Hiding Through Judgment

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse life just to survive temporarily without considering that I am in fact giving life to a system that is creating suffering and inequality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question the fact that I have spent my whole life in support of a system that produces and reinforces inequality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when presented with the opportunity to change the system, to rather hide and use excuses like "I have to change myself first" when in reality I am afraid and unwilling to really change and to measure that change in physical reality that would be evident to others and have an actual physical impact in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others who are working within the system, through the lens of morality, instead of taking the time to understand how the system works and see how I can practically stand up within it and make a real difference.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge those who create money in the system and have placed myself, through that judgment, in a position of inaction and therefore acceptance of the system to continue as is, instead of standing up and being the change in the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others in order to mask my own fear of self change and to thus blame and project others for my failings in order to not face myself in self honesty within the realization that thus far I have not done anything for real that would make a difference after I die.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my point of transcendence within this is to study the system and become equal to it so that it can be changed.

I commit myself to learn how to create money and to use that money to change the system so that it is best for all.

I commit myself to support those who are willing to stand alongside me to use the tools of self change and to study and learn how to equalize oneself to the system in order to stand up within it and change it for the best.

How Can I Win Without Another Losing?

The only way to win without losing is to make sure that you do not win at the expense of ANYONE or ANYTHING else. You might wonder what winning would mean in that context, but that would show the extent to which we only think in terms of win and lose. Virtually every approach to Life that is promoted will in some way argue for or imply that someone has to lose for your to win and that Life is all about the individual winning. But what if you are the one on the losing end?

Is it possible for everyone to win when each is playing to win at the expense of another? Is it possible, in a system designed for only some to win and for most to lose, that EVERYONE can learn the rules of the game and then we can all win?

Imagine: is it possible to play monopoly so that all win? In that game the only way would be for everyone to have a constant flow of money so that one never runs out and thus never loses, but then what would be the point of playing that game?

Is LIFE a game?

It actually is not a game. What we have is a game that abuses Life in order to exist and for some to win and most to lose. The game would not exist without Life. The system would not exist without Life. But the Game, the System, is NOT Life. Life is the principle that is given to each equally which allows us to be here in the first place. What we then do with it, individually, forms the collective experience which then begins to influence what individuals even see as possible.

For example, if you are born in Somalia and make less than $1 per day, how do you even see it as possible to become a billionaire investor? Oh sure, there may be ONE PERSON who does it, but is it possible for EVERYONE? Does it come down to personal choice? Is it because most people are lazy? Or is it that we each play a role in accepting less than what is best and all of those little choice accumulate into supporting the system as is?

We have a way to be in this system, and to move yourself out of the 'losing position' you are in right now, which is holding everyone else in a losing position as well, and to make the changes necessary in the system so that the choices presented to ALL are what is best. Imagine if no one had to even be concerned with survival because we had a system that was effectively designed and managed that would support each one with what they need to exist and live in the way that is best? Imagine the creativity that would be unleashed!

Seems difficult to imagine at the moment, because your imagination is shaped and molded by the current system of win/lose to the point that you would even think "if no one is motivated by fear of survival then why would they work?" If that were true, why would Bill Gates or Warren Buffet still be working to this very day? Perhaps, if a human is educated effectively, they will be more interested in creation than mere survival...

I suggest that you consider becoming a TechnoTutor distributor. Here is why:

1. The process of building a business will give you something to daily focus on that will push you outside of your comfort zone and thus you will have a convenient way to challenge yourself and face your current accepted limitations.

2. The system is collapsing and there is going to be a HUGE demand for personalized education, which only TechnoTutor provides FOR REAL, and you don't need any kind of degree or certification to educate yourself with TechnoTutor, because it develops the foundation for reading, speaking, and mathematics in a fundamental way that no other approach does/can. There are only going to be MORE and MORE people who need your support, so your TechnoTutor business will only grow if you apply yourself effectively.

3. You can become financially free, in a currently limited system, but through supporting others to re-educate themselves to be effective in a system that will require everyone to think in terms of win/win, which our current education system only programs us to think in terms of win/lose (and mostly on the lose side).

4. You will have a tool, TechnoTutor, that will support you in the process of changing yourself and re-educating yourself to build your business, because it is likely that you were not educated effectively and thus you now have the vehicle (a TechnoTutor business) along with the tool (TechnoTutor itself) in order to develop yourself and create a lasting impact in the world while placing yourself in a position financially to not only achieve all the desires that you have in terms of wealth, etc, but by becoming successful and winning, you are ENSURING that future generations will have a SUPERIOR education that the system is simply not ever going to provide in its current state, and thus you are preventing the complete and total collapse of civilization as we know it, something that, unless we prepare current and future generations to solve, will be catastrophic and probably mean the end of humanity. Thus, through education, we will SAVE THE WORLD.

Isn't that what everyone wants to do? And yet this doesn't have to be a fantasy. It can be your reality if you so choose.

Now for some Self-Forgiveness:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is nothing I can do as an individual to make a difference in the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as an absolute individual, I can stand up and make my life count.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be less than equal to my real potential for change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can live the words "be the change you want to see in the world".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can create money, become financially free, and at the same time contribute to make the world best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that education is the key to creating a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the brainwashing/propaganda that the world can't be best, that Utopia is impossible, because Utopia would require a dictatorship to enforce and that people can't really change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Human Nature is something that is set in stone and that it can't be changed.

I forgive myself that I haven't realized that Human Nature is simply the evolution of choices that have been made and reinforced over a long period of time, and that it can change if new choices are made and reinforced and systems created to support with the environment that reinforces the new choices.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent to which the system reinforces a losing mentality and makes it almost impossible to consider that we can all win without anyone losing, but this would require us to challenge these beliefs within us - thus presenting us with the ultimate test whether we are just robots or real living beings with real freedom of choice.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never question why if given the choice to believe that it is impossible for everyone to accept and do what is best, versus just fight and compete in a world that is less than best, why I or anyone would choose the latter belief, because it all comes down to what we believe which motivates how we act, what we consider as possible, and that these beliefs were essentially assigned to us from birth by those who went before us - thus the real question is, who do we want to be?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear becoming rich and successful because I don't want to take more responsibility and thus this is a fire wall that I must walk through.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to complain about the world but not really be willing to stand up and do something about it that would practically make the world better.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the opportunity that TechnoTutor represents to re-educate humanity to a superior form of reason and common sense and the opportunity for me to be a part of it and fulfill all the dreams that I have while being a part of the solution to the problems in this world.

I commit myself to investigate TechnoTutor fully, to really get to know it, to really push myself and build a business that provides value to others and supports them in ways they would believe is not possible but will improve every area their life.

I commit myself to show that it is possible to become successful even in the current system in a way that supports what is best, and that this is what TechnoTutor is all about.

Parenting Considerations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent, to not see the simplicity that when I lie to my child, they will believe me initially, but will then later come to resent me and no longer trust me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question why we teach children about Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and the Tooth Fairy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my child is innocent, and is looking to me for guidance as to understanding of how the world function.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my child is picking up on EVERYTHING that I am saying and doing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and feel like it is too much to take self responsibility for all the thoughts, feelings, and emotions that are within which are causing me to act and speak in automated ways which is influencing my child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that my child will end up just like me - uncertain about life, fearful, competitive, wanting to control others, and generally angry and unhappy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel despair as a parent, because I know how difficult it is to change within myself, and I fear that my child will have an even more difficult time standing up within themselves, because I know that I did not give my child the very best that is possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my child just becoming another slave of the system, feeling lost and not caring about living for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rather tell my child lies about the world than have to explain in detail what is really going on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think it is cute when my child repeats something that I have said as an automated pattern, when in fact it only confirms that I have transferred a program to my child - and within this I have not even considered whether what I have transferred is best for my child.

I commit myself to walk the process of changing myself, to not give into despair, because despair is only an excuse and not a solution.

I commit myself to stand and change and be an example to my child and to others that it is possible to change.

I commit myself to study and understand how reality operates and how the mind functions and how thoughts form so that I no longer have to deceive myself or my child about how things operate in this world and I can then prepare them as effectively as possible to stand up within themselves and this world and support the creation of a system that is best for all.

Waiting Until You Are Ready

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear of making mistakes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear taking on more responsibility because I might make a mistake and cause damage to myself or others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I am in a position of responsibility for others that I will just fuck it up.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I do nothing, then the systems in this world are already going to continue fucking up the lives of humans, children especially, animals, plants, the environment, etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the attempt to take on more responsibility is in itself an opportunity to face the limitations, beliefs, thoughts, character patterns, excuses, fears, etc that are within me which have been keeping me in a pre-programmed life path.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to stay in my pre-programmed life path.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must prove myself to others before I can stand up and speak up about how this world could in fact change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that within standing up and speaking up, this act is totally outside of the pre-programming that I was 'given' from a young age, and that in doing so I will face a lot of reactions from others as well as have to walk through the fears that exist within me and thus it is a process in itself that will support me to change within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I may not have another chance to be here on earth and thus, it is not about being afraid of not having another change, but rather not allowing myself the excuse that if I don't give my full effort that it doesn't really matter anyway.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that given the option of just keeping to myself or standing up and taking on more responsibility, this is the statement of who I am beyond just the automatic decision process of consciousness - and yes, I realize that even within this point there are still points I have to walk through as self interest and fear and thoughts, feelings, emotions, etc, however I will not allow that as an excuse to push myself to be self-honest, forgive myself and change so that I am able to stand up and support with the creation of a world that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not ready to stand up, when all that is required is the decision to do so - that doesn't mean I will be ready the moment I decide, however it means that I am clear about what I am here to do, and thus I must direct myself within expanding within my existence, learn how to communicate more effectively, have more influence over the system, learn how to direct others and I realize that this will be a process and yet it is the way to quantify my process of inner change- otherwise what measurement do I have other than am I able to influence others to walk this process and support what is best for all.

I commit myself to continue to expand beyond what I believe I am able to do - to push myself to walk through resistance - to walk through all doubt - to stand up - to be an example to others that it is possible to change and be in a system of limitation and yet still do what is best within that context and to support the group to continue to move together and support as many people as possible to begin the process of self-change and to support those who are willing and able to stand up in the system and begin the process of making the adjustments required so that more and more are supported through systems to re-establish themselves as the directive principle rather than letting the mind run on autopilot which only supports the system to continue as is - realizing that even if the system 'change', that if people do not change then the system cannot last and yet also understanding that it is the system that has the most influence over the survival pressures that are placed on individuals and especially parents that makes it difficult to focus on changing oneself - and yet this is not an excuse, and I commit myself to show that those who are aware of the problem, as I am, have the greatest responsibility to stand up and in are the position to do so if they so choose to walk that point within themselves no matter what.

We Must Stand Up

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that standing up in the system to make a change that is best for all is something that can happen overnight.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that individual efforts to change the system to be best for all are always doomed to fail because the system works based on collective agreement which is manipulated through group support as in for example elite circles of politics and business.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attempt to stand up in the system based on ideas that I believe will work and that fit within my current pre-programming, not realizing that those efforts were doomed to fail from the beginning because my pre-programming was ineffective at having any influence in the system, because if it were I would have already been in a position to have an effect in the system, thus I now realize that in order to have an effect in the system, I must stand within a group whose starting point is to support each other within a clear purpose to stand up together and support each other to make the inner changes necessary to move beyond one's pre-programming that would have kept one on a track to never make any difference at all in the system..

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in order to change the system we must work through politics, and in order to work through politics we must create enough money in order to be able to influence through media and direct presentation of information, to be able to 'fight back' so to speak when media is used to slander or counter act what is presented that is best, and to have people in positions in law for example to be able know what is legal and what is not, and to assist with arguing cases before governing bodies that would be able to change laws and enforce existing ones.

I commit myself to show that the system can change, it will happen in stages, but it requires firstly those who see the starting point of a system that is best for all to stand together no matter what in order to learn what is required to be equal to the system and then take the steps necessary to in fact equalize oneself with the system.

I commit myself to show that learning how to sell is one of the key skills in being able to stand equal to the system and change the system, because it is the skill that the elite have which allows them to stand in the position they are in, in addition to their preprogramming, and thus if a principled group of individuals were to stand up and develop the skills required, they would be able to stand in the system and make the changes necessary - and that it doesn't matter how long this takes, because unless we do this, it will be impossible for anyone else to stand up and walk their individual process of self change because the system is only going to get worse in terms of the pressures that are placed on human beings' lives to only focus on survival and thus compete in more vicious ways.

I commit myself to show that the time to stand up is in this moment - not to wait - because automation is about to eliminate a lot of jobs and people are going to feel the stress and we must prepare ourselves now to support millions of people when the system begins to collapse.

Why the System Won't Change

For context: This Is Your Last Life - You Have Been Warned

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the systems that run this world cannot be changed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the systems in this world can be changed through one man one vote and that what is required is that people stand up and promote the points clearly without doubt or uncertainty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the reason why people will vote for a politician or buy a product, is that the politician/company expresses no doubt within what they are promoting and knows how to communicate in a way that resonates with the listener/audience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that one must be special in order to stand up within politics and get elected.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on changing the system in this world before I even got started.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to hear the message that the world system cannot change, as this supports my desire to not change within myself fundamentally and push myself beyond my perceived limits.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the fundamental premise that I cannot really change and thus it is then easy for me to accept, and in in fact necessary to accept from this starting point, that the system cannot change, thus I am absolved of real responsibility towards myself, life, this world, and all those within it that are suffering immensely from the inequality in the system of which I am benefiting due to my placement in the system, the country I live in, my education, etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect everyone else to stand up and change the system, when it is MY responsibility because I see that it is possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place others as authority in order dictate back to me what I want to hear that supports me to stay in my comfort zone and pretend like I am a good person because "I want things in this world to change" but hey why should I stand up and do anything about it, even if I am not sure if I will succeed, because apparently the world can't change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear standing up in the system, because I would rather stay within what feels good - which is actually self-interest, and thus within that starting point, I AM THE REASON THE SYSTEM "CANT" CHANGE because I, someone who even sees the potential for a better world, have not been willing to let go of my self-interest, not realizing that the change I would have to make in my life would in fact put me in a BETTER position and I would experience the expansion and purpose that I and everyone else have been looking for, and thus because I am doing it from the starting point of what is best for all, I can go all the way within making my life better, without guilt, which I currently suppress because I know I could do more.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to talk about how fucked up the world is, all the problems, and yet at the same time accept that the world system can't change - so what is the point of talking about the problems in this world if they are all stemming from the fact that the money system is not valuing all life equally?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that just because I am not 'ready' to stand up in the world system, that this means the world cannot change and that I cannot direct myself to get to the point where I CAN stand up with others to change the rules of the system through consent of the public through voting, but this means we need a BIG GROUP as a NETWORK who works together with a common purpose and if no one agrees to this common purpose this would be THE REASON why the system cannot change, because there is NO GROUP agreeing to work with the common purpose of changing the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I still have a way to go in my process, that this means I am not ready to work towards standing up in the system in some capacity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that 'standing up in the system' is a process in itself - it is not something one just decides to do one day and then it happens - it is something one work towards within the starting point of making it happen.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if the system does not change, then it will be virtually impossible for most people to walk their process of self-change, because the system requires us to work to survive in some capacity, especially if we were not born into an elite position, even those of us with the basic comforts and necessities of life who are not 'super rich' are still totally consumed with where we are going to get our next paycheck and thus even though we are not literally in fear of perhaps not surviving through the day or week, for example, we are still consumed with focus on survival as having to shape our entire life around finding some kind of work in the system AS IT IS - and thus the idea that the system cannot change is only benefiting those at the very top who required the vast majority to focus on working as a matter of survival so that the few can basically live a life that is beyond what most can even imagine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that changing the world system is just something from the past that is no longer valid, that it was a pipe dream, when I know that I have still a ways to go in terms of facing my fears and thus it is very easy for me to manipulate what I believe to make sense based on what are the fears within me and the resistance to change - and thus even if I try and fail to change the system - the process I would have to go to to even TRY would support me to quantify my process and make it real, because it is easy to base an idea of change based on how I feel, but if I do not have specific feedback, then how do I know I have changed - if the world system does not change then what have I done with the life I have been given?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that at the moment it may be the case that most people will be too afraid or in a position where for them to see themselves doing anything beyond what they are doing is to big of a leap in terms of imagination and thus there will initially only be a few who see the potential for the world to change, and even fewer who see the potential for themselves to change enough to be in a position to have an impact on the system - and thus I am not here to force anyone to change the system, but to look for and call on those who see the potential in themselves to stand up and work together with a common purpose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that communication is the most effective tool that I have to stand up in the system and support the system to change, because communication implies that I do not use force, that I must suggest, influence through example, through words, and support another to see what I see, and thus support them to make the choice/decision freely through understanding.

I commit myself to show that one can stand up in this world and make a difference in the system, while also walking their internal process of change, that the primary thing one must do is develop their communication skills to the point where they can influence others to consider that a better world is possible.

I commit myself to show that the system will change as more and more people see that it is possible and are presented with a clear picture of how that change could be implemented and that the Equal Money System is a major step in that direction, because it will support more and more people over time to re-educate themselves and direct their beliefs that would prevent them from being able to function in a world that is best for all, or would prevent them from agreeing to such a world system being implemented - thus the Equal Money System is a tool through which we can alleviate the survival pressures that are keeping so many in a point where they cannot eve direct their own minds, because they believe survival is more important - that is due to us all accepting a system that requires us to compete for survival.

I commit myself to show that - yes the Equal Money System implementation 'seems' impossible - but it isn't - we can create a network of people who are re-educating children and families with proper vocabulary using TechnoTutor and through that place themselves in a position of having financial freedom - use those resources to support themselves and others in the network of those who are standing within the principle of what is best for all and within that suppport a generation or generations of children to develop effective common sense reasoning instead of just being brainwashed and dumbed down by the current education system and entertainment and consumer marketing, while also giving parents the opportunity to make money through education and support themselves and others who are going to be massively affected by the coming crises of Automation unemployment and the looming Retirement crisis and within this TechnoTutor is the tool to reformat the natural learning ability and Desteni is the ultimate life curriculum to support a person to understand themselves and thus place themselves, if they so choose, in a position in life that is greater than what they were pre-programmed to do, such as just work a job to survive until they die- they can now expand beyond that, have a business, residual income and thus more freedom to re-educate themselves further and to support with standing up in the system to make real changes that would affect those who are in no position currently to improve their life in a substantial way.

I commit myself to show that the reason why many struggle within their process is because of 2 main points: allowing themselves to continue using coping mechanisms to suppress their emotions and thus not walk through fear and resistance (such as drugs, alcohol, porn, etc) and not using TechnoTutor, which was created to support people to increase their processing speed - and the consequence of not using TechnoTutor is that one is stuck with how they were programmed to process information by their ineffective parents and educators, and thus this is why it is so difficult to change - because many still walking their process in the mind only, not changing physically the programming inside, and thus when it comes to a moment where one attempts to act in a new way, it is impossible because the mind is not going to support you do go beyond what is physically programmed into you, you must use both sets of tools TOGETHER - writing, self-forgiveness and self-correction, along with rebuilding your vocabulary and processing speed/ability through TechnoTutor, as was laid out by the ONE who created both sets of tools.

I commit myself to show that the only reason someone would tell you that the world cannot change is that they don't see it is possible and would rather it not change because they don't want to do what is necessary to really change in fact and become someone who stands in the system or they are someone who is benefiting from YOU not standing - we are called upon by LIFE to be equals - we are in fact equal to what we accept and allow - and thus if someone says the system cannot change and you accept that - then what are YOU equal to? and thus what will the world be equal to? - while clearly we cannot only focus on changing the world 'out there' - we must not allow any excuse that I cannot change the world UNTIL I HAVE COMPLETELY CHANGED - because in so doing, miss the opportunity of giving ourselves a purpose that would support us to quantify our change - because if our change only occurs in the context of leaving the system as is, then how can we claim to have changed? Yes we can become the example of change, but if that example is just something we perceive in our mind and has no reflection in reality as changing the systems that exist and thus support future generations to be supported to not have to change in the first place, then are we really changing or just hiding within excuses to not change FOR REAL beyond what we believe is possible and thus are we not participating in a mental projection of whether the world can change based on our mental projection of what we believe is possible for ourselves to change within and as ourselves and how will we know unless we challenge all beliefs within ourselves?

I commit myself to stand clearly in the face of anyone and everyone who believes that the system cannot change - that we cannot change - that we are just here to hope and wish and believe that maybe someday something might happen - which is the ultimate point of having abdicated self-responsibility and to call upon those who are willing to stand up within themselves and PUSH themselves to go beyond ALL LIMITATION and ALL BELIEF and ALL HOPE and BE THE SOLUTION.

The Desire for Acceptance and the Fear of Rejection

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek acceptance of others within the form of me always getting a good, warm, welcoming response from another and that if I do not, then I believe that I am being ostracized or persecuted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to respond emotionally to situations where I perceive that my ideas or my actions are not accepted by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value on the feedback within myself as to whether I feel good or bad or neutral towards the response that I perceive from another when I speak or act, not realizing that this would indicate that I am acting/speaking from within the mind as seeking an energetic experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for ways in which people are either accepting or rejecting me, whether in what I say or do, and to actively scan my environment and look for clues and evidence as to how people are responding to me in order to fuel an energetic game within myself of positive/negative feeling response.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can be here in reality taking full responsibility for what I say and do and thus create as an effect in reality and measure the physical effect in reality and assess whether it is best for all or not - and within this I realize that this is only really possible individually when I am clear within myself, meaning I have stopped my mind as a self-interest energy seeking machine and aligned as an equal and one map of reality through purifying and clarifying my vocabulary so that it is in alignment with how physical reality actually operates, and thus within this even though I realize that this is a process, this one of the reasons why it is important to walk within the group as a way to cross-reference what I say and do to check with others and support me within facing my reactions towards others so that I am able to face the reality of myself in a real time manner.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in the past, feel hurt within me, when another does not accept something that I say or do as valid or appropriate or acceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate/want to manipulate others in order to give myself feedback as either positive (I am doing the right thing) or negative (which I interpret as I am being misunderstood or persecuted) and to thus not see that I am treating others as a character in my mind for the purpose of maintaining a character in my own mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself as either inferior or superior towards another, and give their opinion of what I say or do more weight than my own ability to be self-honest and forgive myself - and thus I realize that the key is for me to be completely and totally self-honest within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I do not know how to be self-honest, and that I do not yet fully trust myself within being self-honest, not realizing that self-honesty is in a moment, a decision to either embrace what I am seeing/feeling/thinking and look at it without judgment but really allow myself to see where it is coming from, where it is taking me, and to stop in the moment and forgive myself until I am Here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this process is hard, difficult, and impossible - when in self-honesty I know that I have nothing to really lose by being honest with myself and forgiving myself - and that I am already in a state of being lost, and thus I am doing this for myself to support myself to really be here and live for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am Life, and that everything here is Life, and yet I am not yet allowing myself to Live fully as Who I Am - and thus my process is to support me to live as who I really am - the reality is that I cannot become something that I am not in fact, which is why this reality as it is currently structured is not working, because we are all attempting to be something we are not, trying to get something more than we are, but also within that not seeing/recognizing/discovering who we really are, which could in fact be something really cool - because look at how much we have 'created' within NOT knowing/living who we really are - and even though my imagination is tainted by this world as it is, meaning it is perhaps impossible imagine clearly anything outside of how the world currently operates, I can somehow SEE that there is a potential for myself and everyone else, this entire world, to live and exist in a way that is transcending everything of how it is currently, and I realize that this is not something that can just happen magically, but that it requires every point within this world, this reality, all beings, to live and cooperate together.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for feeling the need to compete with and control others, when in the context of how the world is currently, of course that need and want would be existent within me, it is not because I am a 'bad' person, it is because I have accepted the patterns of those that went before me (which could even include me in a past life) without question as if this is all there is and ever could be and now I am waking up, standing up, realizing that there could be 'more' than what is here, from the perspective that what is here is not real, it is not what is best, and that it doesn't mean that I need to now seek something 'more' than what is here, because I have come to realize that what is 'here' is just what we have attempted to create with what is ACTUALLY here but without considering how to create within the context of what is best always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not surviving, not existing, not being here anymore, when as I look around me, I see that there really isnt anything here of real value from the perspective of how things are structured and the patterns that we are participating within - it is not that the physical world itself is of no value, because that is all there is, as far as I know, but it is that we are not looking at the real equal value of all things and considering all things equally as how to structure and pattern things in a way that no one is harmed, and so things accumulate and move towards a state where it looks like virtually no one is left or will be left unharmed at some point - and so the point of not seeing any value in anything, is simply a statement/realization that we are not utilizing/being/living what is here within equal value for all and thus only creating illusions as relationships and experiences of no real value because they are all at some point/level going to create/are creating consequence that is not best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this world is unfair, when this world is a product of who I am - and even though I can't see how/that I created everything here directly, it is still a product of the starting point of only considering myself within self-interest as how I FEEL and thus the world system requires each of us to continue accepting this as our own starting point of existing for the world system to continue to exist as is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/appreciate the opportunity that I have been given to change myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see/realize/appreciate the opportunity that I have been given through the labor of others to be a part of the/a group on earth that is dedicated/committed to changing this world to be best for all and thus supporting all those who take it upon themselves to change according to do so within the context of a group.

I commit myself to continue uncovering, facing, deconstructing, deleting, removing, changing all those patterns and acceptances and allowances within myself that are currently preventing me from always acting/speaking/living in the way that is best for all, and which I have accepted and allowed to speak/act/live for me automatically, through writing, self-forgiveness, and self correction.

I commit myself to use all reaction within myself that comes up as I interact within my world as a point of self-support, that is - bringing it back to myself, seeing where I am limiting myself or where a pattern is existent or an acceptance and/or allowance is existent within which is behind the reaction, as the reaction always indicates, at some level, the existence of a character that is wanting/seeking energy to exist and thus I take it upon myself to take responsibility for all those layers of characters that exist within me, to release those patterns and set myself as who I really am, as a physical body/physical being free from automated patterns that are not best for all.

The Power of the Group

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have absolute certainty as to how to change the world in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that unless enough people stand up within themselves and challenge all self-interest and then stand in a position of change within the world system, specifically within politics and the money system, then the world will not change except through extreme suffering and disastrous conflict.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that prevention is the BEST cure, because when a consequence is already existent, it is much more difficult to change, because one's starting point as belief and memory is now already manifest and thus 'confirming' one's belief as true, even though, in self-honesty, it is not true, it is an illusion that has been made real through acceptance and allowance and thus when one change one's starting point and act from that, then one can manifest that which is best, though, again, the more one compounds consequence from not acting within what is best, the more one provides the evidence to oneself that one is looking for to confirm that what is not best is not possible, but this all goes back to one's starting point - is one willing to change oneself for real? or is one looking for an excuse to not change?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the purpose of walking the Desteni process is to change myself within and without.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that value of walking within a group, which is to have a place to be challenged and supported, to challenge and to support, to assist and support others within their process of changing themselves, and so assist and support others to do so as well, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not challenge others as a way to form a collective agreement so that I will not fundamentally be challenged either.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be removed from a group - which is a point of being challenged to move and change within myself - to let to of that which is limiting me from standing up in the outer world as well as the inner world - and to not realize the value of being challenged in such a way that I HAVE to face all that I accept and allow that is preventing me from standing clearly within the principle of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the gift within being removed from a group where I was not standing equal to the principles for which the groups stand and that I had placed myself as inferior to others where I was not willing to take full self-responsibility and thus I am grateful for the process that I have walked through in order to see the point of standing equal to this process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself within myself as less than another, and to thus place expectations on another to do that which I am not willing/wanting/able in that moment to do, which because I then place myself in a point of waiting for another, I do not in fact face the reality of myself and face the consequence of who I am and what I accept and allow, and thus being removed from a group that stands for the principle of what is best for all, thus would support me to face what I have accepted and allowed as myself not being equal to that which I perceive in another who I see as walking the principles and thus is in fact a gift and an opportunity for me to realize my own potential to walk clearly and stand clearly and support myself and others within the principles that the group stand for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize my responsibility towards myself to stand for the principles that Desteni stand for - and to ACT within those principles at all times.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for accepting and allowing myself to not walk within full, absolute certainty that the Desteni process will/does support me to remove all that which is not standing as what is best, as the principles are sound and have been shown/proven to work and as I have been applying them within myself I see FOR MYSELF that they work, and thus the proof that another presented was only the starting point for me to see the value initially, however beyond that what is required is for ME to walk the point within ABSOLUTE CERTAINTY and within FULL PARTICIPATION with no excuse and no desire to stop, even though I realize that excuses will come up and desires will come up, though it is my responsibility alone to stop these within myself, as the only thing that will happen if I do not is that I will experience the consequence of not standing completely within the principles.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire the acceptance of others as evidence that I am doing what is best, when I am not able to see what is within another, and thus the value of either being accepted or not accepted by others is only within what reactions or thoughts for example come up within me that show me what I am still accepting and allowing within MYSELF.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my process, within believing that it should always produce a feeling of moving forward, of feeling good, of things getting 'better', and the world moving more and more into a state of peace, when in fact, I am still IN THE PROCESS of removing/changing/facing/questioning/directing all that within me which is not aligned with what is best for all, and thus I will face consequences and I will walk through discomfort and conflict and experiences that are not best, and all of this is necessary for me to face and thus what is critical is that I face this head on, without hiding, without avoiding, and thus the best way is to face it within walking my process of writing, speaking self-forgiveness, and testing myself through physical participation in my outer world to check where I must be more specific within myself and to uncover that which is still not aligned with what is best - to remove everything that is not best - while still being here in this physical world, learning to stand up and move within this world without getting lost, without losing sight of the principles of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look to Bernard and/or Sunette and/or the Dimensions as my savior, to walk my process for me, to take responsibility for me, or simply as a way to entertain myself and give myself an excuse to not face the reality of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to change others, when the only one I can change is myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the value and potential of each one in the group and really get to know each one as they come into my awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear speaking self-forgiveness aloud with others in the group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take the group for granted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if each one on the group took full self-responsibility that we would be able to move more as a group and bring more into the group and thus move the group as a force of change in the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget the purpose of the group.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the purpose of the group is for each of us to stand eventually within a position of responsibility in this world, where some may stand in more 'obvious' or 'prominent' positions such as lawyers, psychologists, educators, politicians, etc while others may stand within the point of example for others within their community, and thus I realize that there is no point to judge another's process, while I also realize that it is my responsibility to look for and support those who see the potential within themselves to stand in the system in order to change it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that revolution is not the answer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that revolution means to return and thus changing the world is not about revolt, just as changing oneself is not about revolt, it is about STANDING UP for what is BEST and changing the systems so that they support what is best - as this has never been done before and would not represent a revolution but an awareness of the value of Life that is equal in all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in order to change the system we must be able to stand together as a group financially as well as in terms of communication because the system will resist change at all levels, just as one experience the great degree of resistance within oneself to change - IT IS DIFFICULT - and yet as a group we can make it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there is great POWER in a the group, as is shown by many groups currently, and thus it is best to empower ourselves within the context of Desteni AS A GROUP because that is the only way to change the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect everyone to walk within the Desteni group, when in fact it is for those who see the value for themselves, and within this it does not mean that it is not best to walk in the Desteni group, just that one cannot force another to see what is best both for oneself and for the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there may be tools and methods other than Desteni that will support an individual, however Desteni is the only process and group that stands within understanding how the mind actually functions in detail and thus if one do not walk the Desteni process then it is impossible to fully change oneself, unless one happens to discover the process in another format, however within this, if one simply says that therefore there is no reason to support as many people as possible to specifically join and walk with Desteni, then one is leaving the whole point up to chance, whereas with Desteni and the promotion of Desteni one can measure one's change in the world and within oneself to the degree that Desteni presents a way to quantify one's process both from the perspective of one's writing, self-forgiveness, self commitment, but also from the perspective that by placing oneself out in the world and promoting Desteni, in various ways, one can measure their impact in the world as another takes on the responsibility of walking process due to one's example/active promotion of one's process and the Desteni process itself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist calling on all those who see the potential, to stand up and begin the process of standing AS DESTENI in the world, and showing that it can be done, and that this will in fact support one within their OWN process because it is a physical point that requires one to change and develop skills that would be required to stand within the system in politics/economics/etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if we do not have hundreds of millions of people around the world walking their process and re-educating themselves to establish an effective ability to reason and see common sense, then the solution of one man one vote becomes very difficult, because otherwise people will not have the ability to vote directly on policies and will be open to manipulation by feelings and emotions which is currently how politics work where people vote for personalities instead of policies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there is always a BEST WAY to do something.

I commit myself to stand as a an example of both walking this process and supporting others to begin walking their process.

I commit myself to show how one can apply the principles of business and sales within showing others the value of walking the Desteni process and that this would both strengthen the group as well as support millions of people to systematically walk their process.

I commit myself to show that the Desteni process is the BEST way to walk one's process.

I commit myself to show that one can both walk their process and promote this process and that as we do so, then we will become a powerful force that represents the force of Life that will change the system to recognize and support the equality of life in all.

Regaining Our Vision

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Real Vision is with the eyes only.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Real Vision is to see the potential of Life in every being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see with the Eyes of Fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the Beam in my Eye which is the Light Beam of consciousness, which is my self-interest, which is my fear, which is who I have accepted and allowed myself to become.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see the splinter in my brother's eye but not see the beam in my own, and thus I have accepted and allowed this beam to block my Real Vision which is my ability to see the potential in my brother/sister and in all beings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that we all have the potential for change, but it is up to the individual to actuate that potential, and thus it is MY responsibility to REALIZE my potential as Living Action within what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to retreat into myself within fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place others on a pedestal and in that not recognize my equality and oneness within my self-responsibility towards standing up for life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Lose my Vision.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see because another saw, but not allow myself to see because I SEE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I DO SEE but I have allowed myself to FEAR what I SEE and FEAR what I SEE THAT I MUST DO.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not SEE that I must stand up where I am at and SPEAK UP not only online, but in my physical environment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have the keys to Life as a member of Desteni and there is no one else who has these keys, and that is not to say that no one else brings value or perspective that may support what is best for all, but I SEE that I have the critical keys of change that EVERYONE NEEDS and thus it is MY responsibility to stand up and present these keys to those who have the EYES to SEE and the EARS to HEAR.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simplicity of starting a group meeting in my home or a coffeeshop or a library where I lead a group discussion on the Desteni principles as a matter of consistency - even if I only invite one other person initially - but within that I am able to plant the seed of something that will grow over time with consistency as long as I show up and give my full effort and bring forward what I have learned within my process, and to support others to begin their process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that we need something else other than the Desteni process to support people when in fact, all other methods and approaches to change are limited if the person does not walk the Desteni process - and that is not to say that no other approach or method of change is supportive in any way, but if a person is not understanding their mind in mechanical detail, they will not be able to change in fact to become the self-directive as Life as what is best for all - they will remain stuck in the mind and thus only in self-interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be able to see 90 million Destonians walking their process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the growth of Desteni as an exponential curve.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I and those who have walked with Desteni from the beginning are the foundation and everyone else is looking to us as the living proof that Desteni is for real - and thus it is my responsibility to myself and to others as what is best for all to stand up and walk in this world to support others to walk their process in awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that everyone has a right to their opinion and a right to figure things out in a way that they feel comfortable with - which is not to say that anyone should ever be forced to do anything - but that I now realize that if I waver within my absolute clarity that Desteni is THE WAY then it gives someone who has not yet begun walking their process an excuse to continue down a path that is not best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that TechnoTutor is a tool, created by Bernard, that is in fact digitized self-forgiveness, and that will support a person immensely in their process as an adult and will support a child, if done from a young age, to become much more effective and balanced that they would have otherwise been.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that TechnoTutor is just a program that helps with spelling and not realize that it supports one to change their programming within self-awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepeted and allowed myself to not realize that Bernard created TechnoTutor as a way to restore a person's Natural Learning Ability and to thus 'become like a child' and that he explained that what everyone 'admire' and 'see as an advanced ability' within Bernard was that he specified his vocabulary and thus he created a tool to support others to do the same.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my allowed myself to not realize that Bernard explained , in detail how TechnoTutor works and placed it into audio format and explained in detail how this would support within one's process and how it is fundamentally critical in the education of a child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist using TechnoTutor every day, and that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist writing everyday, and writing and speaking self-forgiveness every day, and that I have participated in doubt, disbelief, hoping, wishing, projecting, fear, and the desire to just have fun without seeing why I am REALLY HERE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I combine TechnoTutor with the Desteni I Process that I can support myself not only with the Inner Process, but with the Outer Process of standing up in this world and speaking up - and learning the skills required to place myself in a position of leadership in the SYSTEM.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that TechnoTutor is the way to reeducate Humanity to be reasonable and be able to reason and to use common sense and stop participating in beliefs that are only harming themselves and each other and that within this TechnoTutor is most effective, especially for an adult, when they walk the Desteni I Process and that there is thus no competition between Desteni and TechnoTutor as they are in fact from the SAME SOURCE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the starting point of TechnoTutor as a business is to create financial means to support the Equal Life Foundation, Desteni, and those whose process it is to stand in the system as politicians, lawyers, etc who will require funding, because they will be busy developing themselves to stand in those positions and not stand within making money, per se.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the starting point of TechnoTutor is to create the financial means so that the Desteni Process and EQAFE is available to everyone, regardless of financial means, and thus TechnoTutor is the way to finance the creation of an Equal System while at the same time providing the foundation of education as generations of children and adults who are able to process information in an unbiased manner and thus able to consider Equality for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am HERE to CHANGE THE SYSTEM, not just make myself feel better and in order to change the system I must learn how to communicate, how to lead, how to motivate, how to inspire, how to sell, how to persuade, and how to interact within a group so that I am not on my own - because I realize that on my own I will never change the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am not in the group to just be in a group - that I am in the group to give myself completely to the purpose of changing the system so that it is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place others as above or below me - which indicates that I had still been playing a polarity game, and not standing up for real - and within this I stop self judgment of myself in the past and I stand and walk - as I realize that everything I have gone through was a necessary part of my process, but now that I am aware of why I am really here, I no longer have an excuse to not move myself physically.

I forgive myself that I have judged myself and others who are walking this process who are in the system as we all are, who have had to work and survive, as we all do, and that I had not realized that I would have to be in the system but not of the system and that now as I walk more and more I am realizing that there is nothing to fear and I am now willing to stand up in the system and though I realize it will take time, I am willing to apply myself breath by breath until the system is changed to be best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in self interest in the context of walking with the group and to judge others for participating within self interest in the context of the group, not realizing that we are here to firstly challenge this point within ourselves - that is WHY we are in the group initially, and as we remove layers more and more we become more capable of standing up in the world and taking more responsibility and I realize that everyone is in their own process and thus I would never force another to move faster than they are able, just as I cannot force myself to move faster than I am able, however I am willing to push myself beyond my limits and stand as an example and support others through communication to push beyond their limits - living the word patience as applying myself within breath, and walking my process, not placing expectations on others or myself, but applying self-honesty in the moment, standing up when I fall, and being there to support another to stand up when they fall.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the REAL meaning of United We Stand, Divided We Fall.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have been afraid of standing up and challenging myself and challenging others, and that I realize that I am here to make a difference, not make people feel good, because all forms of feeling good currently are within the context of a system that is not best - and although it is not unacceptable to feel good, it is not acceptable to have this as the starting point of one's living, as it is too easily manipulable by the system, and by my mind, and thus I commit myself to standing by the principles outlined in the Desteni Declaration of Living Principles.

I commit myself to walk as an example in my world of the application of the Desteni process and Principles.

I commit myself to challenge ALL self-interest within myself and within my world that comes into my awareness and within the world in the context of the System.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I KNOW BETTER than Bernard, when in fact he was/is the only living example of the full application of the Desteni principles that I have seen, and within this, it is not about 'trusting' anyone, not even Bernard, the only valid trust is SELF TRUST, however I realize that if I have not applied myself FULLY in SELF HONESTY within my process that I have NO RIGHT to challenge/change/alter/manipulate/modify the basic principles and process that Bernard supported us to see.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not stand EQUAL to Bernard which is not to say that I should become EXACTLY like Bernard or to CLAIM to be Bernard, but Equal means applying myself in self-honesty, forgiving myself, walking my process, not accepting or allowing limitation, not accepting slavery to another or to my mind, not accepting and allowing personality to get in the way of walking what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Bernard was here to show us the way to become EQUAL and ONE to LIFE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself or another for attempting to find a way other than waking the Desteni process, when that is a part of our process, to investigate all things, to integrate and understand this process FOR OURSELVES, and yet within that to realize that the path has in fact been laid out before us, which doesn't mean that there are not things we will have to figure out for ourselves, but I can SEE that this will unfold naturally as long as I push myself to remain self-honest and forgive myself and correct my mistakes when I see them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that we have everything we need to change ourselves and this system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every excuse that I allow within myself, I will allow within another out of fear of being called out - and thus I commit myself to not allow ANY excuses and to live the word gratitude within being called out by others if they see me participating in an excuse - even if they are wrong, it doesn't matter because if I am feeling challenged emotionally then I am the one that is participating in the mind and thus accepting and allowing limitation, and thus I commit myself to ALWAYS bring it back to myself, no matter WHO is challenging me or presenting a point where I react.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the gift in every moment of my past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to FEAR standing up and BEING THE LEADER that is required to support others to STAND UP and BE THE LEADERS that are required as TRANSITIONAL LEADERS who will lead the world to the creation of a system that is Best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is ANYTHING to fear when I SEE that all excuses and limitations and fears that I allowed will become irrelevant at death and the only thing that I will have left if I allow them is REGRET.

I commit myself to live without regrets and to show that it is ok to make mistakes and that what is important is that one stand back up, forgive themselves, and keep walking in alignment with what is best for all.

I commit myself to SHOW that my intention is always revealed in my ACTION.

I commit myself to show that the only form of trust that matters is SELF TRUST.

I commit myself to develop the SELF TRUST necessary to stand in the face of ANYTHING in the System that must be faced in order to create a system that is best for all.

I commit myself to use ANYTHING and EVERYTHING in this world that comes into my awareness to support me to remove all weakness as that which is preventing me from standing as what is best for all within my physical participation which is all that I can be responsible for in any moment.

Guilty as Charged

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty when I see someone in a worse position than me in the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I must find a reason or excuse to give the other person as to why I cannot help them individually.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel conflicted about helping someone individually.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there is nothing I can do personally to help an individual change their position in life beyond supporting them to see the value in applying the tools that I am applying, realizing that not everyone will have the time and money to apply themselves within these points - and that does not invalidate the tools or the processes, but rather shows/exposes the extent to which the system has complete control over our lives and that even within wanting to better oneself and educate oneself for real, one is still subject to the system which requires one to compete for survival.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the only way to support those who are in a much worse situation than myself is to apply myself diligently within my process of self change and place myself as effectively and efficiently as possible, while walking with a principled group and supporting others to do the same, in a position in the system where I can influence the system to change so that it supports everyone equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the gift within the guilt of seeing someone in a far worse position than I and not being able to really help them physically is that I have no excuses to not move myself and stand up for them in/as/within the system, and that means that I must move myself without excuse within my own process of sorting out my inner world so that I am able to stand, stable, within a position - which in order to get there I will have to face many people and systems that will attack and try and prevent me from making a change that is best for all - and within this if I still allow personal self-interest then I will not be able to stand, because the system is based on personal self-interest and thus, although I must direct myself to take responsibility for what I require and need to move and live effectively as well as my family in that regard, I must be willing to let go of personal fantasies of grandeur that would be used to distract me from doing what is best, which may not always or most of the time bring a sense/feeling/image of grandeur as it would require really challenging other people's self-interest and facing ostracism at times as well as personal attack - thus how can I be attacked personally if I have no personality that is based on personal self-interest?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am changing myself and the system not for the other person, as that is a point of separation, and thus only supports a character that is not real, but I am doing this for MY SELF within the realization that all people that I see that are in a worse position than me are in fact me in a future life if I do not act as what is best for all and ensure that everyone has the best possible life no matter what country/area/family they are born into.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only see the reality of what other people go through when I am confronted with it in my physical reality and to allow myself to otherwise exist in my mind only where only my problems and difficulties matter, not realizing that the difficulties in my experience in this life would be solved by the same solution that would solve everyone else's and thus because I am in a position to consider this, I have a greater responsibility to act and to thus support the creation of a new system which will support all life equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all charity is an attempt to alleviate guilt about having money, without standing up to change the system, which would place a person in the position of risking their position of having money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all poverty and conditions of suffering are due to the money system which is a reflection of my/our internal focus on our own self-interest only, and that by stopping self-interest within and without, poverty would be solved eternally.

I commit myself to stop all guilt - first through self-forgiveness - and then within self-honest action as what is best for all in each moment - to not allow any excuse - and when an excuse comes up, to push myself beyond the excuse realizing that the excuse is, in the end, going to be my regret.

I commit myself to let go of guilt about being in a system that is not best, because the only way to change the system is to stand within it - equal to it - and if I try to solve individual problems in an effort to alleviate guilt, then I will never make a difference in the system, because my focus will be on how I feel rather than what needs to be done.

I commit myself to prevent the experience of guilt within myself, not suppress it, by pushing myself to remove all of that within me that is not standing for what is best for all and to push myself in the physical world to change the system and remove all that which is not best for all and support the creation of the conditions necessary for everyone and everything to have the best possible life.

I commit myself to do what others won't - and to show all those stuck in the pattern of giving to charity instead of changing the system - that this never alleviates the guilt because it only supports the creation of more poverty and suffering and thus is not the solution to the guilt nor the problem.

Freedom as the Ability to Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need to be somewhere else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to chase the creation of memories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become lost within experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel the need to control my environment in order to create/prevent the creation of a specific experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that/decide that the starting point of being alive is the experience of myself as memory.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I live for experience then I am not real because all experience is after the fact, it is the awareness of myself within a real time memory that has already happened just now in reality that I am 'living' as a character within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become and desire to remain as a character within the experience of a memory.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have been abusing myself, others, and physical reality in order to piece together memories as experience within myself which led to the automation of myself as experience where I will fundamentally never experience anything new because I am only living as the reaction to experience within how I have constructed myself as characters within my memories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question whether the characters that I have constructed within myself produce a response to reality that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I resist changing, I am in fact not wanting/willing to give up the existence of myself as a character within a memory, and thus it is not that change is hard or difficult, per se, but that I have not fully decided/resolved myself to let go of all that within myself that is not best for all, and thus the resistance that I experience is the friction being generated within myself as I create the conflict of wanting to be in 2 worlds, one that is best and one that is not best, and thus the characters that are not best within me will fight for their existence, but it is in fact me fighting for the existence of myself AS these characters - and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that these characters are not in fact who I am as physical reality, but projections of energy in the form of information stored as memories within me which I have accepted and allowed to be activated in response to cues from the environment that match the components within the memories that the characters exist within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have literally been living in a movie in my head where I am always the central character, when in physical reality the Real Character is my physical body, other people's physical bodies, and the physical reality itself in various forms as substance that is the only thing that is real, and thus the characters are ONLY information stored within me in various dimensions, just words, feelings, descriptions of behavioral responses, not real in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the difficulty of change onto the concept of change itself, which is a way to avoid complete responsibility for directing change within myself and thus I see that either in a moment I will resist as not wanting to give up/change a point within me that is not best, which is really just the fight for survival of a character, which implies I am still accepting myself AS that character and thus the ONLY person that can change that is ME, and in the moment of resistance and unwillingness to let go I am only creating further consequence for me to walk through in physical reality.

I commit myself to in the moment of experiencing resistance to change, to realize, recall, understand, see that the resistance is energy as experience that I am still holding onto, and to speak to myself as who I really am as the Life Force that is within to remember what is real and what is of Real Value, not as the character that is attempting to re-energize itself, but as Life as physical reality as what is best for all, and thus that letting go of the desire for that experience and seeing what is really here in physical reality without the veil of energy is real freedom within the context of reality currently.

I commit myself to show that Real Freedom in the context of reality currently is the Freedom to let go of/change that which is not best for all within oneself and that fearing/resisting change is the attitude of a slave.

Fear as Resistance to Real Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that fear is a chemical feeling produced by the body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all fear is resistance to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to utilize fear as a way to prevent me from changing for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that fear is the automated feeling that I have accepted and allowed myself to be programmed as a response to doing that which would represent a change in my patterns of behavior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have used fear to control my body, like a slave master uses a whip and chains to control a slave.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that fear is the mechanism through which my mind manipulates me to continue participating in energy, and that I have allowed this to occur.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that fear is rational and protects me when in fact it only protects the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the story in my imagination of having to experience fear at the sight of a dangerous animal in order to motivate myself into running away as protection or to increase adrenaline in order to fight as an excuse/justification to not consider that it is not the feeling of fear itself, nor the production of adrenaline itself that causes the body to be able to run or fight (if necessary) but the physical body itself, and thus I have placed the power within the inappropriate place as the mind/feelings/chemical response when in fact it is the physical body itself where all real substantial physical power and ability resides.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when the feeling of fear comes up within my chest/stomach, to allow that to direct from doing that which is best in the moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all fear as a response pattern within me was programmed in primarily in the first 7 years of my life as child and copied from my parents and those in my immediate environment and that I am now responsible for investigating and forgiving all the chemical memories that I have within me and that my thoughts are now constructs of words that justify the fear feelings and thus the way to stop the fear which is based in a chemical memory is to investigate the words that come up as a justification - to see what they present to me as a construct that is holding a memory in place, to forgive all the points within the construct and to release the feeling/energy being held in place as a memory by the construct of words.

I commit myself to utilizing the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, and self corrective application to investigate all the feelings that come up within me as fear as resistance to change and within that to investigate the constructs around these feelings as words, moment to moment, breath by breath - daily, regardless of how long it takes, as I realize that this is the only way that I will be able to stand Here in and as oneness and equality because it is the only way to stop accepting and allowing my body to be controlled and manipulated based on feelings and words both as my mind and as the world system as money and thus support myself to stand within this world in a position of stability to adjust the system so that it is best for all and to thus stop the cycles of programming children with fear through chemical addiction to feelings.

Giving Up the Illusion to Create the Solution

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value in that which makes me feel good.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that focusing on what feels good allows that which is undirected as the automated processes within my mind as consciousness to run rampant and create consequences within me and the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only want to change when I experience something negative.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see/realize that the starting point of looking for the positive as a reaction to the negative is exactly what my mind is automated to do to support me to remain trapped within cycles of creation of consequences that further trap me into seeking positive energy experience.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my entire life has been that of seeking positive rewards in reaction to experiencing a negative and not allowing myself to realize that I have in fact created the negative as the perfect excuse to pursue the positive.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that there are those in this world that only ever experience the negative and are in no position to ever create a positive, and that this same system is that which supports me to create positive from the negative.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that giving up the search for the positive means that I am eternally damned to face only negative, when in fact it is the search for the positive - which REQUIRES the creation of negative - that has eternally damned me to eternally experience negative and that eventually everyone, including myself, will face the point of no longer being able to experience positive, as the system is no longer working effectively, as is evidenced by the acceleration of revolution and protest around the world over the last 7 years.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see the warning signs around the world as the physical manifested evidence that the system is not working and to not see that any solution that does not create a system that ensures everyone's basic needs at all levels is doomed to fail from the beginning and that all political solutions currently being offered up are only like bandaids to protect the wealth of the elite and the middle class, but in self-honesty I can see that the lower class is only growing in numbers and growing in resentment towards those with money and that eventually everyone will find themselves on the losing side and yet this could be prevented if enough people stand up now and present solutions that will support everyone equally.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the pursuit of positive experience within myself is the reason why I have not been able to stand in a position of influence in the system, because when I only look for positive feedback, I cut myself off from a position of responsibility in the system, because anyone who stands up for real will be attacked with vitriol and nastiness beyond my current ability to perhaps understand or see - and thus by stopping the search for the positive, I am able to stand here clearly and face what is in this world head on and stand in the face of criticism and attack and yet say and do what needs to be done.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that the system, as it is, will never support real solutions for education, politics, and economics, because the system, as it is, is only designed to seek its own positive energy in the form of MONEY which requires the creation of negative as abuse, destruction, war, etc and that as I stand in a position of offering up and promoting real solutions that the system is not going to validate what I am presenting, and thus if I allow myself to continue to seek positive reward from others, I will never be able to stand, because I am not going to get that, by design, as I stand in the system with a real solution.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the education system, as it is, will never validate the real solution to equal education for all, because the education system is simply a reflection of the money system which only seeks to secure profit for the few and thus the education system will only ever produce elite vs consumers, and even within that, it is failing, and thus the time is now to stand with the solution to equal education for all and yet even within this the solution to equal education will support those who apply it to be able to stand in the CURRENT system so that they are able to survive but also educate themselves to become reasonable and thus adjust the system so that it is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place a veil of energy over my eyes where I will only allow positive feelings and experiences to guide my decisions.

I commit myself to removing the veil of energy - to stopping participation in looking for, seeking, searching for positive validation, when the only validation, the only authority required is common sense and self honest investigation and practical application of that which works within the context of what is best.

I commit myself to become, be, and stand as the authority within education to show that how to educate a child to be both effective in living and reasonable with others is simple and practically doable, if one applies themselves within the solution that we have been shown, applied, and now promote.

I commit myself to become, be, and stand as the authority in politics, to show that a solution to the problem of inequality is possible, practical, and doable and that politics can be adjusted to a system of one man one vote where we no longer require leaders but all can vote directly on policy matters and that this will require a reeducation of humanity to be reasonable, able to see common sense, and be willing to give as one wants to receive.

I commit myself to place my life on the line, to give up all self-interest that only serve to feed the ego of looking for positive energy, and to stand with those who are willing to do the same and to accumulate a result in this physical world that is measurable and undeniable and inevitable to bring about a system that gives to all equally what each one require to live and exist in this world in an optimal way.