitations of this system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize my responsibility towards myself, Life, others, all children, to stand up and change the money system so that all are supported equally as what is best for all.

I commit myself to stand and support other parents and show that the best way to support a child to develop effectively in the best way is to develop for myself and my spouse an effective vocabulary and equal and one agreement of support in standing as what is best for all and to support my children to develop an effective vocabulary and equal and one agreement with themselves to always place what is best for all as the starting point of one's life.

Parental Fears

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being a parent.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being responsible for the creation of another human being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will become my parents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will do the same to my children that my parents did to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children not being stable and able to direct themselves in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that this world will corrupt my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children hating me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear loving my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear becoming attached to my children, and within that fearing that they will be hurt or die and that I will experience the pain of loss.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children dying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children developing a high fever and getting brain damage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to prevent pain for my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the experience of watching my children suffer and feeling the pain within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear loving one child more than another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children hating each other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children becoming spoiled rotten.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children becoming just like me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear destroying my children's innocence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children losing their innocence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being able to protect my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that by holding onto fear and accepting fear that I can protect my children from all harm.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying and not being here for my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that my children will get into a car accident and be injured or disfigured.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children becoming fat and ugly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children being too skinny.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear one of my children harming the other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children being beautiful.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear making a mistake in front of my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children surpassing me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children being autistic.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children being uneducated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children being emotionally unstable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children being handicapped.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children developing an uncurable disease.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not being unified with my wife and not being able to raise my children effectively.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children growing up and not being able to survive and earn a living in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my children not knowing how to navigate in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being a failure as a parent.

I commit myself to release all fears that I have as a parent, and otherwise, and to walk through all fear, to walk through all resistance to standing up for what is best, to supporting my children with the best possible education to become human beings that recognize and honor the equality of life in all and are able to walk effectively in this world and this system, to be a part of the change of the system, if necessary, for it to become best for all, and to support creation of the solutions to education and parenting so that all parents can prepare their children to be as effective and stable as possible in this world.