What I See in Another is a Memory Within Me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I see in another I see in myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that everything I see as a value interpretation or a judgment is based on the memories layered in my physical body over time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that the values and judgments within the memories that are layered in my physical body will lead me to interpret things always within the context of those memories and within the starting point of keeping those memories in tact, so to speak, and that I cannot see or interpret things otherwise, because it is through these memories that I am processing the information that I see, hear, and think about.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that everything I see and hear is a reflection of me, in terms of either the judgment about it, or the value that I place on it, whether positive or negative, and that when I see something as positive, it is because that thing I am seeing is existing within me as a symbol that has a positive association in terms of energy, and when I see an object, for example, that activates the symbol within me, the energy associated with it is activated as well, and thus when I feel good about something I see, it is because I have accepted and allowed myself to program/be programmed with symbols that are associated/embedded/imbued with energy experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project onto another a feeling, when in fact, this feeling is within me towards what that person is presenting to me as a symbol that I have accepted and allowed within myself as positive, negative, or neutral, and thus if I am looking at someone, or listening to someone, and feeling something about them, then I am participating in my mind as projections, and thus within this I realize that the real value within this is to utilize it to see how I have words and pictures within me that are still associated with energy, and to thus show points that require self forgiveness.

I commit myself to utilizing the judgments that come up within me towards others in order to identify points within myself that require self-forgiveness, and within this I realize that all value judgments that are not based on physical reality as what is best for all, are nothing more than projections of my memories based on my experience and thus are points that, because I am aware of them, I am able to take responsibility for correcting through writing, self-forgiveness, and self-corrective application.

Testing the Waters

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear going on all in to support Life and to do what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have even one point within me that wants to hold back from doing what is best for all, not realizing that even one point is the same as completely holding back, as there is NO MIDDLE ROAD when it comes to what is best, I am either standing with and as Life as what is best for all or I am not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the desire to 'test things out' which is really just an excuse to not fully participate, 100%, to do everything that is necessary to bring about the result that is best, and within this 'testing out' to allow for a point of blame outside of myself when things do not work out properly, which is in essence the starting point of not wanting to change and take full self responsibility for being the change that will bring about the result that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look for faults in others as a way to project my own decision to not take full self responsibility to be the change that is best for all and to thus hold on to a point of blame of something outside of me that will justify why I didn't have to change and go all in for what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the point of doing what is best for all is not only for an external result that is for 'someone or something else' but is in fact FOR ME and the belief that I 'have to do something for others' is equal to and one with believing and stating that I am separate from everyone and everything and is thus an indicator that I have not in fact made the decision to stand within the starting point of real equality and oneness as what is best for ALL which includes me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in spite of knowing what is best to do in a moment, allowed fear, excuse, and justification, within blame, to DICTATE what I do as what is not best for all, and within that I am accepting and allowing myself to be nothing more than a slave in the control of a dictator, and yet I AM the DICTATOR, because the dictum is IN MY OWN HEAD and I am the one deciding to listen to, defend, justify, and believe that which is just words in my head, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be the slave to words in my head and feelings in my body, which are self-created over time through acceptance and allowance, and I realize that if I consistently, over time, apply myself within what is best, through breathing, writing, self forgiveness and self corrective action as do what is common sense as what is best for all in each moment, that I will eventually completely break through the control within and without as words that are designed to keep me as a slave to the system that is not best for me or anyone/anything else.

I commit myself to show to myself and thus others that consistent, breath by breath action as what is best will accumulate to a result that is best for all, and that it is the consistent, breath by breath action in the context of what is NOT best for all that has accumulated the result of what we now see today as the world and world system and what we experience within as the control mechanism of our mind speaking to us and generating feelings through training of the body to never stand equal and one to the physical here as what is best for all.

I commit myself to stand equal and one to both the mind and the physical to use the mind as the tool that it is and to stand within and as the body as what it really is as equal to and one with physical reality which is what is real and which we have abdicated responsibility towards as humanity and where the solution to Heaven on Earth is actually to be found in adjusting the system that is here to produce only that which is best, not for the mind as feelings only, but for the physical body as what is optimal and required to live a life of dignity, full expression, and TRUE BLISS where no consequence is allowed that creates lack or suffering in ANY part of existence at ANY TIME, and within this I commit myself to show that this is the ONLY PURPOSE of being here worth giving to oneself and that anything less will only produce conflict which will create more problems which will eventually consume us to be a slave to consequence as we have already become, thus the true purpose of being here is to take FULL SELF RESPONSIBILITY for everything I am capable of and to even push beyond any perceived LIMIT so that I will have no REGRET or EXCUSE when my final breath comes.

Fear of an Equal Planet

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this entire world is running as an automated system that is determining who gets the basics needed to live and who doesn't and that there is no one person, or one group or people who is in control, but it is MONEY itself as the principle of survival at all costs that is in control and direction of the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the system, to blame those in perceived control of the system, and to not realize that it is MY starting point as accepting and allowing the consequence of only focusing on my own self interest as survival that is giving permission to the system to continue as is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is EVERYONE collectively that is responsible for the system being what it is, and yet within that I am in a unique point in the system as the sum total of everything I accept and allow within myself as wanting to continue only within my own self interest and thus each one is in a similar but unique point of accepting and allowing the same, and thus the way to change the system is to support each one to take responsibility for what they accept and allow and to suggest a better system based on each one being the directive principle of who one is and what one gives permission to in the world, and within that we can define and implement a system that speaks on behalf of each of us as our own individual directive choice to support that which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a system that would support what is best for everyone would lead to dictatorship or tyranny when in fact all systems that support what is less than best for all are by nature dictatorial as they dictate that some win and some lose based on the rules set up, which are not based on the value of life itself and thus will always create arbitrary rules that are not equal for all and thus not best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear a system of equality, because of images that I have accepted as the horrors of communism, and have not considered that even in the current system, these horrors exist, its just that I don't experience them because for whatever reason, I happen to be in a position where I am more on the winning side of this system, but in self honesty, my life is not ideal or optimal as lived and experienced, and thus I am not actually happy with how things are in my experience but the fear of ending on the more extreme side of losing in the system has kept from standing up in order to make the system best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear a system of equality being imposed on me and to not realize that the imposition of equality is not possible, and that my fear is actually coming from my mind as self interest attempting me to stay within the current bounds of the system so that I will not challenge the self interest of those on the extreme side of winning in the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to care more about my own feelings of security than the well being of all life, which includes me, and thus I have accepted an inferior existence for myself, as like a dog getting scraps from the table, and I even feel grateful for at least the scraps, not realizing that a system that is best for all is possible, and would require me to stand up and thus take a risk, but the reality is that the risk in not standing up is the ONLY REAL RISK, because whether I do or do not, it is GUARANTEED that I will eventually DIE, and thus what is FEAR but avoiding that which is certain, but within this I realize that if I stand up, and support others to stand up, find out how this world really works, find out how I really work, do everything I can to place myself in a position to adjust the system and walk with the group of people doing the same, that then there is at least a possibility that things can change, and that really this decision to walk within this point, which is what is best no matter how you look at it, this decision is the only real decision that I can make, and anything less is simply giving up, giving in, and not caring about Life, and within that would seal my fate as becoming nothing.

I commit myself to stand up, to speak up, to support those who are willing to stand up and change and be a part of the solution AS themselves and AS the system.

I commit myself to supporting those who are willing to stand up with the tools to re-educate themselves, to investigate, question, and change their and my starting point of automatically generating conflict for self interest to redefining and realigning all relationships within myself and this world to only create that which is best for all.

Nothing is Coming to Savior Ass or Mine

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hope that a solution to my problems and to the problems in this world will come.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am the solution to 'my problems' and to the problems of this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have been waiting for a solution instead of directing myself in each moment breath by breath within what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only be willing to move myself when I know money is coming as a reward.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire the good life but not be willing to make it possible for others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want something for nothing, when I am in a position to give so that others may receive and in fact receive for myself as well.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and feel that my responsibility is a burden when it is in fact the key to my freedom.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I could just get enough money, then I would feel good and be motivated to do something in this world that would be best, when in fact I am using this belief to control myself to stay in a pattern of waiting for a savior to come and make me feel better without having to do anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I act as what is best that Life will support me, as Life is the principle that is lying dormant deep down within me that sees no limitation and only sees possibility as what is best, and that I must simply ACTivate this within and go with what is best in every moment and I will see that SO MUCH MORE is possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the doubts and the fears that my mind presents to me in my own inner voice as if they were valid and to even argue on their behalf for my own limitation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the inner voice is a program placed into my from my parents (unknowingly) and the system to make sure that I will never present a point of competition to those whose lives are benefiting from the mass slavery of the human race and all other forms of life on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be enslaved by the thoughts and feelings within myself which would indicate that I am the weakest form of life on earth that I could be held back from doing what is best simply by a thought or a feeling which is not even real, when I have a physical body capable of amazing feats and that all I must do is stand up, speak, and act as what is best and through this, this is the only way that I can prove that I am worthy of Life in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I deserve a good life when I am not willing to lift a finger to ensure that ALL have a good life, because there is nothing in this world other than individuals, like me, and thus if I am not the first, then WHO WILL BE?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall into the trap of self interest time and again, each time justifying the fall, but at the same time knowing that I am falling, and then hiding, and the looking for someone or something to take responsibility for me, but I know that by doing so I am only allowing consequences to compound and that this is in fact unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to no realize that I am capable of so much more than I currently am realizing, and that all I must/can do is stand up, and do what I see is possible in this moment as what is best, and then I will see more in the next breath, and thus breath by breath I will accumulate what is best and therefore stand as a living example to others who would then see it as possible for themselves to do the same, and that there is NO OTHER WAY that the problems on this planet will be sorted out, as there is NOTHING ELSE that exists other than us, and by ME not standing and directing myself within what is best, things will ONLY GET WORSE, because I have accepted and allowed a system to be created in my name that has automated the constant continuous creations of what is NOT BEST.

I commit myself to STOP ALL EXCUSES, and to move within what is best in each moment, to not give myself a break, to not allow any point where I do not question a feeling or a thought, to go ALL IN, to never give up, to stand in the face of those who are accepting themselves as less than what they really are, to do the same for myself, to be ONLY ONE if necessary, but within this to NOT ACCEPT bullshit from others as I do not accept bullshit from myself.

I commit myself to push myself beyond all perceived limits, to STOP FEAR, to no longer give FEAR POWER, and to PROVE TO MYSELF that FEAR IS NOT MY MASTER, and that I alone am responsible for myself and what I create as the accumulation of my effect in this world breath by breath.

Fear of Facing Self

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear speaking to other people about the reality of this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the reality of this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the fear of facing others and facing the reality of this world, is in fact fear of loss of stopping within myself that which is manifesting and has created the world as it is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself into believing that I am making a difference in the world, when I have in fact taken the point of changing the world and used it as a way to feel special and in that create an energetic feeling within myself of superiority and judgment towards others, which is in fact me not stopping that within myself which is creating the real problems on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that there are many layers of self deception within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want other to change, when I had not been willing to change for real myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue participating in my mind as thoughts, feelings, justifications, fears, and beliefs that I have changed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty that I have not actually stopped participating in my mind and within energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to utilize the point of guilt to manipulate myself further with thoughts and feelings of wanting to give up the point of changing for real, which is just another way to deceive myself into continuing participating in the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others do not want to change, and within this, I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that this thought is just a way to continue participating in my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am special, when in fact I am exactly the same as everyone else, equal and one to what I accept and allow within myself and without.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the point that others may not want to change as a way to not live that which I have realized for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the fear of rejection within myself as a projection of what might happen when I speak up with others about what is really happening within ourselves and within this world and what the real solution is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that changing myself is a process because I had accepted and allowed many layers of memories throughout my life and lifetimes which are now manifested in the physical world, and thus as mentioned in the previous post, I realize that changing myself is a moment to moment, breath by breath, application of self honesty in each moment as to stopping participation in thoughts, feelings, and emotions, and acting as what is best for all in that moment based on what I am practically able to do in that moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that Life is not what I might do in the future, it is what I do in this moment, in this breath, as that is the only point that is guaranteed, is this current moment, and thus it is THE POINT within which I establish myself as self-trust within self-honesty.

I commit myself to breathe, and within my breath, to check whether I am participating in my mind or whether I am acting within self honesty as what is best, and to when I see that I am participating in my mind, as I realize that I have automated this point to a great extent, that I immediately stop, focus on my breath, apply self-forgiveness to release myself from that participation in the mind and to dismantle whatever construct I have created that is causing me to automatically participate in the mind.

I commit myself to stand, even while I am walking this process, to share with others, to present solutions to what we have created as consequences on earth, as well as the tools through which I am supporting myself to take more and more responsibility for what I have accepted and allowed within myself as who I am and to change that, and to thus support others to do the same.

The Long Way is the Short Way

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the only way to create something that is real is breath by breath, proven over time to stand the test of time to produce consistent, predictable results that are best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/desire results to come all at once, or quickly, as this is an indicator that I had still been participating in energy within my mind as the desire for an experience for the sake of experience itself, and not the actual result that would be best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become more focused on the end result of a process than the process itself, as the end result is the RESULT of the process, and thus the initial focus of seeing whether that end result is best is necessary, and then focusing on what is required to be walked in order to receive the result (as the planning phase) but then the shift of focus must be daily, breath by breath on that which will accumulate and produce the end result.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the guide on this journey is self honesty, within looking at in each breath, each moment, am I participating in my mind, just looking for experience as energy, or am I stopping, slowing down, breathing, bringing energy back to self, and forgiving myself, and thus the starting point in each breath is the ending point.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to not live the word patience as a living word as what is best, but to rather EXPERIENCE the word patience within the mind as an energetic experience wherein patience becomes the experience of delay, the tolerating of delay, the tolerating of suffering, the tolerating of unnecessary pain and conflict, whereas within the living of the word as what is best for all is the recognition that one can only do what one can do in a breath in a moment, and thus the point of patience is to recognize and be self honest within whether one is accumulating in that moment what is best or what is not best, and thus patience is a self honest gratitude within self that one is doing what is best and thus the result, in time, is relatively certain within what one is able to take self-responsibility for, and thus the point of experiencing conflict within the word patience is an indication that one is not doing what is best in a moment, because that is all that one can do, and thus if there are consequences to be walked through, then in those moments, that is what is best, and patience in that context is recognizing that one is facing consequence and taking self responsibility to learn from that consequence what one had accepted and allowed that produced the consequence so that one may change within self to no longer produce such a consequence.

I commit myself to live the word patience as a self honest recognition in the moment that I am doing what is best and to thus within that experience hold the word gratitude as being grateful that I am doing what is best, and that by holding to that point, I know that my effect on the world is best, and within the moments where I feel conflict or impatience in the context of wanting things to happen faster, to see/realize in those moments that I am participating in desire as energy, to stop, to look at what consequences I am walking through, to stop, investigate, and change to no longer produce these consequences and within that to express patience as gratitude that I am giving myself the opportunity in that moment to change and thus give to myself as I would want to receive to thus be able to give to others what is best so that I may receive what is best, and to within this know that breath by breath as I accumulate the action of doing what is best, the result of what is best will accumulate in the world more and more, and to thus support others within the point of patience to walk what is necessary in this world as what is best as facing consequences and taking responsibility and changing within oneself and to let go of the energy/desire game of quick results that do not last, because in reality, the long way is the short way, because what appears to be short - as satisfying that desire for a feeling or experience of result but not producing a result that is best for all in fact - cannot last and only creates more consequences to walk through thus delaying the accumulation of what is best as the REAL LASTING result.

Only a Machine Runs on Polarity

Watch The Battery Scene from the movie, The Matrix for context. 

It is not possible to have POSITIVE without NEGATIVE. That is basic physics.

Why are you OK with people suffering so that you can experience a temporary positive energy when SO MUCH MORE is possible if we ended ALL CONFLICT as both Positive AND Negative?

Life is not a polarity. Only a MACHINE runs on the polarity of Positive and Negative.

Are you NOTHING MORE THAN a Machine?

Are you nothing more than an Organic Robot?

Have you been programmed by the System to just generate Energy?

Are thoughts and feelings nothing more than virtual chains?

Will we wake up and dismantle our chains ONE by ONE until Life is set free from the burden of Thought and Feeling to express what is Best for All FREELY in each moment with no PROGRAM necessary?

Who will stand up? 

People like to say that energy is eternal and is never created or destroyed and only changes forms.

But if you are self-honest, you'll admit that IN REALITY, this is only true of PHYSICAL MATTER.

And that all energy is just placing parts of matter in conflict with itself. And so the only way for energy to exist is for conflict to exist. And so when you justify the existence of energy for energy's sake, you are actually justifying the existence of conflict.

And yet you will complain about the conflict because it always takes you from your positive to a negative. And you NEVER question this, because you don't CARE.

In reality, the physical is what makes energy possible, and thus it is the physical that is REAL and while you focus on energy, you miss what is REALLY HERE as the physical world.

And in this IGNORANCE of what is REAL, you continue to IGNORE what is really going on as the conflict and suffering that exists in order for the few to experience a temporary positive.

Very sad. May you wake up before it is too late. Because judgment day is the day you die, where the physical body no longer supports the illusion of thought and energy and returns to be reformed by the physical, while YOU which was thought only... disappear.