Self Interest as Self Limitation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my entire starting point for my existence to be one of seeking something that I perceive as more only for myself.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the starting point of seeking more for only myself or even for a select few others is the root of all conflict and war in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the world as one of competition and survival not allowing myself to realize that I am the source of this as are all others equally.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the fear I and others feel on a daily basis, even at subtle, subconscious levels that form the background of our experience, are due to each of us participating in the search for survival of ourselves as that seeking of more only.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that there is nothing more that is needed to get, that this feeling or belief I have that I need to get more and that I need to survive is something that I and everyone are creating artificially.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that by pursuing only my own desire for more or only my own security and survival I am condemning all future generations to do the same because from the moment we are born into this world, we are born into a system that REQUIRES us to compete to survive as it does not give to all equally and unconditionally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in and justify a system that only gives based on what one contributes as the survival of the system even though secretly I would like to be able to just exist without having to give to the system, which I call a life of leisure and luxury.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the only purpose and meaning that has any real meaning or value is for me to forgive myself of all that I have accepted and allowed within myself that justifies a system of self-interested, self seeking of personal reward only within and without and that by stopping participation within this system within myself I am able to accept and new system that would in fact give me what I am looking for as safety, security, happiness, peace, fulfillment, etc but I realize that it can only work if I allow that for everyone else and thus I must remove all that within myself which would deceive me into thinking/feeling/acting in a way that would either prevent and/or not actively contribute to the creation of such a system.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that every major event in my life has been the creation of something negative which I then use to catapult myself towards a positive experience, but within this I am had not realized that the positive I aimed for was never one that was best for all and thus would always leave me back in the experience of negative to repeat the cycle again.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within both negative and positive feelings, thoughts, and emotions and never stopped and realized that I am not here to experience thoughts, feelings, and emotions, but to be a LIVING BEING who acts physically in ways that are best for all only and that by doing so and by standing as an example and by supporting others to do the same, this would be reflected back to me and all others equally as a world that supports me to experience myself in a REAL POSITIVE way, not as a reaction to negative but as having that which I require to live here and express myself fully, unconditionally as what is best.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in standing up as a living example I will have to walk through negativity but in order to let go and forgive myself and not participate in creating a temporary positive experience that would only cycle back into the recreation of a negative but to stop the cycles of creating positive/negative and to instead create a system that supports all Life equally.

I commit myself to walk through all negative experience as the consequence of what we have created in this world not within reaction, but within forgiving myself and taking responsibility for the negative that we are creating and to within that stand within a position in this world to take responsibility in whatever way possible to adjust the system so that it provides to all equally so that no child will come to this reality and believe that they must look out for themselves only but will see that it is quite natural and possible to be Here in reality giving to all equally and receiving as an individual that which is best always.

I commit myself to, as a parent, be the living example for my children that one can change and stand within this world within the starting point of what is best even though the world is not structured, yet, in a way that is best and thus support my children to take responsibility for themselves and this world in order to continue adjusting the system until all that remains is what is best in all ways.

The Mind is the Limitation

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I cannot escape from the system that exists here on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the system that is here on earth is a reflection of Who I Am and that I am therefore responsible for the system that exists here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not able to stand within the system in a position where I am able to influence and direct the system to one that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have refused to allow myself to realize that if I am not placing myself in a position to direct and influence the system, then I am not in fact changing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not able to stand in a position of authority and responsibility and that some others are just special and I am not.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that those who stand in positions of 'authority' in the system are in fact just following their preprogramming.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to stand in a position of authority and responsibility within the system to direct it in a way that is best for all as it is 'just too much work' not realizing that this indicates that I am still of the mind as energy and therefore actually a part of the problem that does not want to change and I am using excuses so that I can trick myself into not changing.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that when I change and as I move into the system to direct it in a way that is best, that this can be the most fun and exciting experience, and that everything my mind is looking for would be achieved through that experience, as temporary as it is, and that this is the only way I would ever be able to do something that actually makes a difference, that actually matters, and thus any temptation the mind gives me to not stand up and take on the system as an equal to direct it is actually less than what I am capable of and less than equal to Who I Am as Life, and thus within that I would remain in extreme limitation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am ok with limitation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in limits which are in fact only in my imagination and I allow myself to realize that I really don't know what my limits are, and if I were to stop participating in the energy game in my mind, I would be able to push beyond all my perceived limits.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to retreat back into my preprogramming as a safety net instead of challenging myself and pushing myself knowing that Life will support me equal and one as I support what is best for all Life.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that as I give up the illusion of my mind, I gain access to the physical which is far superior to the mind in all ways.

I commit myself to showing that it is possible to give up the mind and act as a physical body would act, equal to and one with physical reality, considering what is practically best for all, not only what benefits the mind as imagination as energy, and that it is not in fact hard to give up the mind, it simply requires self honesty and self forgiveness and consistency within not accepting any limitation that the mind presents.

My Path as My Pathology

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that there is no such thing as 'my path' as a path implies a track that has already been laid, and thus I cannot walk a path that does not already exist, and thus I allow myself to realize that I must choose between being the one who wants to get credit for apparently creating something on my own, or whether I want the result of walking a path that I know will lead me to what is best.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the root of the word 'path' is 'to suffer'.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that in the desire to walk my own path, I am wanting to experience my own suffering, alone, justified as unique, without conisdering the suffering of all, and that my suffering is in fact another's suffering and vice versa, and thus the only path that is valid, is the one that stops ALL SUFFERING, and thus does not create a specialness towards suffering as 'mine'.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that suffering as a path in itself will only lead to more suffering, and that justifying 'my life' as 'my path' is a statement that I am only interested in my own suffering and therefore my own personal experience of victory over suffering, which is the ESSENCE of EGO.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am unique and special and therefore my experience here on earth is unique and special and that I am therefore justified in how I am living my life.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am in fact not unique in I, like everyone else, am nothing more than a copy, a clone, of my parents and my environment in the first 7 years of my life.

I forgive myself that I haven't realized that in my belief that I am unique and special, I am just like everyone else, as everyone believe this about themselves at some level, whether consciously recognized or not, because we all act/live in this world only from the starting point of considering what we experience internally regardless of the consequences it produce for others/the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can figure out life all on my own, when in fact the desire to do so is all the proof that I need that I will never figure it out, because within that statement, I am accepting that I will only do what I gives me the feeling/experience that I am figuring out things on my own and thus I will not use support that is available through/from others even if it is the best way/path for me to go.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that 'walking my own path' is actually an acceptance and justification for the continued existence of me as ego as an energetic experience of myself, and thus I will only move myself as the experience of cycles of up and down, because these cycles reconfirm to me that I am walking my own path, that I am trying to figure things out, that I, even in my struggle, am doing my best, even though, self honestly, I realize that I am not 'getting anywhere' I am always returning to the same point, which is the experience of struggle, which was what I originally accepted as my starting point in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the experience of struggle is in itself a selfish shell game that I use to create the experience of myself as more when I appear to overcome the struggle experience and experience myself as a victor, as an achiever, as an overcomer, as a unique individual who knows how to win against all odds, and within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the individual can never win, if the collective loses in anyway because, that will always cause the individual to return to a state of losing and struggle, and within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that this is the game I have decided to play and that, even though I tell myself that I hate the struggle, I secretly enjoy it, because I believe that I will eventually get to experience the sweet joy of winning and overcoming, and the story that I will tell myself and my children and write down for others to glorify me, and yet, in reality, I have accomplished nothing, because the world has not changed, the system has not changed, and children continue to be born into the world and programmed to go through the exact same cycles that I am going through and thus I am the one that is causing the suffering in the world and not even considering that some only ever experience the HOPE of winning and use my experience of temporary winning as the justification of the HOPE and thus I am the REAL ABUSER because I am convincing everyone as myself that this game is valid, and yet I know, deep down, that if I could see a way out, I would stop, but I don't want to be the first one, because that would be admitting defeat, that would make me feel like a loser, and I have resisted accepting and allowing myself to realize that Life is already lost, that I am already a loser, that we are ALL losing, and that the only way to stop losing is to STOP PLAYING THE GAME.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed to realize that there is ONLY ONE PATH to freedom in this world and that is to support, one by one, every person on this planet, including myself, to stop playing the game of winner and loser, which is simply creating negative to experience positive, and that this game starts in the womb and is reinforced in childhood and mastered through the current education system, where the only reward that matters is self-reward as positive energy experience.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to be truly humble and to realize that the path to stopping this game and thus the path to true freedom has already been mapped out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist walking the one, true path to freedom, using the excuse that I don't want to be a follower and that it is like accepting just another religion, or that it is giving someone else the credit, when in fact these are all points that I have placed as roadblocks or firewalls that will prevent me from walking the path, but I have done it to myself and thus using any form of excuse or justification is really just exposing that I DO NOT WANT TO CHANGE, which shows that I am the real problem in this world.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see that I do in fact want to change, and that I CAN change and that willingness to change is simply a decision and that if I stick to my decision then nothing in this world can stop me because everything I experience as resistance to change is just something that is from the past as a reflection of my previous decision to play the energy game, thus it is not valid as a reason to go back, it is just like evidence of my prior mistakes, and that I can use these resistances to strengthen my resolve and that as I move through resistance I will become even more certain within my decision to STOP.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that the only valid 'my path' is the the process of stopping 'my pathology' which is the game within myself where I want to figure things out for myself, get credit, overcome, be special, be unique, win, etc while disregarding the lives and suffering others.

I see/realize that we are all walking as pathologies and thus we must stop this whole 'my path' game and walk together the process of freedom until all are free.

I see/realize that there is no 'path' to figure out. We are already on the path. We are just walking in the wrong direction. We must stop, turn around, and go back to the beginning, where we all first started as equals and one, and this is one meaning of the statement, Everything is In Reverse, and this is the only Valid Path, because is the the only path. It is the path we are already on. It is the only way to stop. To go back to the beginning and then come to an agreement of where to walk together equal and one, so that there is no longer a path to walk, no longer a track laid out, but only all of us together as equals and one expressing who we are, not leaving tracks that condition us into a form of slavery and following, but expressing REAL LIFE, whatever that may be.

I commit myself to challenge EVERY POINT within myself where I desire to feel special or to get credit for being unique or powerful or impressive, as I realize that these are only points that feed my ego and show that I am not willing to STOP ALL GAMES, because when everyone STOPS no one will care who was the first or who is the last, because we will have stopped that game and we will be Here and focused on sorting out this reality to a point where we all WIN, and thus I will stand as a living example that the ONLY THING that matters is STOPPING THIS ENERGY GAME and equalizing ourselves and acting as ONE so that ALL WIN at all times. That is not possible if I place myself as more or less than the collective. The Individual and the Collective are illusions where they create winning and losing, they are only valid in the context of creating, maintaining, and/or improving the balance of equality and oneness of all Life.

I commit myself to be a living example of one who stands in the path of those who are stuck on the treadmill of 'their unique path' showing the dishonesty, exposing the bullshit until they wake up and walk with me as I am walking with others as equal and one on this path back to the starting point where we fucked up in the first place.

Creating Positive through Negative

We have become nothing more than batteries. Both Negativity and positivity are the conduit to create the temporary existence of energy which some call 'the light' but the battery eventually runs out and what remains is nothing but a used up shell.

We must STOP doing this to ourselves and our children.

See this scene from the Matrix movie: The Matrix - Battery


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I feel negative thoughts, feelings, and emotions that this is the result of my acceptance and allowance of me as existing for the creation and experience of energy only.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I experience negative thoughts, energy, and emotions because I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to experience positive energy and feelings.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that positive is a result of negative.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I must give up the positive in order to give up the negative.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have automated, within me, a system that seeks out conflict and negative experience and 'creates' negative feelings within in order to justify later the seeking out and creation of and experience of positive energy and feelings and within this, this is what drives the consumer system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot exist without either/both negative and positive energy experiences/feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame outside events, forces, situations, the system, etc for what I experience as negative feelings, events, thoughts, energy when in fact is my acceptance and allowance of who I am as only existing for the experience of positive energy that is the root cause/source of why I experience negative events and energy.

I forgive myself that I have automated a system within and without that creates conflict and friction in order to justify the creation of positive experience within and without and that I have ignored the fact that this is the root cause of all suffering and misery on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have never made the connection within my reasoning process that the negative I feel is my ego looking to convince me to seek out positive experience.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see/realize that breath is simple and that Life is simple and that the physical is simple and that my mind, through how I have allowed it to direct me in order to seek feelings and energy only regardless of the consequence, complicates things and thus the simple solution is to breath through the consequences I have created through the automated system that produces conflict and friction and negative energy/experience and to simply not participate and to know that this will pass.

I commit myself to when feelings of negativity, conflict, frustration, fear, impatience, boredom, arise within me - to breath through these feelings and let them go, to ground them, to return the energy to earth and my body where it was taken from - to stop justifying within myself as my mind that I must seek out a positive feeling/experience in any form, including indulging in food and entertainment, to create a positive or good feeling as a response to the negative, because I realize that this is only feeding the further creation of the negative, not actually stopping it.

I commit myself to expose to myself all the ways in which I have allowed an automated system of creating negative in order to justify and create a positive experience within myself and without as the world system and to challenge this within myself and to stop it within myself through writing, self forgiveness, and self correction as breath and to stop it without as writing, self-forgiveness, and self correction as standing up in a position to adjust the systems in this world to realign with the simplicity of proving to each what they need to live fully in this world and to no longer create negativity as lack in order to justify the creation of what we have allowed ourselves to believe is 'more' ignoring the fact that no matter how much 'more' we create it always creates 'more suffering' and 'more lack' because we are not considering the physical equality and oneness that is here.

Calling All Entrepreneurs!

What does the use of the word 'capital' in 'capitalism' imply?

The root of the word capital is the Latin 'caput' which means 'head' or 'top'.

This obviously some immediate implications. Primarily that capitalism creates a structure where all wealth flows 'to the top' where there sits someone to receive, while those at the bottom/within the structure give of their life and bodies and physical existence to create this flow. Some may say that the one at the top has to sacrifice and take risk, and this is true, however aren't all lives equal? Thus what does it mean to risk more than another? The risk is only in relation to the system itself, where some would have a life of predictability where they perhaps work a consistent job where they are paid a salary or wage that is predictable. When one is building a business as an entrepreneur in the system, where one takes the 'risk' it implies that one does not have a guaranteed wage or salary unless the business or system one is building establishes itself effectively and only then does the one at the top receive from the system. Some would say this is justified, however at the end of the day, whether you are taking a risk by forgoing a paycheck while building a business or whether you are just a 'worker' receiving a wage, one is still sacrificing their life, giving it to the creation of the system. And thus the real question is why would one take one risk over another. The risk of the entrepreneur is that they may never create a sustainable business and thus never receive the reward they are looking for. The risk for the wage earner is that they live their whole life just barely scraping by.

Here is the reality:

The Capitalist could not exist without the worker. That is why the education system was created. To control the minds of the masses into sitting in factories and offices and for some to be in a position to manage the slaves (workers) into not revolting or demanding more than the system can provide/sustain according to what the capitalist is hoping to get out of the system eventually.

Thus what is it that keeps capitalism as it is?

It is what goes into the HEAD as: Education.

The more effectively one can reason and learn how to create and build systems, the higher the level one can compete at in the current system. So what happens when everyone is educated to a level of equal effectiveness? Where will the Capitalists get workers?

That will never happen you say? Because people are not equal, you say? Is that really true? Or is that a consequence of not building an education system that values all equally? Clearly this is the case.

Soon enough, there will be no need for workers as automation and Artificial Intelligence will replace the need for people to do labor jobs, so then the only opportunities that will be available will require a higher level of education, and yet no system, except one, exists to solve the problem. Certainly the capitalists did not expect this? Or did they and they just don't care?

Is this to say that the government should control all business? Certainly not.

Is this to say we should implement communism or socialism? Certainly not.

What are we saying then?

If you can hear us, we are looking for those who are willing to stand up and develop oneself to be able to stand in a position in the system to adjust things so that eventually all people are BROUGHT UP to a level of effectiveness where MORE COOPERATION, MORE INNOVATION, MORE INTELLIGENCE are brought into this world. Competition for survival is a thing of the past, it is no longer necessary, and yet, because the human, IN THEIR HEAD, is still competing, things will never change.

We must educate ourselves and each other to see that what is IN OUR HEAD should be a clear understanding of physical reality and how it works, it should be a reasoning ability that takes our oneness as physical beings on a physical planet with the same physical needs into consideration. It is the EDUCATION of the human being that must be upgraded in this time of upheaval.

Understand, any perceived stability in the system is only coming from the past. The system is not stable. Imagine you saved up $50,000 and quit working. Eventually, you know, what is going to happen? The money is going to run out and you have a problem.

The systems that have kept everyone in check - to keep the heads of most stupid so that they never question the system, those control systems are no longer working. People are starting to wake up to the unfairness of the system. People are starting to realize they have been dumbed down. You can continue to argue that they should just pull themselves up and get to work, but you have missed the fundamental problem which is that they have not been educated effectively in the first 7 years of their life. They are no longer TEACHABLE!

What will you do?

We have the solution - in the form of technology and processes to educate the Human Being to a point of perfection where we can take full responsibility for the systems on this planet and adjust them to support everyone effectively while AT THE SAME TIME maximizing individual freedom.

This cannot be done by ONE Individual and we are thus looking for those who want to make a difference while also getting all that you desire. Imagine: it is possible to do both!

Join us!

Poverty vs Wealth: Two Sides of the Same Coin

Having returned from staying at a resort in the Dominican Republic for several days and seeing the extreme poverty outside of the resort and the contrast that it provides to the resort experience itself, there is no doubt that the poverty and the suffering of those on the outside is what makes the pleasure and luxury experience of those on the inside, possible.

To debate this, to deny this, to ignore this would imply that one is in fact equal to the abuser. To participate in this without understanding, considering, and acting in a way to solve this problem is to be equal to the abuser. To simply not participate in the experience while continuing to accept and allow the world, and oneself, to continue as is, does not solve the problem and is that one is still, in fact, equal to the abuser.

And in this accepting and allowing ourselves to be equal to and one with abuse, we are accepting and allowing ourselves to be equal and one to the victim, because no one escapes death.

In talking to some of the workers at the resort, asking them if they had ever left the island or would ever do so, they told us that they are not allowed to leave. That is requires a great sum of money to leave and even then the government may not allow the visa to be approved. Thus, they are trapped, and destined to either live in poverty or to be the slave of the blissful resort-goer.

Consider: those who work in the resort wish to escape, to come to America - why? Because they have no money. And why can they not escape? Because they have no money.

And those who live in America see escape as going to the Dominican Republic to a resort - why? Because they have money, and thus they can.

Do you see the insanity of this situation?

Imagine if we had created a system that gives to all equally? Would anyone ever feel the need to escape from their life? We would feel the need to enslave another and force them through the money system to give of their life and experience so that we may have what we call 'more life' and the feeling of 'being alive' and which is really just an experience, not something real.

Why is it that everything that makes us feel alive is really just something that requires money?

Why have we accepted and allowed ourselves to create a world that requires us to have money to exist and then not made sure everyone has money equally?

Imagine the dishonesty of saying "everyone has the opportunity to improve and make money" when in fact here we have 10 million people trapped on a island with no way to get out, only the opportunity to be our slave. And yet within this, we are just slaves at another level, so to even justify the situation is the height of stupidity. We have enslaved ourselves to money just as we have enslaved ourselves to be addicts to energy as experience.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am in fact a slave.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am in fact a slave master.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the only way to free a slave is to free the slave master.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be a slave master without understanding that, in that I become a slave.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is any justification to enslave another, whether it be the color of one's skin, one's beliefs, or the position one was born into economically, or the education level one has received.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am in fact supporting a system that creates and manages slaves and that it is on autopilot and that it uses money as a way to give the illusion that there is choice in the matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that slavery was abolished in this world in any country, when in fact, slavery was simply upgraded to include everyone on earth and has become so ingrained within us that we cannot/refuse to see it, and we in fact justify it, and yet we are doing it to ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that nothing can be done about this slavery that we find ourselves within and that within this I use the justification that everyone would have to realize what is going on for it to change at that this is impossible when in fact all it requires is that I stand up and work within a group and make others aware, to walk the path to free myself within from my beliefs and acceptances and allowances of that which enslaves and to show others that it is possible and to not stop until it is done.

 I see/realize that even though I may stop a pattern within myself where I am accepting and allowing slavery within myself or this world, that does not mean the world will automatically change and that this is a step by step process and within this I realize that the reward is freedom for all and thus I commit myself to delay the reward and to never give into a temporary reward that cause me to give in to the system of slavery within and without, and when I see that I have automatically fallen, or given in, or even through choice, given in, I IMMEDIATELY stop and investigate how I have allowed a system within me to make that choice seem/appear in any way desirable and I remove it/release it, stand again, and continue within this process.

I commit myself to - through writing, self-forgiveness, and self corrective application - investigate, expose, and stop all the ways in which I allow myself to accept and allow myself to want/desire/participate in that which in enslaves me and my fellow man and to see how I have constructed myself to in fact be a copy of the system that enslaves through energy/money and have given up the actual Life I have to be here and to live in exchange for a temporary experience which is never satisfying in any case.

I commit myself to be the example that no temptation is enough to cause me to accept being a slave and to accept others as slaves.

I commit myself to placing myself in a position in this world-system where I influence the system to become one that is best for all and to see this as the only acceptable path for my life and within this I commit myself to change who I am to not only be able to achieve this goal, but to be one who is able to live in a world that is best for all, both within and without.

I commit myself to challenge all those who justify abuse and slavery in every form and to so challenge all points within myself both within and without and to not allow any form of energy negative or positive to sway me from my course.

Battle of Wits

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see conversation as a battle between opinions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that opinions can never result in an agreement about what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that that best way to assist and support another through communication is to place myself in their shoes, to see the world and life as they are seeing it, and to look at the points where, within that, I am allowing self-dishonesty and to thus forgive myself as that other person and to support them to walk through the self-dishonesty through self-forgiveness until they are clear as to how they have constructed their opinion and belief in a way that is not best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted allowed myself to react to another person's opinion or belief, when in fact this show me, in self-honesty, that I am holding onto an opinion or belief and thus I realize within this that I am in fact grateful when I feel challenged or reactive when presented with a belief or opinion it allows me so see my own self-dishonesty so that I may correct it.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that every person I meet is a mirror for me to see my self-judgment and any reactions that come up within me towards another person have nothing to do with the other person, per se, it has everything to do with me in terms of the value I have placed on certain words, expressions, ways of dressing, ways of acting, etc all based on how I have defined myself in terms of being able to survive in this world through competition for rewards as positive energy and money.

I commit myself to using communication as a way not to win an award but rather as a way to understand myself through my own reactions towards another person and to thus see each person as a mirror so that I may support myself and the other person eventually to self honesty through self forgiveness and within this I stop the conflict for the generation of personal self interest and walk transform communication into something that is used to bring about equality as Life as what is best for all.