You Have Limited Time

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have limited time in this life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto hope that somehow things will work out for the best regardless of what I do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am here in this life in order to change myself, and that implies that I use this time that I have been given to do what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not fully consider and realize that there is best way to approach doing what is best and that is to look at the system that is currently creating the world as it is, which is accepted and allowed to exist, and to identify where I can have an impact that will be lasting, that will exist even after I am no longer alive, and to look at what points I am currently accepting within myself, as the system of my mind that I have both created and accepted to dictate my actions on a daily basis automatically, and to change those which are keeping me from doing that which would have a lasting impact on this world that is best - and by doing this, this would be the proof, the evidence, and the actual change that is required for me know that I have not taken advantage of life in an abusive way, but have given as I would like to receive.

I commit myself to continue to identify and remove/change those points within me which are holding me in a pattern of self-interest that would prevent me from doing what is best in the context of changing the system that is here.

I commit myself to show that anyone can stand up, if they walk with the group that supports Life and utilizes the tools that are available to change oneself and therefore be able to do what would have previously seemed impossible.

I commit myself to show that the education system on this planet is keeping humanity in a state of perpetual inequality and that if this one point were changed, then we would make a lasting impact for the best, but supporting each new human being born into this world to equalize themselves to their full potential, simply by ensuring that they develop an effective vocabulary, reading ability, and mathematics ability, the points that are currently being used to manipulate humanity into continuing to accept inequality, by only allowing effective abilities for a few.

The Trap of Judgment

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to let go of feeling bad or good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be a victim to my circumstances and to my feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as I continue forgiving myself I am presented with new points to walk through and forgive and that this won't feel good and in many cases will feel really bad but how I feel is not an accurate indicator of whether or not I am doing what is best for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to remain playing the game of feeling good and feeling bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am is someone who is unwilling to let go of the game of good and bad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never really question what I accept and allow as who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that things should always be easy, when all that matters at the moment is what is required to walk through my mind and remove/change that which is not serving what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is not possible to let go of energy in a moment, even when I feel trapped within it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am inferior to energy and feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need to feel good or bad to be alive, when this is not living at all, it is just running a program.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be less than a program.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others for being robots and running programs when judgment in itself is a program to be transcended.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am one who judges and that this cannot change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for judging.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rather want to judge, and get a feeling of being superior or inferior than to stand up and direct what I see that is not best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I allow judgment in myself, that judgment always turns against me.

I commit myself to walk the point of figuring out how to let go of all judgment, to be able to develop and use real discernment as to what is best and what is not, what is acceptable and what is unacceptable, and to walk through the point of using judgment as a way to continue participating in energy and thus keep myself trapped and enslaved to be someone who is not best and only ends up abusing and creating conflict.

Memory Transfer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent to which parents impose their memories onto their children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent and degree to which parents want their children to follow in their footsteps, even though parents are not happy with their lives deep down.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to transfer my memories to my child and essentially clone myself into and as another being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that copying myself is giving life and creating.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to transfer fear to my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent to which I am spiteful towards my child despite how I might think of myself as loving, because I am spiteful in unconscious and automatic ways, just as I am spiteful towards myself and all others and life in the same way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I am around my child, they are picking up everything I say and do and even think and feel automatically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is ok to feel depressed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I am depressed I am in fact abusing my child as well as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I attempt to impose memories on my child, I am in fact abusing their innocence and degrading their ability to learn and live in new, profound ways, I am dooming them to simply repeat the past - this is not life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I don't have to impose my memories onto my child, but that if I do not direct myself and forgive myself effectively, then this will happen automatically anyway, and thus it is not acceptable to engage in wishful thinking, but rather the point is to direct myself within my process of self-forgiveness and self-correction.

I commit myself to support myself to stop in those moments when I go into depression, to realize that this is in fact a form of terrorism, and not acceptable and that it is not a solution - and thus to stop, to breathe, to refocus on being here and walking my process - to stand up in that moment and not accept less than who I really am and could be.

I commit myself to continue the process of forgiving all weakness that hold me back from being here and standing as life and that would otherwise impose the past onto reality and onto my children automatically.

Self-forgiveness is self-responsibility

Self-forgiveness is the ultimate act of self-responsibility. Instead of attributing that power to God, realize that YOU are a GOD in the flesh. You are the LIVING WORD. Therefore you have the power to forgive yourself.

 

Give to yourself what you would like to receive, which is redemption from your own guilt, weakness, fear, sadness, uncertainty, and imperfection.

Reach for perfection. Reach for self-mastery. Forgive the doubts and stop accepting and allowing yourself to be a victim to your own thinking and feeling. 

 

 

No God can save you, because ONLY YOU are responsible for YOU.

WHO ARE YOU?

If God loves the world why does He allow suffering and evil?

Many who believe in God explain evil in this world by saying that God gives us free will. In other words, he gives us the freedom to choose good or bad actions. The rationality being that he wants us to choose to love him and each other freely, without coercion.

But those of you that have children, and I would assume you love them more than anything, do you let them choose between good actions and bad actions? Are they free to run around your house and do anything they want, for example set the house on fire, steal from your neighbors, hurt themselves, hurt each other?

If you went to someone's house, and you saw them allowing their children to do these things, what would you say about that parent? Would you say, "oh clearly this parent loves their children so much that they give them the freedom to do whatever they want so that when the child does the right thing they're doing it freely!" ???

Why do we apply one set of logic to "God" and another logic to humans?

When something terrible, like 9/11 happens, do we say "oh look evidence of God's work in the world, evidence of God's love for us, of our freedom to choose?"

Or do we lash out at the perpetrators, and hold them accountable, and punish them using human laws, human prisons, and human punishments?

If our faith in God was absolute, why wouldn't we allow them the same freedom of choice that God does? If we don't, does it mean we don't love our neighbor as God does?

When we punish our children, or at least attempt to direct their behavior towards what we consider best, are we being less than God? Or are we exercising our common sense that if a child is not directed in terms of how to act in a way that is best for themselves and others then there will be consequences that affect others and ultimately will come back on the child.

So do you raise your children allowing their complete freedom of will like God? Or do YOU decide what is BEST?

Or are we perhaps abusing the concept of "free will" ? How can we define free will in a way that doesn't create unintended consequences? Because the current definition ALLOWS and JUSTIFIES abuse. And yet, we don't even apply this definition universally. As individuals, we tend to apply this definition to justify OUR actions and thoughts and beliefs that are not best, and yet we hold everyone else to the standard of paying for their actions, thoughts, and beliefs when they hurt other people or ourselves especially.

What if the true meaning of "free will" is the freedom to always choose what is BEST in any given situation? Whether you believe in "truth" or not, at the very least, doesn't this definition serve us and others better?

Of course, in the way the world works today, it is not always possible to choose what is best from the bigger perspective, because we have to survive. And so we all do things that we know are not best because if we don't, ultimately it's a lot harder to survive in this world. In self honesty, don't you observe that those who are the most dishonest, the best liars, the best cheaters, the best abusers, tend to make the most money? You may say that people get what they have coming, but deep down you know that isn't true. Because otherwise you would never blame anyone in any position at any level of society for any problems in this world. Because they would've got what they had coming and would not be allowed or be able to continue in the position they are in. There would be no oil cartels, drug cartels, monopolies, starvation, suffering. With enough money you can virtually avoid justice in this world. And you know what I'm saying is true.

The fact is, saying that God allows free will gives you permission to participate in a system of abuse, for example our money system, while billions starve and lack basic necessities.

If God were here on earth, wouldn't he do something about this situation? Isn't that what Jesus attempted to do? And yet the world crucified him. Is that what you fear for yourself? Are you not actually free to exercise your will due to fear?

Did God allow Jesus to have free will? What does it say in the Bible, that God so loved the world that he sent his only son to die for OUR sins?

What parent would do that? A loving one?

So, if we are to exercise our free will properly, knowing that we have a system of abuse in this world, wouldn't that imply that even within that limitation, proper use of our free will would be to choose in every moment that which would support a change in the system that would free us from the bonds of a system of slavery, abuse, and competition for survival?

Isn't that what Jesus would do?

Self honesty means looking at your beliefs within commonsense, not justifying your own self interest and fear, but based on considering the actual consequences of holding such beliefs.

Are you self honest enough to see the common sense in what I'm saying here? Can you forgive yourself if it turns out that you've been wrong this whole time? Or have you given the power to forgive away to something/someone external to you, which is the essence of mysticism?
And what does it mean to take the Lord's name in vain if not to use his name to justify abuse, when He put you on this earth to use your God-given common sense to make it the heaven that it could be.

See you in the comments.