What is God?

Are we willing to let go of that which gives us the ultimate feeling of security, that in the end everything will be ok?

Unless we are willing to drop that, how can we ever take full self-responsibility? Won't we inevitably reach a point where we are not willing to go further, whether in our reasoning or our actions, because "well, that can't change, only God can change it".

For example, I've heard the objection when discussing creating a system where all have what they required to live a dignified life: "there will always be poverty, human nature is evil and all we can do is follow God's plan."

But how do you know that 'God's plan' doesn't include YOU taking full responsibility for creating a new system that provides for all's needs based on their physical form?

What I see is that God (and even believing that there is no God) is just a cop out where one does not see HOW they can take full responsibility for this Life, for ALL LIFE and one wrings their hands and says "Only God can do that, its up to him/it and if it's in his plan then it will happen."

This line of thinking applies to ALL religion, whether there is a "God" in the picture or not. Even the faiths that purport to be about universal acceptance of everyone's equality and to be based on principles such as do unto others what one wants done unto themselves, never offer a practical way to implement this in a global, system-wide fashion. And if that never happens, then what is the point?

What is the point of religion, faith, God, etc if it does not support one to practically stand in this world and create/maintain a system that is best for all? Isn't that what everyone WANTS GOD TO BE?

We want God to be that force or entity that makes everything ok, that provides some ultimate order or justice in the universe, and because we project that outward as separate from us, or MORE than us, then we do not take self-responsibility for LIVING that ourselves.

What if instead, we realized that the concept of God as that which makes sure all is right in the universe is our responsibility to CREATE?

The GOD SYSTEM of EQUALITY.

Is it possible? Well, what excuses do we have that don't involve at some level the hope/belief/desire for God to work things out for us or to be the reason why we can't do it ourselves.

Can we develop the reason and common sense, both individually and collectively, required to create such a system? Can we say, this has been tried before and never works? Human nature can't change?
But in the moment of making such an excuse, are we not MAKING THE CHOICE to not change OUR human nature? Is human nature 'inherent' or is it simply what we, as humans are allowing ourselves to do automatically and not even attempting to change?

Is it not obvious that a child is born into an environment that does not value all Life equally? If this environment were changed, would the child not automatically develop a nature that values all life equally?

Is the responsibility to change and at least implement the systems that will even gradually adjust the environment that children are born into, isn't that OUR responsibility?

Are we not the GOD that we have been hoping for? If we cannot do what is best for our children then why would we assume God would do what is best for us? If we are 'absent' from reality, chasing imaginary happiness in our heads, then why wouldn't we assume God is doing the same? Perhaps God is relying on us to change so that we can all be unified.

Believing that we are all one source, without considering what you, as a source of thought and action, are giving acceptance and allowance to in this world, is nothing more than abdicating responsibility to a personified God. It is no different than the ultra religious faith that you probably thought you were eschewing by 'evolving spiritually' to recognize that we are all 'one'. You do not even recognize your own unity. Perhaps you missed that lesson in math where the number 1 is called unity. Perhaps you did not realize that you are One individual and that your individual choices along with everyone else's accumulate into the reality we see today. Perhaps the 'oneness' you believe in as us all returning to the same source is really not the oneness you want. Just like an animal carcass returns to the earth when it dies, yes you will return to that source. But did you think the individual personality you have now will continue when it is clearly a function of your body? Were you hoping God would grant you a soul to continue on?

What would be the point when you aren't even using it to take full responsibility here?

Struggle as Teacher

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the harder I struggle, the better I will be able to survive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Life is about surviving and thus struggle is a necessary part of that.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that either one must struggle and then become very good at surviving, or one must be completely dependent on others with no self responsibility which would lead to suffering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have created a false dichotomy within myself which actually does not make sense- that being the belief that in order to alleviate suffering, which is to survive, that I must go through constant suffering and struggle, which means I believe that I am here to simply experience myself struggling for survival until I die, but this is the meaning that I have accepted, not the REAL meaning of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the meaning of Life is survival, which is limited definition of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Life is perfection, even within the context of limitation, and the constant expansion beyond limitations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that children must struggle in order to develop self-responsibility, when it is not struggle that creates self-responsibility per se, but education and self-mastery that does, and that this is best taught through patience and example by the parents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place undue importance on the idea of self-reliance, not considering that although self does rely on self, we have limited our definition of self to just our own personal consciousness, which is a system based on energy that has a beginning and an end, and thus we have condemned ourselves through that definition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all Life is co-dependent in that even within myself as a physical body, there are trillions of cells that must work together even though they are individuals and that my body does not place value on self-reliance but rather self-responsibility within the context of being part of an interdependent collective.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the best thing to teach my child, as opposed to valuing self-reliance, is self-responsibility and self-honesty so that one can live as an individual within a collective in a way that always improves the balance in a way that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have not ever really thought for myself about Life, living, existence, and myself, but only taken information from the world that was based on someone's opinions on how to survive in the context of a competitive based system, not one based on voluntary cooperation amongst equals.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I teach my children to survive as the starting point, they will become lost in the world and will never reach their full potential.

I forgive myself that the existence of Feral Children proves that the statement that making Life harder leads to more self-responsibility, because a feral child would not be able to survive or function effectively in human society.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent, to not question what a child's full potential really is, within the best definition of Life, rather than the definition of Life given to me by a competitive system that does not value all Life equally.








I commit myself to teach my children about the value of all Life equally.

I commit myself to show other parents that if we educated our children to value all Life equally and create systems to honor that value, that our children will not have to struggle, and that it doesn't mean that they will become weak or overly dependent on others, because part of that education would be teaching our children self-responsibility in the context of being part of a collective of equals, but this would already require each parent to take responsibility for their child to be educated in the best possible way.

Ain't We All Gods?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize what it means to be a creator.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not understand what Jesus meant when he asked, "Ain't ye all gods?"

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse the word creator, using it to feel good and powerful without considering the responsibility implied within the word.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider the extent to which we, as human beings, have an effect on this world, on the other beings here, and on each other, and thus to the degree to which we create systems, such as the money system, education system, food distribution system, etc, we are the creators of that reality because these systems have an effect in the physical world, which is the only world, in terms of our life on earth that matters, because it is the only one BASED in matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself and others to say "I am a creator," but really just paying lip service to the term, because a creator would be able to look at the world, see what is not best, and create something new that IS best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself and others to want to just FEEL like a creator but not take on the responsibility of a true creator.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that, as a parent, I am the creator of my child, and this implies the responsibility to assist and support them to develop to their full potential as a human being on this planet, which implies a character of benevolence, intelligence, reasonableness, and service to oneself and others in the best way, which is based in common sense.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, as someone who is aware of the tools of self change, such as Desteni and TechnoTutor and GIN, my responsibility towards CREATING a new system of equality that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be less than the best meaning of the word CREATOR.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I abuse the word creator, I become a REACTOR, which is the same letters, just in the wrong order, and when I do not have an effective vocabulary, I mess up this world, nothing changes about what I am capable of or what I am, just how I use what I am and what is here, and thus my first point of responsibility is to sort out my vocabulary and as a parent, to sort out my child's vocabulary, and then as a creator taking on more responsibility in the world to support all the other people in the world to sort out their vocabularies, so that we can all be on the same page, agreeing on what is best based on common sense, not faith, belief or conviction, but on actually seeing what is best and creating a world based on that.

I commit myself to stand and support myself, my children, and this world to educate ourselves in the best way, which is to remediate and develop a vocabulary that is based in common sense and the understanding that only by supporting and acting within what is best for all will we be able to stop all consequence that harms and abuses ourselves.

I commit myself to be one of the creators of the new education system that supports the equalization of each person to their full potential as a creative human being.

Giving My Power Away to Thoughts and Feelings

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that there are some things that I feel I have no choice about, is because of accumulated consequences - and the choice was generally made in the beginning and that created consequences which then reinforced the choice, so what I am facing now is the result of my original choice, which I may not be consciously aware of now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I am challenged to make a choice and I feel emotional and feel like I don't have a choice, it is the emotions that are trying to keep me locked in some original choice, and the same thing goes for thoughts, and yet I can stop participating in a moment, breathe, delete the thoughts and make the decision that is best in that moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a society where people feel like they have no choice whatsoever, even though they are making choices all the time, but they feel like they aren't choices because emotions and thoughts are given power over and above our individual will and choice.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the extent to which we as humanity have placed power, Godlike power, into thoughts, feelings, and emotions and use these as justifications for why we and this world cannot change and stop doing things that are not best and do the things that are.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to listen to my thoughts and feelings instead of my common sense, which IS THERE if I listen to it.

I forgive myself that I have not been honest with myself about the degree to which I still allow my thoughts, feelings, and emotions to be the authority, even though I know deep down that I am the one giving them the authority and it is ME who experiences the consequence, eventually, of participating in them and allowing them to make decisions on my behalf.

I commit myself to stop in the moment where the thought comes up to do something that I know is not best, and then the feeling rises to reinforce the thought, and then the flood of thoughts come to convince me to do it - but I stop, I breathe, I bring myself back here, I pause, I forgive myself for falling into the temptation to think and use this as an excuse to wash my hands clean of the decision to do something that is not best, no matter how 'minor' it might seem - I stand up and take responsibility for what I allow in my inner world which becomes my outer world.

Survival Considerations

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and others for having to work in this system to survive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that having to work to survive is a consequence of what we have accepted and allowed both collectively and individually over a great deal of time and now we cannot simply just stop, because we have to change ourselves on the inside as well as the outside and this takes time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sorry for myself that I have had to work in this system in order to survive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I or another has to work to survive that this means that one is not standing up, but I realize that it is a process to stand up, and this shows even more the necessity to stand as a group and support each other, because the system has built in defense mechanisms by pitting us against each other in the competition for survival.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the money system which is a way to not take self-responsibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize how I and others hide within the excuse of having to survive, not realizing that we are all going to die at some point, so what is the point of only focusing on survival?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a world where people place hope in things like bitcoin, or alternatives to the current money system, as if it will save humanity, when it is not the form of money that is the issue, it is the reality that human beings do not actually care about each other equally and about all life equally, we do not see the value of life itself, we have accepted things as they are, and thus we look for solutions outside of changing our nature as it currently exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that, yes, the money system must change, but that this means that those of us who see the point must stand up and change it - if we place any hope on a solution 'just happening' then this is the certain way to ensure that nothing ever changes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not speak up when those who should know better have accepted less than themselves and have placed hope in solutions that are not relevant to actually changing the system to be best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the solution of equal money is just the first step within creating the conditions necessary to support all human beings to re-educate themselves to be able to take self responsibility for their mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that TechnoTutor along with the Desteni I Process, Heaven's Journey to Life, and EQAFE are the tools and curriculum to re-educate humanity to be able to consider a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to supporting all those who clearly stand with the group to do what is best, to be able to stand up in the system, and to challenge all those who want to hold on to their own beliefs, opinions, and fears.

I commit myself to continue to use the tools mentioned above to change myself so that I can take on more responsibility in the system and be an example of change for others.

I commit myself to promote these tools and to support others to see their value and to see that this is the only way to change oneself and the world for real.

Preventing Dysfunction in Children through Effective Parenting part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my child to be better than others from the perspective of accepting the system as is, and wanting my child to be the best competitor in the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my child to be exceptional at something or many things in order that I may receive recognition as a great parent and as an exceptional person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my child is another being and not an object for me to satisfy a desire for acceptance, recognition, or praise from others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the best form of recognition is from my self when I see that I have supported my child to be the best possible within the context of what is best for all and that therefore I have done my best and thus I am self satisfied and self recognized because I SEE the reflection of my effort and application and patience to do what is best for my child reflected in their development.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I seek recognition from others because I do not recognize the equality of Life in all and thus in my self and my child equal and one.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my child to love me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel and believe that I must control my child in order to ensure that they love me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that love is not something I feel but something that I give, and thus it is my responsibility as a parent to support my child in the best possible way, and that is real giving and thus real love, and thus if I support my child effectively and do what I practically can to ensure that this world is a place that is best for all, I trust that my child will recognize that and would be grateful, because I know I would if the roles were reversed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my child not taking care of me when I grow old.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to control and believe that I must control my child so that they will end up taking care of me when I am older, when the reality is that if I were to support my child to develop in the best possible way, then they would be in a position to support me if something were to happen when I am old where I cannot take care of myself and they would see the value in it because I have shown them that I was willing to do the same, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the reason I would not be taken care of when I am old, whether I have children or not, is because we have accepted and allowed and continued to accept and allow our world to be run by a system that is not best and thus creates consequences where those who cannot take care of themselves are left to suffer unless they can enslave another through money or guilt to take care of them, and thus I see that I must do whatever I practically can to ensure that this world system is changed so that all are taken care of according to what they need.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is a valid excuse to not support my child to be the best in the best possible context (what is best for all) because that was not done for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as a parent I am the creator of the future of this world depending on my starting point as to how I support my children and what I do to change the system which would either create or alleviate survival pressures which would influence how children are raised and developed.

Money and Responsibility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused about what money is when my father first told me about money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to chase money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create, accept, and participate in a money system as this world money system that places money above the value of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that money is the externalization of value, and thus the way in which the current money system operates is the manifestation/externalization of the energy system within myself which places self-interest as more valuable than Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused as to what is important when it comes to deciding what to do with money, that I would even hesitate for a moment within whether I should apply it towards what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in order for me to stand up in this world and to change it to what is best, I must consider my own physical needs and those of my family.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that money is a tool with which we express value and thus because money is used only to profit the few, it indicates quite clearly that we do not value life equally for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that because I would secretly hope that I win the lottery that I actually want to be in the 1% and thus I have no right to judge the current 1%, but the question is, what would I do differently?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I focus on 'making money' I will always be chasing money, as I will always be focused on just doing something to make money, as the starting point is the end point, and thus I realize that I must shift to how to CREATE money, from the starting point of realizing that I AM A CREATOR, and that my CAPITAL is MY LIFE, and thus instead of wasting my LIFE in the pursuit of happiness which is just energy experience which is just the denial of fear, I am HERE to CREATE A BETTER WORLD, and thus I must sort out my relationship with MONEY so that I can support the change to a money system that is best for all equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the responsibility implied by having lots of money, but now I realize that in order to CREATE lots of money, I must take MORE responsibility and in that do what is best for all and provide value to all in a way that all, in the end, will benefit equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility to life through just looking for a job to survive, when I am Here in order to make a DIFFERENCE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a slave to money instead of mastering money, and that first starts with mastering the patterns within me which are not best for all, which are moving me constantly in the pursuit of energy, which is what supports the movement of money to only pursue energy for the few, as I am 'the few' within my body when I act only within self interest based on the mind's desire for energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that no decision is still a decision, and thus I cannot hide from my responsibility to stand up in this world as an example of self change, because if it is to be, it is up to me and 1 + 1 as we all stand up, we will change this world to be best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that unless I become VERY EFFECTIVE with money I will never be able to make a difference in the world, in the system, and I will never be able to stand in a position of real responsibility or change in the system - as the system only moves with money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my Desteni is to become wealthy, to become influential, to stand up, to take responsibility, firstly for myself and then for that which is in my awareness, and thus making money is a quantifiable way to measure my self change, because I was not programmed for success in the system - and I thus commit myself to walk the process of self change as becoming the best possible at making money in order to support the creation of a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to remove all points where I have desire for money, and establish within myself the directive principle to use money only in ways that are best for all, within consideration of my and my family's physical needs as well as all that which supports our ability to have a life of worth and within this standing up and supporting those who will take on positions as politicians, lawyers, etc who will require funding to move in the system.

to be continued...

Cleaning Up the Mess

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate my parents for what I perceive they have done to me, when in fact, what I hate is the experience of myself as my thoughts, feelings, and emotions, that I have not take self-responsibility for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that to hate another or to love another as a feeling or emotion requires a memory of the other person as a character that played a role in the memory, myself as a character in the memory as feeling a certain way which I blame the other character for creating within through their actions, and my current acceptance and allowance of thinking about the memory and allowing the memory to exist as a construct of information and energy within me as memory.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my interaction with other people on whether I hate, love, or feel neutrally about them, which is nothing more than participating in a memory that I have created with the other person as a character and towards which I have associated specific thoughts, feelings, and emotions within which I use the memory and the other person as a character in the memory to generate, and thus it is not about the other person at all as to why the feelings, thoughts, or emotions come up, it is ME as who I am as creating and participating in reliving the memories within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am able to exist without memories of love and hate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that love and hate are two sides of the same coin, the coin I use to play the game of energy, but for which the price is the experience of myself as nothing more than a slave to energy and to the consequence of being a slave to energy which is never in fact being free to LIVE without fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that hating another person means that I will live in fear of being around them, thus I am controlled by what THEY DO and thus I am a slave.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that loving another person means that I will live in fear of NOT being around them, thus I am controlled by what THEY DO and thus I am a slave.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my existence according to searching for something MORE outside of myself, not accepting myself for who and what I am Here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to searching for safety, comfort, security, and certainty, which is essentially ensuring that I will never HAVE those and will always be searching because I am looking for someone/something outside of myself which is the starting point of separation - and the starting point is the ending point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that am never safe, secure, certain, or comfortable in who I am as Here.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the experience of insecurity, discomfort, uncertainty, and danger is the consequence of separation that has manifested reality and thus my current experience as who I am within consciousness to be what it is and is the consequence of not cleaning up the mess that exists here on earth as separation of myself from reality here and directing reality to be best for all which would guarantee safety, security, comfort, and certainty for all equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always look for another as a messiah to come and clean up the mess that exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize that wanting a messiah to fix things for me is in fact a statement of wanting to enslave another to take responsibility for the consequences I create and thus is a statement of not standing equal to the creator, but standing equal to the slave and thus I become what I accept and allow.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that all my fears come from ignoring the mess.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the mess I created.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that facing the mess and cleaning it up is the only solution and that avoidance and ignorance will only lead to more consequence.

I commit myself to face all consequence as the mess that exists as my life individually as the energies as thoughts, feelings, emotions that are un-directed within me as well as the physical consequences that exist as manifestations within my physical body as well as in the physical existence without.

I commit myself to show that fear is unnecessary and will only create more consequence and that it is possible to take responsibility breath by breath - day by day and eventually any mess, no matter how big or small can be directed to no longer produce a consequence or result that is not best for all - it just takes time, agreement, and facing any already manifested consequence without allowing the consequence to stop one from walking through the physical points that are continuing to produce a consequence and thus I commit myself to using writing, self-forgiveness, and self corrective application to support myself to understand, take responsibility for, and clean up all the messes that exist here in reality.

Fear of Authority as Fear of Responsibilty

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I don't need anyone's permission to stand up in this world and do what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I don't need anyone's permission to change myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that external authority is required to direct me within my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the external authority/authorities that exist, only direct human beings within the context of continuing the money system as is, which also means directing human beings to remain enslaved to energy within themselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that no actual authority exists outside of me that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is my responsibility and my duty to change within myself, to become an expert in what is best for all, and to stand as that in this world within who I am, how I act, what I say, and that this standing does not have to conform to a certain picture, as the pictures that I see and believe that I must conform to are nothing more than pre-programmed images that are designed to keep me controlled and to not in fact stand up, by keeping me in a state of comparison and self-judgment rather than self-honest action within what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what is best, is for me to no longer accept and allow any thought or feeling within myself that is not supportive of what is best for all, that supports the creation of solutions to inequality, and that any thought or feeling that keeps me in a state of comparison or judgment and does not support me to speak and act in ways that bring forth solutions is in fact mind control to keep me limited, and there is nothing and no one that will stop this within me, as it is MY RESPONSIBILITY because it is WITHIN ME and ME ONLY.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the longer I keep the real solutions within myself only and do not remove all the limitations within myself that would keep me from acting in the context of what is best for all as presenting real solutions that are peaceful through communication, the more the problems will grow in this world and those who do not know how to stop their thoughts and feelings, thus allowing the subconscious and unconscious fears to grow within will eventually act out in violent ways which will never solve the problems on earth and only cause more fear and thus more violence, and thus it is MY RESPONSIBILITY to stand up and communicate in order to bring about PEACEFUL SOLUTIONS that are best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I judge the world and others, that I am NOT taking responsibility, and that it is one thing to assess a situation as not best, but then this must immediately be followed by self-honest self-forgiveness to remove the patterns within which are being reflected without and then this must immediately be followed by physical change and physical action towards presenting a REAL solution that is best for all that can be measured physically.

I commit myself to show that all change that is best for all is in fact an INDIVIDUAL responsibility of self change and self corrective action and physical presentation of solutions through communication until all are able to see the solution and thus implement it through collective agreement.

I commit myself to show to all activists that REAL CHANGE in the world must first start with self honesty, self forgiveness, and self corrective application and then followed by communication of solutions that are best for all.

I commit myself to show parents that the REAL SOLUTION to this world and to the elimination of fear for their children's survival is to support the child to have no fear from the beginning and that this starts at home.

I commit myself to show parents that using fear to punish their child will only result in a child who becomes an adult who is afraid to stand up and present solutions because they will always be wary of an external authority looking to punish them.

I commit myself to show to parents that the best way to raise a child is to communicate always, to explain in as much detail as possible, even when it seems the child cannot understand, as this is the way that the child DEVELOPS understanding, and that every time the parent attempts to control the child instead of explain and support the child to make the best decision out of their own free will, this has the effect of dumbing child down, and thus creates a child who essentially requires to be controlled more and more because they cannot work out what is best for themselves as this is not something that happens naturally - either the parent supports the child to develop a common sense, reasonable approach to living here in the physical world, or the parent supports the child to develop LESS THAN that.

I commit myself to show parents that the child is not born with the ability to reason - as is shown in many points of research - where a child left on their own with no human interaction other than being fed and clothed - will eventually die, and thus the parent must take FULL RESPONSIBILITY for every influence on the child and influence the child to develop common sense, reasoning, and a character as a physical body that interacts with the rest of physical reality always in all ways as what is best for all and that this will produce a society where problems are virtually non-existent, and that this is the only way to create heaven on earth, and that this approach to parenting must coupled with a change in the money system so that parents more and more have the time freedom and financial freedom and freedom from stress to be able to be Here with their children and give them them attention and support they really need.

Friction as Energy

The friction we generate within, puts us in opposition with everything and everyone without. What we do within our minds is to create conditions that generate energy as feeling with those outside of us and within this, it creates a friction not only within, which we experience as energy and feeling, but also with each other which is manifested as conflicts. When we love another in a special way, we place all others in opposition to that love. When we want to protect another as special, we place all others in a point of attack from our perspective and thus generate and ripple out conflict into the world which eventually comes to a head. This rippling accumulates and builds and eventually erupts within our personal lives as interpersonal conflict and in the bigger picture as war.

See this video to see how small ripples, as opposing forces, eventually creates an extreme form explosion as the opposing ripples build and build: FloWave movie concentric wave spike

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am the source of all conflict, as I have accepted and allowed a system of conflict within me as I search for experience as feelings and as energy.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize the obvious fact that it is not possible to generate positive energy without generating negative energy as well, when I am only considering 'my self' within the perspective of who the energy is generated for, because this puts me in opposition to everything that is 'not me' as I have defined me and not me within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the statement that the negative energy that others experience that was generated by my creation of positive energy is not my responsibility because 'you attract the energy based on what you are focusing on' is in fact a justification for me to abuse others as only existing for me to experience energy, especially considering that in order for me to exist in my body to experience energy, I have to support my body with necessities that I am only able to obtain with money. And the money system that provides these clothes is in fact only a control mechanism to make sure that there are slaves to produce the necessities that I require and that those who have to do the 'dirty work' of creating the necessities for me are in that position because they were not born into the same point in the system that I was, and that this was by chance, and that I did nothing to deserve the position I am in, and in fact have only shown that I in fact DO NOT deserve the position I am in, because I have allowed myself to only focus on ME ME ME getting what I need and want, and not care at all about those who have to work to survive to produce what I need and want, and that there are BILLIONS of humans in that position and thus I have directly enslaved BILLIONS of others, and yet I will ignore the problem as long as I get to experience positive energy, because that is all I care about, me and my experience.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that this existence of me in a position of benefit from the system while many others receive little to no benefit, is only temporary and can only be temporary and that I will eventually end up on the losing end of this game, and that this is in fact me receiving as I have given.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me as special, superior, amazing, or a good person because I am able to have money flow to me or to have things that I want and need flow to me, using the self deceptive belief that this has something to do with WHO I AM when in common sense fact is has everything to do with WHERE I AM IN THE SYSTEM which is based on my education, what country I was born into, etc., all accidents of my birth, not a result of me being in any way special as a being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others have what they have because they have attracted it, when I also believe that we use our minds to attract what we want, and yet I could not have attracted the circumstances of my birth, because when I came into this body, as a baby, I had no mind and this can be verified clearly with scientific means and I know this with common sense because if I saw a baby with no clothes or food left by itself I would not pass it by telling myself that the baby has attracted this situation to itself. And yet, I allow myself to not investigate the living conditions of a majority of humans on this planet where they are like the baby, unable to create a living condition of having everything they need and want as I am because they are in a position in the system where they are in the receiving in of the conflict and lack of care, of the opposing forces that I am pariticpating within everytime I participate in energy or use money or simply sit idly by while doing nothing to stand up and say that the current state of how we live as HUMANS is UNACCEPTABLE. And I will justify this with many ideas and beliefs about God, being afraid, not being capable, but in fact I do not want to give up my position in the system, because I believe that if I challenge the system, I will lose, which proves that I do not really believe my statements that everyone is attracting what they have by virtue of what they are focusing on, because if I stand up for all Life, which would be the highest, most noble act possible, I am afraid that I will lose the support of the system, which further proves that the system does not support Life.

I commit myself to stand up and challenge the system that I have accepted and allowed and created within myself and without to automatically put me in opposition with everything outside of me as I have defined me in my mind to generate conflict to generate energy whether for my own person experience or to support the continuation of a system based on energy generated from conflict.

I commit myself to question every feeling, thought, and belief that I have within me and that I see without and to deconstruct them through writing, self forgiveness, and living corrective application so that I may leave no stone unturned and know that I have done everything possible within what I have accepted and allowed to stop the creation and maintenance of a system and way of existing that does not honor Life as all as one as equal.

Self-forgiveness is self-responsibility

Self-forgiveness is the ultimate act of self-responsibility. Instead of attributing that power to God, realize that YOU are a GOD in the flesh. You are the LIVING WORD. Therefore you have the power to forgive yourself.

 

Give to yourself what you would like to receive, which is redemption from your own guilt, weakness, fear, sadness, uncertainty, and imperfection.

Reach for perfection. Reach for self-mastery. Forgive the doubts and stop accepting and allowing yourself to be a victim to your own thinking and feeling. 

 

 

No God can save you, because ONLY YOU are responsible for YOU.

WHO ARE YOU?