The Missing Key within Education

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all knowledge and information within a human being, is not stored in the mind, but rather in the body in the physical flesh, and thus any form of learning and education that is based on the mind will never produce a child as an adult that is truly effective and able to reason within common sense, because it is not understanding even the most basic aspect of how a human really learns.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the entire education system as well as most alternative forms of education outside of the mainstream are still based within the idea that the child learns with the mind and do not understand that it is the body that really learns and although the education system does not take this point into consideration, the marketing/advertising arms of the corporations do, and utilize images and sound and experiences to imprint into the physical body of consumers memories that will cause thoughts and feelings to come up and cause the consumer to act in predictable ways as buying patterns in order to drive corporate profits, regardless of negative consequences to the consumer and society and the world as a whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the antidote to this abuse of children and adults by corporations is a proper education from birth and even prior to that as a reeducation of the adult when possible based on the understanding that the body itself is where memories are stored and that the mind is a tool THROUGH which information is presented and reflected back from the body as thoughts and feelings and thus the mind as a tool, a window, has a specific place in education, but is not being seeing for what it is, and the body is completely being neglected by the education system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the most effective way to support a child within education is to support them to learn, through the the mind, but IN the physical body, words, without emotional charge, either positive or negative, and with the correct definitions, and that when this is done properly, the child, even as an adult, will not be able to be manipulated by the politicians and corporations, because their body will respond to words and images for what they really are - in other words, the child/adult will be able to see through the illusion presented by the politician/corporation and will see the manipulation that is being attempted, and the child/adult's body will not even respond to the attempted manipulation because it was not programmed to respond, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that parents are not aware of this at all, and are instead leaving the development of their child up to random chance, which is not really random, because the corporations and politicians are MASTERS of systematic manipulation of the population through words, symbols, images, sounds, and experiences that are designed to produce predictable behavior/buying patterns, as is shown evident in documentaries like The Trap, The Century of the Self, and Psywar.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent, to look at my child's behavior as individual preference and individual desire and want and ignore/deliberately not see the reality that their behavior is a reflection of the words, images, sounds, and experiences that I have allowed them to be exposed to, and yet within this I have instead used the child's preference to justify the situation I have placed them in, instead of taking full responsibility for every word, sound, image, and experience that my child is exposed to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become despondent as a parent and feel apathetic towards taking 100 percent responsibility for everything that my child is exposed to, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the perfect tool to support my child to develop an effective reasoning ability, reading ability, math ability, and common sense awareness of reality exists as TechnoTutor, as this tool was developed by someone who understood how the child learns as a function of their physical body, and the evidence that this tool provides a superior education than anything else that is available, is clear for anyone who wished to investigate.

I commit myself to show parents and educators that the best way to educate a child is to primarily focus on the vocabulary development of the child in the first 7 years to ensure that each word is placed into the child's physical memory without emotional charge and with the correct definition.

I commit myself to stand as an authority in parenting and education to show that there is a way to educate children that will produce a child and thus a society that is reasonable, functionally effective, and cooperative in ways that are best for all.

Please, Distract Me!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only want to see things on the news that paint a pretty picture about what is happening on earth.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I only look at pretty images that make me feel good then the earth and life will reflect this inner feeling, when in fact the good feeling that I have is only because I have access to money, and that if I were in a position without money, looking at pretty pictures would not make me feel better except for the point of motivating my desire to make money to create that pretty picture for myself, regardless of what I create in the world as a consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I focus on feeling good within, I am actually only focused on my own self interest and thus I am ignoring the suffering that is occurring daily on the planet, not to mention the suffering of my own physical body which I am mining for energy in order to experience a good feeling.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have never questioned the system that is running this world, automatically producing events and situations that are in fact extremely negative as abuse of people, animals, plants, and the physical environment, in order to generate money, which I use to make myself feel good through creating a personal environment where I am surrounded with that which I need and desire as food, shelter, technology, entertainment, etc.

I forgive myself that I have never accepted and allowed myself to realize that entertainment is nothing more than a pretty picture that I use to distract myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that even being entertained by 'negative' images is still a form of distraction because it supports my mind to 'experience' a negative temporarily to then justify seeking a positive state of feeling good, in contrast to the negative.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider the physical toll that making a move, for instance, has on the physical environment and those involved who have to slave away to create a pretend picture for me to distract myself with, or the news, for instance, where someone is required to spend their whole life just putting pictures together for me to experience and thus even my entertainment requires a money system to enslave others to sacrifice their lives creating a picture for me, while I completely ignore the real picture in front of my very eyes as the physical world replete with suffering, abuse, murder, war, starvation, poverty, child abuse, child sacrifice, and so many abhorrent things that I shield myself from using entertainment and positive, pretty pictures to distract my physical body from realizing that I am enslaving it along with the rest of the physical existence just to create a temporary, good feeling within myself that I know, self honestly, cannot last, which is why the system must constantly evolve new ways to distract/entertain me and everyone else, so that we never realize what we are participating in, and yet I cannot self-honestly blame the system, because this is actually what I have asked for and placed value on with my dollars so that I can continue with the energy game within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the media and the elite for producing entertainment and news that distracts when it would not be produced if no one were going to consume it, and further, I cannot blame another for taking advantage of a system that I am taking advantage of within the exact same starting point to generate money for myself to be able to experience as good a life as possible regardless of the physical toll on my body and this physical world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that searching for/seeking positive energy experience is actually a form of entertainment when the physical world is suffering and that the energy game is in itself of no value and that if I were truly a creative being I would stop looking for ways to entertain myself with energy and I would focus all of my attention on the physical world to find/create/promote solutions to the physical problems that exist - an unequal money and education being the two prominent ones that would have the greatest impact on reducing suffering and creating prosperity and a life of dignity for all equally.

I commit myself to investigate, question, and stop all the forms and ways in which I distract myself from what is really Here on earth through not wanting to see a negative image that is in fact showing what is really Here or wanting to see a positive image that misrepresents our current reality or entertains/distracts me while I allow the system to continue as is.

I commit myself to investigate and expose the ways in which the system automatically produces distractions to entertain people to not stand up and adjust the system so that the NEED to be distracted no longer exists, and to investigate and stand within all the ways in which media/business can be used to support people to stand up within themselves and walk this process of self-correction and world-system correction until the system is brought to a point of supporting what is best for all equally as one. 

The Inner Voice as Inner Vice

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize that every thought, every word that forms the inner voice of my self-talk, is always trying to convince me in some way that I am either better than another or less than another and in some way to justify my existence as a consumer of products which reinforce a self image that is always seeking to be superior to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the inner voice is not something that I can trust to ever produce what is best for me and for all, because it is the product of memories that have been placed into me over my entire life and over generations through the copying of the mind from parent to child, in order to keep my controlled as a physical body to never stand up and do what is best from the perspective of the real physical world, but only as a slave to the system of consumption of people, resources, plants, animals - this entire physical existence - for the purpose of profit which is the pursuit of energy for the experience of the individual which is something that cannot last for the individual and thus really only exists for the survival of a program of control of individuals, though, because I as an individual have bought into the lies of the inner voice, I have accepted and allowed a belief that I as an individual in the context of my experiences and feelings is somehow more than everything that exists physically, when common sense shows that the individual experience is extremely limited and obviously temporary while the physical reality is the only thing that is real and is what is making the individual experience possible in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have formed, over time, a habit of listening to and participating in the inner voice conversation, and that I have bought into the reward of the inner voice conversation as a form of either gossip about another that makes me feel superior or as a form of gossip about myself that makes me feel inferior and that either way causes/motivates me to act in a way to attempt to gain energy at the expense of the physical world..

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never really question where the inner voice comes from, and to even participate in the belief that the inner voice is the ONLY thing that can be trusted which is like completely buying to the control system that benefits only the profit of the corporation and the individuals who own and control them so that I remain a slave to the consumer system and that buying into the idea of the inner voice is like being a slave who admires their chains and polishes them and brags about them and asks for bigger and better chains all the while wishing that one could be in the position of the slave master, which is the most ridiculous, stupid thing that exists, and yet I and everyone else are doing this, day in day out, moment by moment, breath by breath, participating in this inner voice control mechanism so that we are not here for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the reason I don't trust anyone else really is because I know that they are participating in the inner voice conversation within themselves just as I am and I know what the content of that conversation is like within me and thus I assume that everyone is just as evil and screwed up, and yet no one, not even myself, has been willing to really stop, and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear giving up the inner voice conversation and being someone who lives in the physical, as the physical completely regardless of what anyone else is doing, and that within this I realize that I can find ways to get through to others just as someone got through to me and I am now taking responsibility for stopping the mind as the inner voice and no longer accepting myself as a slave.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my inner voice as an inner guidance system is always right, when has been in fact programmed by my parents and environment to always lead me to find ways to be a better consumer, and thus it is not supporting me to walk what is BEST.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that believing that the inner guidance system as my thoughts and feelings is the ONLY THING that I should listen to is equivalent to simply calling up a corporation and asking them what products I should buy - they are never going to tell me what is really best, but only what supports their profits, and thus within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is the CORPORATIONS THEMSELVES that have designed my inner guidance system through the images and sounds that I am exposed to on a constant, daily basis through advertising.

I commit myself to stopping participation in the inner voice conversation, no matter how challenging or tempting it is because I KNOW that it has no value, and that if I must talk to myself inside, then why can't I share that with others unless I am deliberately trying to have a conversation in secret which would imply that my starting point is to compete for survival, which is not real living and will never produce a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to continue to walk the process of reading Creation's Journey to Life and Heaven's Journey to Life blogs, listening to the EQAFE recordings, writing self-forgiveness daily, daily assessing my process and identifying points where I am still compromising myself as a physical being as Life, stopping participation in my mind, using TechnoTutor daily to support myself to redefine my vocabulary, and to stand as a living example that this process can be walked by anyone and that there is no excuse not to do so.

The Con of Survival

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am going to die at some point and I do not know when that point will be.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within the starting point that my death is not actually inevitable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the delusion that there is such a thing as survival.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the only thing that is 'surviving' currently is a program of control over physical reality to abuse it in order to produce conflict and friction in order to generate energy which continues the existence of the program.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my continued participation in the fear of dying and the fear of not surviving are indicators that I am not standing up within myself as Life as the Physical in Oneness and Equality and am in fact only existing as a slave to a program through acceptance and allowance that controls my body and this physical reality to only produce energy which in itself is of NO VALUE whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the idea that Life is meaningless is only existing because I am not valuing Life, and thus it is my existence for the continuation and survival of a program of abuse that is meaningless and that I would identify that as Life and not the principle of Oneness and Equality as Life as what is Best for All is an indication that I am not standing up within myself and in this physical reality as Life itself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire survival over Living within the context of always acting and expressing within the context of what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that even a temporary existence Lived within the context of what is Best for All is of real value and that an infinite existence lived/experienced within the context of simply surviving, with no real expression or experience of what is best for all is of NO VALUE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Life as an eternal principle of what is best for all regardless of context is the only thing of real value and that existence for the mere purpose of existence of survival is of NO VALUE in itself, and thus as a being that currently exist only for survival, I realize that it is my responsibility and duty and in fact privilege to be Here and to walk myself out of the Hell that I have accepted and allowed within and without as a world of abuse where all are condemned to an existence of struggle and competition for survival.

I commit myself to stand within myself and this reality as what is best for all as Life and to assist and support myself to remove, point by point, every fear, belief, thought, feeling, limitation that I have accepted and allowed as an excuse, justification, reason to not stand Here as what is best and to rather focus on survival.

I commit myself to walk within the system of business and to support those who are willing to stand up for what is best equal and one as myself to place ourselves in a position in this world to adjust the system so that it no longer automatically produces conditions that demand for a child to conform to a program of competition for survival so that future generations will have an easier path to walk and so that this world will eventually be a place where one can live, exist, and express in ways that truly honor life and is an environment where always acting in ways that are best for all is normal, natural, and the standard of living.

I commit myself to be a living example to show that even though conditions are not ideal for an individual to do what is best, that by standing within the principle of what is best, and walking as a group, we can do what is best in the context of how things currently are, so that we can adjust things to eventually produce ONLY what is best, and that the context of being in an existence where Life is NOT given unconditionally is no excuse to not stand up and put my LIFE on the line, because that is what Life would do if it existed here. Life would not be afraid to GIVE LIFE, as that is the nature of Life - to GIVE LIFE UNCONDITIONALLY regardless of context and to expand beyond all perceived limitation and become equal to and one with that which would create an optimal condition for the expression of Life within each one that is Here.

Anxiety and Fear as Self Sabotage

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear standing up and speaking up for what is best in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being attacked, punished, bullied, shouted at, called names, threatened, physically harmed, or even killed for standing up and speaking up for what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the judgement and ridicule of family and friends for speaking up and standing up for what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being attacked for standing up and speaking up for what is best is not a valid excuse to not stand up because I realize that the system must defend itself because it is programmed to survive at all costs, and thus the fear that I feel within is a form of self attack to stop me from standing up and speaking up for what is best and to thus give up, but this in itself is a giving in and a self-manipulation to not change for real, because I realize that the inner change is only real when the outer change is manifest equal and one to the inner change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value on the opinions of others that are not standing up and speaking up for what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be liked by others, and to not realize that wanting to be liked is a program within myself that is only reinforcing my original starting point of fearing the loss of my choice to pursue happiness and energy experience for myself regardless of the cost to myself as my physical body and this physical existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to program my body to produce a feeling of anxiety when someone argues against what I stand for, and that I have not stopped this program, but accepted and allowed it to be natural, not realizing that it is a way in which I have programmed myself to stop myself from challenging the energy-authority within myself that if I were to continue accepting as authority will lead to my eventual end and will keep this world locked into a pattern of abuse and fear as I never would have stood up and adjusted the external system, because to do so, will require that I face criticism, argument, and attack from many levels.

I commit myself to investigating through writing, self-forgiveness, and self-corrective application the ways in which I have programmed my body to respond to anything that would challenge the energy-authority within and/or money authority without by producing feelings of fear and anxiety.

I commit myself to speak up and stand up, despite any and all feelings of fear and anxiety, and I realize that it will be a process to stop all these feelings, and within that I will continue to speak and to stand, and not any more accept and allow a feeling to stop me from doing what is best.

Am I Just a Copy of a Copy?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that every word I ever learned was copied by my physical body as a copy of how it exists in the person that was in my presence when I learned the word, in other words, I am just a copy of those who were here already when I was born.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am just a copy of all the previous generations that have gone before me, which includes me as well, and thus I am Here to either continue living out the past as a copy or direct myself within rewriting who I am and how I live and express myself in the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have free choice to be who I want to be when I had never in fact questioned the starting point of my choices which have been to always choose that which continues the focus of myself within as generated friction and conflict to generate energy within myself and thus that which I participate in as external events and situations are all within the context of that which supports this point within me and thus as a reflection of what I am accepting and allowing within me, manifests a world where the external system is using up the physical world and human beings just to generate more energy for itself as a point of survival as money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself, my parents, and other parents that we have not given the best to our children and that I was not given the best as a child due to us having accepted and allowed the consequence/manifestation of a system that requires us to work for money for survival even in sacrifice of the most important thing in this world which is the education and support of the new generation of children in this world, which ends up only preparing the children to do the exact same thing as the parent which is to exist only to fit into the system of working for survival - and yet no one really fundamentally questions the point of all of this and we have accepted and allowed the creation of clever stories like religion and spirituality that there is apPARENTly something better after this life, which no common sense applied to see that the fact that one accepts and allows reality to be fucked up here on earth shows that one will simply accept and allow whatever happens after and that if this place is fucked up (and its not our fault, apparently) then whoever supposedly created this place is obviously quite fucked up and shouldn't be trusted to create something better beyond this world, and yet the reason people can't see this obvious problem is due to their parents not educating them effectively with common sense and instead instilling them with fear of survival.

I commit myself to stop the fear of survival within myself - point by point - no matter what it takes or how long it takes - to support my children to stop the fear of survival - to educate them for real - to support them to develop an effective vocabulary so that they can LIVE words and not just be a programmed response/reaction to words as automated consciousness, but to be able to stand in this system in support of what is best for all, and to do this for myself and to support other parents to do this to support their children to become REAL HUMAN BEINGS who care about life and the planet and each other and are able to express that with no FEAR.

I commit myself to show that all parents are not in fact parenting their children effectively but are in fact neglecting their child in many ways in the interest of survival and yet this is considered as completely normal by society because it serves the interests of corporate profit where both parents work and thus there is twice the disposable income to be fed back into the money system.

Fear as Resistance to Real Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that fear is a chemical feeling produced by the body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all fear is resistance to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to utilize fear as a way to prevent me from changing for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that fear is the automated feeling that I have accepted and allowed myself to be programmed as a response to doing that which would represent a change in my patterns of behavior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have used fear to control my body, like a slave master uses a whip and chains to control a slave.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that fear is the mechanism through which my mind manipulates me to continue participating in energy, and that I have allowed this to occur.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that fear is rational and protects me when in fact it only protects the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the story in my imagination of having to experience fear at the sight of a dangerous animal in order to motivate myself into running away as protection or to increase adrenaline in order to fight as an excuse/justification to not consider that it is not the feeling of fear itself, nor the production of adrenaline itself that causes the body to be able to run or fight (if necessary) but the physical body itself, and thus I have placed the power within the inappropriate place as the mind/feelings/chemical response when in fact it is the physical body itself where all real substantial physical power and ability resides.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when the feeling of fear comes up within my chest/stomach, to allow that to direct from doing that which is best in the moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all fear as a response pattern within me was programmed in primarily in the first 7 years of my life as child and copied from my parents and those in my immediate environment and that I am now responsible for investigating and forgiving all the chemical memories that I have within me and that my thoughts are now constructs of words that justify the fear feelings and thus the way to stop the fear which is based in a chemical memory is to investigate the words that come up as a justification - to see what they present to me as a construct that is holding a memory in place, to forgive all the points within the construct and to release the feeling/energy being held in place as a memory by the construct of words.

I commit myself to utilizing the tools of writing, self-forgiveness, and self corrective application to investigate all the feelings that come up within me as fear as resistance to change and within that to investigate the constructs around these feelings as words, moment to moment, breath by breath - daily, regardless of how long it takes, as I realize that this is the only way that I will be able to stand Here in and as oneness and equality because it is the only way to stop accepting and allowing my body to be controlled and manipulated based on feelings and words both as my mind and as the world system as money and thus support myself to stand within this world in a position of stability to adjust the system so that it is best for all and to thus stop the cycles of programming children with fear through chemical addiction to feelings.