Fear of Failure

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that experiencing failure and learning from it, and integrating the real lesson, and becoming the embodiment of the lesson as finding out what within me was not best and thus having the opportunity to move towards self perfection is the REAL value of failing over and over again and STANDING UP each time I fail.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that one of the reasons I am afraid of failing is because I was programmed to fear failure through my experiences in school and at home with my parents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that failure is a part of the learning process where FAiL = I fall and this, just like learning to ride a bike, the body must learn how to balance itself by being provided lots of data through which it can learn what parts of its movement it should retain and what parts of its movement it should discard and that this is not possible to do through the mind, it must be walked through physically, because it is the body that is learning.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define failure as something t
o be feared.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I do not try then I cannot ever fail, but within this I had not realized that if I do not fail, I will never succeed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I apply myself everyday within facing what I fear to do through action, supporting myself within self-forgiveness, that I WILL LEARN and IMPROVE and MOVE TOWARDS PERFECTION.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become complacent.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the amazing opportunity that is before me to find out what LIVING  really is, and that I now realize that this cannot be found through the mind, through thinking, through feeling, through allowing fear and excuses, but only through MOVEMENT, because LIFE is PHYSICAL MOVEMENT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Self-Forgiveness is the DELETE button of the human organic robot, and thus if I see a pattern within me, all I have to do is forgive myself and act as if I am forgiven - I am the ONLY ONE that can do this for me.

I commit myself to take a moment each day, and consider and write down what I fear, place this into my TechnoTutor, and then write out self-forgiveness on the point, and then write out self-commitment statements that I can practically live and to then look at what I can practically do that day to move myself towards that which is best - within the context of building a business, I commit myself to look at how I can generate a lead that day, even if it is only one lead.

Resistance to Speaking Up and Sharing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being judged by other people when I am speaking to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the reason I fear other people judging me, is because I judge other people in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is impossible to transcend judging other and myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the mind is a device which judges.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the reason I have judged others is to compare myself with them in order to either feel more than or feel less than or to feel the same as, and within this I am constantly participating in a character which is looking for energy, and the way that I get energy is through either feeling powerful and more than another or feeling like a victim or a loser or less than another person, though I would define more than as 'good' and less than as 'bad',  either way, my mind doesn't care, it just wants energy in order to survive, and thus the question is: am I just trying to survive or am I here to express myself as Life and thus the key to stopping judgment of myself and others would be to recognize the Equal Life within myself and another and always speak to that.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear another's character reacting to me and what I am presenting to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the fear within me of another reacting to me is the fear of stepping out of character within myself and thus represents me changing in fact, and thus my fear of another's reaction to me presenting to them something that is Best is me resisting walking into my real potential and thus letting go of the pursuit of energy as playing a game in my mind of winner and loser, where sometimes I win and sometimes I lose, never winning, in fact, in reality, actually always losing, because within allowing myself to hold back out of fear of another's reaction, I am not doing what is best, and thus I creating more consequences for myself to face, which is in fact what I am facing at the moment within the resistance and fear to another reacting - I am facing the consequence of allowing myself and others to play a game of seeking experience as energy in the mind and not being here and thus it is NOW my responsibility to STOP within myself and to support others to STOP by being the VOICE of REASON that is required, which means that I must be the ACTION of REASON, and yes, I will experience friction - but that friction is just the character that is no longer serving me as what is best, leaving my body, dissolving as the illusion that it is - so that I may be Here in Reality as what is Best for All, where there are no more losers - everyone WINS and this is the ONLY WAY of for me to WIN for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear another's mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is such a thing as a 'stranger' which simply means that I am holding another person as separate from myself and I believe that I do not know them, and I use this to keep them at a distance as a way to give myself an excuse to not say/do what is best, to not face resistance, to not change in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that virtually every person I am not comfortable with was at some point a stranger, and that if I spend enough time with a person they will no longer be a stranger and thus there is in fact no such thing as a stranger, it is only a category in my mind that I use to either express myself within being comfortable and confident or not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have been programmed to fear strangers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can, in a moment, decide that I am comfortable and confident speaking to another person, it is just a matter of my intention and my decision as to whether I am here to play a game with the other person to keep my and their characters in tact or whether I am Here to shatter their illusions as well as mine, which does mean that I have to shatter their illusions all in one go in one statement, but it is a starting point from which I am acting/speaking - I must still apply the point of speaking to the person where they are at, so that they are supported to walk a process to get to where they need to be as seeing their full potential, and thus it is my starting point that determines whether a person is a stranger or rather someone who is potentially a life long companion on the journey to life. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another as stupid or evil or bad for not knowing what I know, when the fact is, I am the one who is stupid, evil, and bad, when I do not ACT upon what I KNOW that is Best for All, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be stupid, evil, and bad, and I release myself from wanting to be smart and good and Holy and Respected, and desired, and wanted, and happy, and famous, and liked, and cherished, and I allow myself to BE THAT WHICH IS REQUIRED to create a world that is best for all. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am limited in how and what I can express in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being perceived as an asshole, a bitch, a dickhead, a zealot, a cult member, a loser, a salesperson, greedy, a bastard, self-interested, a jerk, a wannabe, a tryhard, a faker, a conman.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge those who run the world, when it is in fact ME who runs the world, through how I run MY WORLD in my mind, as this is the KEY to what is causing me to not stand up in the world, while I play games in my mind as fantasies and participate in thoughts, feelings, and emotions, that have no relevance to reality, all the while complaining about what the ELITE do when I AM THE ELITE because I have running water, electricity, access to the internet, food, and the ability and opportunity to BUILD A BUSINESS.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I was new at my current career/occupation, I was not adept, I was nervous, I felt uncomfortable, I felt awkward, I felt scared, I felt that I wouldn't make it, and yet because I kept showing up, eventually it all became 'second nature' to me and now I consider myself an expert, and yet I believe that building a business, talking to people, generating leads, doing presentations, making sales, is any different to what I have done so far/in the past/for my entire life, when in fact I have the capacity and the tool to learn new things and change what is inside to be able to do things I have never done before.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am done learning.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am set in stone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not able to accept new instructions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am obsolete.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others for not being able/willing to change, and thus I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that this is the same criteria with which I now judge myself - and yet the judgment is actually just a choice, a decision, and I am able to create reality through my choices and decisions and thus I am able to create a new reality for myself and others where I am able and willing to change and I allow that others are willing and able to change.

I commit myself to show to others that it is possible to change and do things that are new despite them being scary or uncomfortable, as this is just part of change, and through my example others will see that they can change and thus 1 + 1 + 1, new opportunities for the world to go into new and better directions will open up, because people will realize that they are not set in their ways, except by their own choice, because I have shown and proven that the tools that I use in fact work and if they work for me why wouldn't they work for another?

I commit myself to show that I am changing simply by doing that which I have never done before - it is just a decision in the moment when presented with either retreating into my feelings and thoughts, or acting in a new way, and thus by building my business I am showing to others that I am able and am in fact changing, because I was not pre-programmed to build a business, thus simply by me taking the actions of building a business, through generating leads, doing presentations, and making sales, I am the CHANGE that I want to see in the world, as the example that I can create a new reality for myself as WHO I AM and WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF, and thus through that I will resonate into the world a new form of understanding of what it means to be Human and to be ALIVE - to always be improving and to be able to express myself as what is best even when in a limited form.

I commit myself to be the leader for those in my family and my community as the example of how to create a better world, through recreating oneself to do what is best, as I realize that building a this business is best for me and the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that selling is nothing more than speaking to a person where they are at, using what they are attracted to, focused on, believe is important, to show them something that is best for them, to support them to let go of something that is not best and to understand why something else would be best, and this is only possible through communication and telling stories where the person can see themselves in the story through association, and thus selling is about guiding a person to see what I see, not expecting them to, but checking, measuring, assessing what they are seeing and using imagery through words to paint a picture of what could be and getting the person involved emotionally, simply by bringing up that which is limiting the person currently from having what it is that they want that is best for them, and showing them clearly how to get there.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as pushy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others a pushy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge salespeople as pushy.

I forgive myself that I have judged someone as pushy when they were in fact acting out of survival pressure and thus I have no right to judge because I do things every day out of survival pressure - we are all in this together and thus being pushy or not pushy is irrelevant.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define selling as pushing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that selling is in fact LEADING, through questions and stories (for example analogies and examples), using facts to back up what I am presenting.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the real secret to the law of attraction is to simply BE attractive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define 'attractive' as simply having a nice, sexy body, when in fact the MOST attractive thing in any person is CONFIDENCE and CERTAINTY and CLARITY - this is why even ugly people can be very successful in this system, because in comparison to the average person, they are CLEAR about what they want, regardless of the overall, long term consequences to the world, they KNOW what they want and are willing to do whatever it takes to get it - and this is what EVERYONE wants, and thus to be truly attractive I must simply be CLEAR and CERTAIN that I have the answer for everyone and act from a point of CONFIDENCE, which is simply confiding in another person what I know without any wavering or doubt.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that no matter what a person's circumstances are, they are not doing what is best, because they have been programmed to do the opposite and thus no matter who they are, they will benefit from re-programming/re-mediating their vocabulary to be clear and direct and a reflection of reality rather than based on illusions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that people react to salespeople or people that SOUND like salespeople, when in fact what they are reacting to is someone presenting something that the PERSON PRESENTING does not really KNOW IS BEST.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I KNOW what is best a person will see me as an AUTHORITY.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a doctor, for example, is anything but a salesperson, and that the perception of authority comes from within the doctor as they have accepted that what they know is best and this is supported by the system which says the same and the white lab coat which we associate with 'knowledge' and 'science'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all those I look up to in this world are simply people who have rejected DOUBT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that selling = sharing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that bringing the tool of Equal Education to the world is the ONE WAY that I can show that I truly care, but only if I SHARE IT.

I commit myself to become CERTAIN and CLEAR that what I am presenting is BEST for the other person, no matter what their circumstances are.

I commit myself to show that being certain is nothing more than a decision.

I commit myself to show that DOUBT is a choice.

I commit myself to show that believing that self perfection is impossible is a CHOICE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the word 'aggression'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another as 'aggressive' for sharing their viewpoint with an energetic/passionate expression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that aggression means to attack, and thus if I am sharing what is best, then the only thing I am 'attacking' is a person's belief that they cannot/don't want to do what is best, but if a person is accepting this, then won't they ultimately be grateful for me having challenged this point within them, even if they do not see it right away?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to be perceived as aggressive because I do not want to experience aggression from another, but if I allow this to stop me from speaking up about what is best then I am the cause of REAL aggression where countries go to war because the world population has an ineffective communication ability/education level, thus my fear of being attacked for what I know will lead to actual attacks, as is shown currently in the world, where people experience war and yet I am afraid of verbal confrontation?

I commit myself to show that as I learn to communicate through trial and error that I can move from fearing aggression through learning effective expression and sharing with others the tools to do the same.

Facing the Emotions of Desire to Buy/Shop

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value on the experience of buying things, from the perspective of an energetic experience of fun, positivity, happiness, exhilaration, excitement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to buy things in order to feel good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create within me a character/lifestyle that constantly desires the experience of shopping and buying things.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the experience of shopping is 'living'.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the desire to shop and to buy and the energetic experience associated with it is only possible due to having money which currently only exists in an unequal system, and thus placing value on shopping and buying things as an energetic experience implies that I am a slave to the system of inequality and in fact just doing its bidding under the energetic/emotional control of feelings and thoughts that support the desire for energy through the buying experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there is more to life than shopping/buying/owning things.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that participating in the feelings of shopping and buying as energetic experiences only charges and perpetuates the existence of the consumer system within me as self-interest which diverts my attention from what is Here as focusing on the solutions to the real problems on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty about getting pleasure from shopping and buying things.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing the experience of the energy I have come to associate with shopping and buying things as my mind does not know what it means to live without the constant feed of energy, as the money system does not know either.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that, although I am within an unequal system and thus at the moment I must participate at the level of being within it physically, that does not mean that I must participate in the energetic experience within myself - it is possible to be IN the system, but not OF the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear transferring the desire to consume as shopping and buying out of excitement, to my children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be the proper example of how to exist currently in the money system without becoming trapped within the energy of experience within buying, shopping, and consuming.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it will be difficult to walk within the system in order to change it without becoming lost within the system - but this requires focus on my self as what I am participating within internally to forgive all the points where I see I am allowing my emotions/feelings/thoughts/desires to direct me instead of common sense as what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the positive energy experience that I get from shopping and buying things, which I had taken for granted, comes at the expense of others' lives, animals lives, the environment being consumed without regard for how to manage it in the best way.

I commit myself to walk through the emotions/feelings/thoughts/desires that exist as my mind that suggest for me to participate in the experience of energy through buying and shopping and re-learn how to live without the fear of loss of energy experience, being here in the system, doing what is required to stand up and change the system so that it is best for all, while at the same time supporting myself to remove that which comes up as desire for experience as energy - to learn discernment between what is real, physical living, and what is simply emotional experience in the mind.

Domination Is Submission to the Mind

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be dominated by my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my mind to dominate me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to instruct my body to listen to my mind as the directive principle of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate self-direction in each moment, to the automatic processed of the mind as to how I have programmed it directly and accepted and allowed it to be programmed from without by my parents, environment, media, education, peers, etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to choose to listen to my mind as feelings and thoughts as my directive principle as if I am nothing more than a robot following instructions from a master program.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a dominant person because I am able to manipulate others to get what I want in self-interest, which a losing proposition, because it means that others must be inferior or submissive, which ultimately is not what I really want, because having a world where we are all equal would allow us to creatively create what is best for all and create a world that is much better than any world that could exist where people dominate each other and submit to each other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I am dominating another, I am not creating anything or getting anything real - all I am doing is following the dictates of a program that is manipulating what is already here for the purpose of creating conflict and energy, which will end with me being in the ultimate submissive position.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that being dominant is actually being submissive because the one who wants to dominate is always a slave to their self-interest which uses them to fulfill itself at the expense of the being's life force which is limited within the context that once I die, there is nothing left if I have not established myself Here as Real, Physical and that is not possible when I accept and allow myself to become nothing more than simply the CONSENT to use my body to mine energy from the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to base my decisions on how I feel in the moment, instead considering what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in a moment where I want to do something based on living out a picture as memories and it requires the participation of another, and the other person says that they don't want to do what I am suggesting, that I first within myself go into a feeling of disappointment, and then reflect this feeling/though process within my body language/expression in order to make my disappointment more real to me and to manipulate the other person symbolically to 'change their decision' so that I get what I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty about manipulating another based on my personal desires and wants, when in fact, another person can only be manipulated by me if they accept and allow themselves as emotions, feelings, and thoughts - however this does not make manipulating others in the context of attempting to fulfill my self-interest acceptable - as it only reinforces that another person has the right to do the same thing, as I am equal in receiving what I am giving.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in a moment where I see that I am manipulating another person/myself through feelings and emotions, to not want to stop, to not want to admit what I am doing to myself or another, and to not want to let go of that which I am trying to get through the manipulation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent, to expect that my child will not manipulate another/me through emotions and feelings, when I had not been willing to stop the pattern within myself, and thus I am not able to support the child to correct the pattern without first addressing it within myself, because my children will observe me participating in the pattern and will learn this as opposed to what I TELL them to do or not do.

I commit myself to - in the moment when I see that I am going into an emotional manipulation pattern in order to dominate another/myself in order to manifest my self-interest - that I STOP. I breathe. I forgive myself for following the thought/emotion/feeling pattern - I REMEMBER that I am Here and that my self-interest is not what is best for all - and to communicate with the other person what I am really seeking so that they are aware and I for a moment allow myself to drop the feeling and emotion as important and breathe until no more energy moves and only then re-evaluate the point of the decision I was looking at previously within self-interest, and to communicate with the other person to come to an agreement about what is best.

I commit myself to face and walk through and direct all points of self-interest that are still within me, in order to remove them and remove the emotional charge within them - through writing, self-forgiveness, and self-correction so that I am able to make decisions that are always best for all - as this is the only way to prevent conflict and consequence for myself and others equally.

Purpose

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how easy my life is because of the money system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how hard life is for many because of the money system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is any purpose to this life other than standing up and supporting the re-alignment of the money system to support all Life equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in creating characters within myself that only exist and 'live' due to the money that I have, the country I am in, my parents ability to make money, etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe/claim/state that I am a POWERFUL BEING, a WARRIOR, a GOD/GODDESS, an EMPOWERED CREATOR, etc all kinds of ideas in my head that are firstly not real and secondly only possible for me to entertain because I am in a point in the system where I don't have to live in constant fear of where my next meal will come from.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the Desteni process is just about ME, when it is about ME AS ALL and thus I am in this process to support myself to remove all that which is preventing me from standing up in the system and doing what is best, which is the creation of an Equal Money System.

I commit myself to remind all those who are looking for a purpose that the only REAL purpose is to walk oneself back through their characters to remove all that which is preventing one from standing up for what is best and then to re-create oneself to be able to stand within a group and create a system that is Best for All.

Spare the Rod, Spoil the Child

After having a discussion online with some parents who argued that sometimes children need to be spanked, I am placing this as self-forgiveness of the pattern.

We cannot EXPECT another to take self-responsibility, so we do it ourselves, taking responsibility for the pattern even if it is not a pattern we are directly living, personally - that is irrelevant - we forgive unconditionally EVERY pattern that we see that is not best for all. That is the purpose of this journey - to forgive until NOTHING remains so that we can recreate this world in the image and likeness of Equality an Oneness as What is Best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel angry at parents who hit their children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge parents who hit their children as bad, evil, and not caring about their children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that parents hit their children out of fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent who would hit their children, to not realize that hitting a child cannot in any way develop the child's reasoning ability, it is only instructing them to be afraid and thus comply with the dictates of a dictator (parent, government, media, teacher, boss, etc).

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty as a parent that hits their children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is possible to support a child effectively without ever hitting them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that hitting is a form of physical abuse and that regardless of whether one call it 'spanking' or 'discipline' it is an unacceptable way to interact with a child - that it does not in fact support them to express themselves as who they really are as life - it in fact diminish life in the child through self-suppression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my parents for hitting me as a child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent who would hit their child, justify hitting children by saying 'I only hit them a little' or 'it was only a little swat on the butt', not realizing that even in the spanking that doesn't 'hurt' the emotions of the parent, the starting point of the parent, is what is coming through and transferring to the child - and thus if a parent tries to CONTROL the behavior of a child through ANY form of hitting - this is no different than a slave master controlling the slave through hitting and fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the evidence is clear that hitting a child lowers their ability to reason effectively.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it does not make sense that one could teach a child to not hit another through hitting the child as punishment or as a 'lesson.'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abuse the saying 'spare the rod, spoil the child' to justify why I would hit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not investigate the real meaning 'spare the rod, spoil the child' where 'spare the rod' refers to the rod as a symbol of wisdom, as in 'thy rod and thy staff comfort me' where it is a symbol of the parent/God who understands what the child doesn't and thus if the parent 'spare the rod' and do not give their child an effective vocabulary/ability to reason and explain things to their child, not expecting them to immediately understand, but giving them the opportunity and living the word patience within knowing that it takes time to integrate information and understanding, knowing that children do not come with instructions, and thus every thought, feeling, belief, behavior, fear, reaction, etc within the parent, even before the child was born, will now become the instructions that are transferred to the child as inFORMation through the parent's example as behavior - and this happens in quantum time - and thus even though a parent cannot see directly how the behavior of a child is a reflection of the parent, it is - and thus when the parent hit the child, they are hitting the child to stop the child from living out a pattern that the parent themselves have not taken responsibility for - even if the parent has suppressed it - all the hitting would potentially do, is have the child suppress the behavior, but this will lead to all kinds of emotional problems later in life as the self-suppressions come to the surface.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, as a parent who would hit their child, to feel justified within hitting because of the fear within myself that my child will not conform to the behavioral standards that I believe are good and that my child will someday be an embarrassment to me, cause me shame, or cause harm to another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, as a parent who hits their children, to simultaneously believe the statement 'an eye for an eye, makes the whole world blind' and yet that the Bible also justifies hitting children, even though the previous statement would imply that this will create a world of abusers, as it clearly does.

I commit myself to stand in the face of parents/people who justify hitting children as an acceptable form of educating a child and to prove that one can support both boys and girls to develop an effective ability to reason and to value equal life in all without resorting to physical or emotional abuse of the child to control them.

I commit myself to show that the best way to parent/educate a child is to support them to develop their ability to reason and communicate through using TechnoTutor, and to also utilize the Desteni Process and TechnoTutor for oneself as a parent to take responsibility for the patterns within oneself to prevent them from being transferred to the child and to direct them in the best way when this was not prevented.

Money and Responsibility

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused about what money is when my father first told me about money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to chase money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create, accept, and participate in a money system as this world money system that places money above the value of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that money is the externalization of value, and thus the way in which the current money system operates is the manifestation/externalization of the energy system within myself which places self-interest as more valuable than Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be confused as to what is important when it comes to deciding what to do with money, that I would even hesitate for a moment within whether I should apply it towards what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in order for me to stand up in this world and to change it to what is best, I must consider my own physical needs and those of my family.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that money is a tool with which we express value and thus because money is used only to profit the few, it indicates quite clearly that we do not value life equally for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that because I would secretly hope that I win the lottery that I actually want to be in the 1% and thus I have no right to judge the current 1%, but the question is, what would I do differently?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I focus on 'making money' I will always be chasing money, as I will always be focused on just doing something to make money, as the starting point is the end point, and thus I realize that I must shift to how to CREATE money, from the starting point of realizing that I AM A CREATOR, and that my CAPITAL is MY LIFE, and thus instead of wasting my LIFE in the pursuit of happiness which is just energy experience which is just the denial of fear, I am HERE to CREATE A BETTER WORLD, and thus I must sort out my relationship with MONEY so that I can support the change to a money system that is best for all equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the responsibility implied by having lots of money, but now I realize that in order to CREATE lots of money, I must take MORE responsibility and in that do what is best for all and provide value to all in a way that all, in the end, will benefit equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility to life through just looking for a job to survive, when I am Here in order to make a DIFFERENCE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a slave to money instead of mastering money, and that first starts with mastering the patterns within me which are not best for all, which are moving me constantly in the pursuit of energy, which is what supports the movement of money to only pursue energy for the few, as I am 'the few' within my body when I act only within self interest based on the mind's desire for energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that no decision is still a decision, and thus I cannot hide from my responsibility to stand up in this world as an example of self change, because if it is to be, it is up to me and 1 + 1 as we all stand up, we will change this world to be best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that unless I become VERY EFFECTIVE with money I will never be able to make a difference in the world, in the system, and I will never be able to stand in a position of real responsibility or change in the system - as the system only moves with money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my Desteni is to become wealthy, to become influential, to stand up, to take responsibility, firstly for myself and then for that which is in my awareness, and thus making money is a quantifiable way to measure my self change, because I was not programmed for success in the system - and I thus commit myself to walk the process of self change as becoming the best possible at making money in order to support the creation of a world that is best for all.

I commit myself to remove all points where I have desire for money, and establish within myself the directive principle to use money only in ways that are best for all, within consideration of my and my family's physical needs as well as all that which supports our ability to have a life of worth and within this standing up and supporting those who will take on positions as politicians, lawyers, etc who will require funding to move in the system.

to be continued...