I Had a Dream

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being trapped in something that I don't want to do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define what I want to do based on my feelings and emotions instead of common sense as what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and participate in the character of feeling trapped within something, like for example school.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dream about being at school and facing the consequence of not having prepared effectively for a test and only realizing it at the last minute.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this dream of being caught not being prepared is a character in which I am allowing within myself in order to not be prepared at death to face death fully without fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the dream of not being prepared for a final exam is the reflection of the fear of not being prepared at death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I can study myself, disciplined, diligently, and prepare myself to face death fully and within that I realize that the character of being afraid of not being prepared does not serve me as what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dream about being trapped in a school or a job that I don't want, and feel no purpose within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to dream about being trapped repeatedly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel relieved upon waking up from a dream where I was imagining being trapped and becoming aware that it was just a dream, when in fact am still allowing myself to be/become trapped within my mind on a moment to moment basis, and thus the feeling of relief does not serve me, nor does the dream, because neither are a practical solution.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear failing in life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dream about failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a failure at some level, that I will ultimately, in the end, fail.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the dream of being trapped and the desire to escape is a game, when in reality, I am here and the trap is within participating in cycles of thoughts, feelings, emotions, and allowing myself to live as a character only pursuing self-interest, and thus the game of feeling trapped in a dream or even in real life, is still limited to the context of my self-interest as how I FEEL about myself in my experience and not looking at reality as what is not best and directing it to be best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the dream of being trapped shows that I am still accepting and allowing myself at a certain level, to believe that I am a victim of experience, of outside forces, not yet fully seeing/realizing/understanding that I create what is here, and within that, there is nothing to fear here, because I am able to stop and remove that which is not best within me and stand and direct and support the creation of what is best for all.

I commit myself to show that there is no reason to be afraid of the consequences that are here on this earth, and that because I see them, and because I am aware that I can change, I am responsible to stand up and direct things so that they are best for all, and within that to support others to see and to stand up and do the same.

I commit myself to support myself to realize fully, that I am here and I am not trapped and that I am able to stop living as my mind as the pursuit of happiness and within the focus of my own experience only, and I am able to stand within considering what is best for all and to direct what is in my awareness to be best, whether that means creating a new system or in a moment supporting myself to identify and correct a pattern that is not best within myself or another.

Fear of Failure

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that experiencing failure and learning from it, and integrating the real lesson, and becoming the embodiment of the lesson as finding out what within me was not best and thus having the opportunity to move towards self perfection is the REAL value of failing over and over again and STANDING UP each time I fail.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that one of the reasons I am afraid of failing is because I was programmed to fear failure through my experiences in school and at home with my parents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that failure is a part of the learning process where FAiL = I fall and this, just like learning to ride a bike, the body must learn how to balance itself by being provided lots of data through which it can learn what parts of its movement it should retain and what parts of its movement it should discard and that this is not possible to do through the mind, it must be walked through physically, because it is the body that is learning.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear failure.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define failure as something t
o be feared.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I do not try then I cannot ever fail, but within this I had not realized that if I do not fail, I will never succeed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I apply myself everyday within facing what I fear to do through action, supporting myself within self-forgiveness, that I WILL LEARN and IMPROVE and MOVE TOWARDS PERFECTION.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become complacent.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the amazing opportunity that is before me to find out what LIVING  really is, and that I now realize that this cannot be found through the mind, through thinking, through feeling, through allowing fear and excuses, but only through MOVEMENT, because LIFE is PHYSICAL MOVEMENT.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that Self-Forgiveness is the DELETE button of the human organic robot, and thus if I see a pattern within me, all I have to do is forgive myself and act as if I am forgiven - I am the ONLY ONE that can do this for me.

I commit myself to take a moment each day, and consider and write down what I fear, place this into my TechnoTutor, and then write out self-forgiveness on the point, and then write out self-commitment statements that I can practically live and to then look at what I can practically do that day to move myself towards that which is best - within the context of building a business, I commit myself to look at how I can generate a lead that day, even if it is only one lead.

Fear of Failure as Trying to Control Others

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear standing up for what is best both within myself and with other people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if someone had not intervened in my life, I would not be where I am and not be on the path to self-realization as self-awareness as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I cannot force another to choose what is best, as this is not what is best in any case, because what is best can only be freely chosen by each one as a statement/act of self-responsibility within self-awareness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value and expectation on others to walk their process at a certain speed and pace when I have take quite a long time to even move past one point within myself/my mind on many occasions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the best approach to supporting others is to simply walk my process effectively, and share my process and give support to those who ask.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and control others, when I would not want to be controlled by others, I would appreciate someone supporting me when I ask, but allowing me to make mistakes and fail when that is what is required for me to realize what I am accepting and allowing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear failing and to fear allowing others to fail, when it is not possible to prevent failure in all cases, it is part of the process to support myself to see what it is that I am accepting and allowing that I am not in that moment allowing myself to be self-honest about.

I commit myself to walking my process of removing all fear, developing self-trust as self-awareness and self-responsibility and discover what Life really is and support each one who enters my awareness and experience with my example.