My Path as My Pathology

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to realize that there is no such thing as 'my path' as a path implies a track that has already been laid, and thus I cannot walk a path that does not already exist, and thus I allow myself to realize that I must choose between being the one who wants to get credit for apparently creating something on my own, or whether I want the result of walking a path that I know will lead me to what is best.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the root of the word 'path' is 'to suffer'.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that in the desire to walk my own path, I am wanting to experience my own suffering, alone, justified as unique, without conisdering the suffering of all, and that my suffering is in fact another's suffering and vice versa, and thus the only path that is valid, is the one that stops ALL SUFFERING, and thus does not create a specialness towards suffering as 'mine'.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that suffering as a path in itself will only lead to more suffering, and that justifying 'my life' as 'my path' is a statement that I am only interested in my own suffering and therefore my own personal experience of victory over suffering, which is the ESSENCE of EGO.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am unique and special and therefore my experience here on earth is unique and special and that I am therefore justified in how I am living my life.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am in fact not unique in I, like everyone else, am nothing more than a copy, a clone, of my parents and my environment in the first 7 years of my life.

I forgive myself that I haven't realized that in my belief that I am unique and special, I am just like everyone else, as everyone believe this about themselves at some level, whether consciously recognized or not, because we all act/live in this world only from the starting point of considering what we experience internally regardless of the consequences it produce for others/the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can figure out life all on my own, when in fact the desire to do so is all the proof that I need that I will never figure it out, because within that statement, I am accepting that I will only do what I gives me the feeling/experience that I am figuring out things on my own and thus I will not use support that is available through/from others even if it is the best way/path for me to go.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that 'walking my own path' is actually an acceptance and justification for the continued existence of me as ego as an energetic experience of myself, and thus I will only move myself as the experience of cycles of up and down, because these cycles reconfirm to me that I am walking my own path, that I am trying to figure things out, that I, even in my struggle, am doing my best, even though, self honestly, I realize that I am not 'getting anywhere' I am always returning to the same point, which is the experience of struggle, which was what I originally accepted as my starting point in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the experience of struggle is in itself a selfish shell game that I use to create the experience of myself as more when I appear to overcome the struggle experience and experience myself as a victor, as an achiever, as an overcomer, as a unique individual who knows how to win against all odds, and within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the individual can never win, if the collective loses in anyway because, that will always cause the individual to return to a state of losing and struggle, and within this I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that this is the game I have decided to play and that, even though I tell myself that I hate the struggle, I secretly enjoy it, because I believe that I will eventually get to experience the sweet joy of winning and overcoming, and the story that I will tell myself and my children and write down for others to glorify me, and yet, in reality, I have accomplished nothing, because the world has not changed, the system has not changed, and children continue to be born into the world and programmed to go through the exact same cycles that I am going through and thus I am the one that is causing the suffering in the world and not even considering that some only ever experience the HOPE of winning and use my experience of temporary winning as the justification of the HOPE and thus I am the REAL ABUSER because I am convincing everyone as myself that this game is valid, and yet I know, deep down, that if I could see a way out, I would stop, but I don't want to be the first one, because that would be admitting defeat, that would make me feel like a loser, and I have resisted accepting and allowing myself to realize that Life is already lost, that I am already a loser, that we are ALL losing, and that the only way to stop losing is to STOP PLAYING THE GAME.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed to realize that there is ONLY ONE PATH to freedom in this world and that is to support, one by one, every person on this planet, including myself, to stop playing the game of winner and loser, which is simply creating negative to experience positive, and that this game starts in the womb and is reinforced in childhood and mastered through the current education system, where the only reward that matters is self-reward as positive energy experience.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to be truly humble and to realize that the path to stopping this game and thus the path to true freedom has already been mapped out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist walking the one, true path to freedom, using the excuse that I don't want to be a follower and that it is like accepting just another religion, or that it is giving someone else the credit, when in fact these are all points that I have placed as roadblocks or firewalls that will prevent me from walking the path, but I have done it to myself and thus using any form of excuse or justification is really just exposing that I DO NOT WANT TO CHANGE, which shows that I am the real problem in this world.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see that I do in fact want to change, and that I CAN change and that willingness to change is simply a decision and that if I stick to my decision then nothing in this world can stop me because everything I experience as resistance to change is just something that is from the past as a reflection of my previous decision to play the energy game, thus it is not valid as a reason to go back, it is just like evidence of my prior mistakes, and that I can use these resistances to strengthen my resolve and that as I move through resistance I will become even more certain within my decision to STOP.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that the only valid 'my path' is the the process of stopping 'my pathology' which is the game within myself where I want to figure things out for myself, get credit, overcome, be special, be unique, win, etc while disregarding the lives and suffering others.

I see/realize that we are all walking as pathologies and thus we must stop this whole 'my path' game and walk together the process of freedom until all are free.

I see/realize that there is no 'path' to figure out. We are already on the path. We are just walking in the wrong direction. We must stop, turn around, and go back to the beginning, where we all first started as equals and one, and this is one meaning of the statement, Everything is In Reverse, and this is the only Valid Path, because is the the only path. It is the path we are already on. It is the only way to stop. To go back to the beginning and then come to an agreement of where to walk together equal and one, so that there is no longer a path to walk, no longer a track laid out, but only all of us together as equals and one expressing who we are, not leaving tracks that condition us into a form of slavery and following, but expressing REAL LIFE, whatever that may be.

I commit myself to challenge EVERY POINT within myself where I desire to feel special or to get credit for being unique or powerful or impressive, as I realize that these are only points that feed my ego and show that I am not willing to STOP ALL GAMES, because when everyone STOPS no one will care who was the first or who is the last, because we will have stopped that game and we will be Here and focused on sorting out this reality to a point where we all WIN, and thus I will stand as a living example that the ONLY THING that matters is STOPPING THIS ENERGY GAME and equalizing ourselves and acting as ONE so that ALL WIN at all times. That is not possible if I place myself as more or less than the collective. The Individual and the Collective are illusions where they create winning and losing, they are only valid in the context of creating, maintaining, and/or improving the balance of equality and oneness of all Life.

I commit myself to be a living example of one who stands in the path of those who are stuck on the treadmill of 'their unique path' showing the dishonesty, exposing the bullshit until they wake up and walk with me as I am walking with others as equal and one on this path back to the starting point where we fucked up in the first place.

Creating Positive through Negative

We have become nothing more than batteries. Both Negativity and positivity are the conduit to create the temporary existence of energy which some call 'the light' but the battery eventually runs out and what remains is nothing but a used up shell.

We must STOP doing this to ourselves and our children.

See this scene from the Matrix movie: The Matrix - Battery


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I feel negative thoughts, feelings, and emotions that this is the result of my acceptance and allowance of me as existing for the creation and experience of energy only.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I experience negative thoughts, energy, and emotions because I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to experience positive energy and feelings.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that positive is a result of negative.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I must give up the positive in order to give up the negative.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have automated, within me, a system that seeks out conflict and negative experience and 'creates' negative feelings within in order to justify later the seeking out and creation of and experience of positive energy and feelings and within this, this is what drives the consumer system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot exist without either/both negative and positive energy experiences/feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame outside events, forces, situations, the system, etc for what I experience as negative feelings, events, thoughts, energy when in fact is my acceptance and allowance of who I am as only existing for the experience of positive energy that is the root cause/source of why I experience negative events and energy.

I forgive myself that I have automated a system within and without that creates conflict and friction in order to justify the creation of positive experience within and without and that I have ignored the fact that this is the root cause of all suffering and misery on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have never made the connection within my reasoning process that the negative I feel is my ego looking to convince me to seek out positive experience.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to see/realize that breath is simple and that Life is simple and that the physical is simple and that my mind, through how I have allowed it to direct me in order to seek feelings and energy only regardless of the consequence, complicates things and thus the simple solution is to breath through the consequences I have created through the automated system that produces conflict and friction and negative energy/experience and to simply not participate and to know that this will pass.

I commit myself to when feelings of negativity, conflict, frustration, fear, impatience, boredom, arise within me - to breath through these feelings and let them go, to ground them, to return the energy to earth and my body where it was taken from - to stop justifying within myself as my mind that I must seek out a positive feeling/experience in any form, including indulging in food and entertainment, to create a positive or good feeling as a response to the negative, because I realize that this is only feeding the further creation of the negative, not actually stopping it.

I commit myself to expose to myself all the ways in which I have allowed an automated system of creating negative in order to justify and create a positive experience within myself and without as the world system and to challenge this within myself and to stop it within myself through writing, self forgiveness, and self correction as breath and to stop it without as writing, self-forgiveness, and self correction as standing up in a position to adjust the systems in this world to realign with the simplicity of proving to each what they need to live fully in this world and to no longer create negativity as lack in order to justify the creation of what we have allowed ourselves to believe is 'more' ignoring the fact that no matter how much 'more' we create it always creates 'more suffering' and 'more lack' because we are not considering the physical equality and oneness that is here.

Calling All Entrepreneurs!

What does the use of the word 'capital' in 'capitalism' imply?

The root of the word capital is the Latin 'caput' which means 'head' or 'top'.

This obviously some immediate implications. Primarily that capitalism creates a structure where all wealth flows 'to the top' where there sits someone to receive, while those at the bottom/within the structure give of their life and bodies and physical existence to create this flow. Some may say that the one at the top has to sacrifice and take risk, and this is true, however aren't all lives equal? Thus what does it mean to risk more than another? The risk is only in relation to the system itself, where some would have a life of predictability where they perhaps work a consistent job where they are paid a salary or wage that is predictable. When one is building a business as an entrepreneur in the system, where one takes the 'risk' it implies that one does not have a guaranteed wage or salary unless the business or system one is building establishes itself effectively and only then does the one at the top receive from the system. Some would say this is justified, however at the end of the day, whether you are taking a risk by forgoing a paycheck while building a business or whether you are just a 'worker' receiving a wage, one is still sacrificing their life, giving it to the creation of the system. And thus the real question is why would one take one risk over another. The risk of the entrepreneur is that they may never create a sustainable business and thus never receive the reward they are looking for. The risk for the wage earner is that they live their whole life just barely scraping by.

Here is the reality:

The Capitalist could not exist without the worker. That is why the education system was created. To control the minds of the masses into sitting in factories and offices and for some to be in a position to manage the slaves (workers) into not revolting or demanding more than the system can provide/sustain according to what the capitalist is hoping to get out of the system eventually.

Thus what is it that keeps capitalism as it is?

It is what goes into the HEAD as: Education.

The more effectively one can reason and learn how to create and build systems, the higher the level one can compete at in the current system. So what happens when everyone is educated to a level of equal effectiveness? Where will the Capitalists get workers?

That will never happen you say? Because people are not equal, you say? Is that really true? Or is that a consequence of not building an education system that values all equally? Clearly this is the case.

Soon enough, there will be no need for workers as automation and Artificial Intelligence will replace the need for people to do labor jobs, so then the only opportunities that will be available will require a higher level of education, and yet no system, except one, exists to solve the problem. Certainly the capitalists did not expect this? Or did they and they just don't care?

Is this to say that the government should control all business? Certainly not.

Is this to say we should implement communism or socialism? Certainly not.

What are we saying then?

If you can hear us, we are looking for those who are willing to stand up and develop oneself to be able to stand in a position in the system to adjust things so that eventually all people are BROUGHT UP to a level of effectiveness where MORE COOPERATION, MORE INNOVATION, MORE INTELLIGENCE are brought into this world. Competition for survival is a thing of the past, it is no longer necessary, and yet, because the human, IN THEIR HEAD, is still competing, things will never change.

We must educate ourselves and each other to see that what is IN OUR HEAD should be a clear understanding of physical reality and how it works, it should be a reasoning ability that takes our oneness as physical beings on a physical planet with the same physical needs into consideration. It is the EDUCATION of the human being that must be upgraded in this time of upheaval.

Understand, any perceived stability in the system is only coming from the past. The system is not stable. Imagine you saved up $50,000 and quit working. Eventually, you know, what is going to happen? The money is going to run out and you have a problem.

The systems that have kept everyone in check - to keep the heads of most stupid so that they never question the system, those control systems are no longer working. People are starting to wake up to the unfairness of the system. People are starting to realize they have been dumbed down. You can continue to argue that they should just pull themselves up and get to work, but you have missed the fundamental problem which is that they have not been educated effectively in the first 7 years of their life. They are no longer TEACHABLE!

What will you do?

We have the solution - in the form of technology and processes to educate the Human Being to a point of perfection where we can take full responsibility for the systems on this planet and adjust them to support everyone effectively while AT THE SAME TIME maximizing individual freedom.

This cannot be done by ONE Individual and we are thus looking for those who want to make a difference while also getting all that you desire. Imagine: it is possible to do both!

Join us!

Poverty vs Wealth: Two Sides of the Same Coin

Having returned from staying at a resort in the Dominican Republic for several days and seeing the extreme poverty outside of the resort and the contrast that it provides to the resort experience itself, there is no doubt that the poverty and the suffering of those on the outside is what makes the pleasure and luxury experience of those on the inside, possible.

To debate this, to deny this, to ignore this would imply that one is in fact equal to the abuser. To participate in this without understanding, considering, and acting in a way to solve this problem is to be equal to the abuser. To simply not participate in the experience while continuing to accept and allow the world, and oneself, to continue as is, does not solve the problem and is that one is still, in fact, equal to the abuser.

And in this accepting and allowing ourselves to be equal to and one with abuse, we are accepting and allowing ourselves to be equal and one to the victim, because no one escapes death.

In talking to some of the workers at the resort, asking them if they had ever left the island or would ever do so, they told us that they are not allowed to leave. That is requires a great sum of money to leave and even then the government may not allow the visa to be approved. Thus, they are trapped, and destined to either live in poverty or to be the slave of the blissful resort-goer.

Consider: those who work in the resort wish to escape, to come to America - why? Because they have no money. And why can they not escape? Because they have no money.

And those who live in America see escape as going to the Dominican Republic to a resort - why? Because they have money, and thus they can.

Do you see the insanity of this situation?

Imagine if we had created a system that gives to all equally? Would anyone ever feel the need to escape from their life? We would feel the need to enslave another and force them through the money system to give of their life and experience so that we may have what we call 'more life' and the feeling of 'being alive' and which is really just an experience, not something real.

Why is it that everything that makes us feel alive is really just something that requires money?

Why have we accepted and allowed ourselves to create a world that requires us to have money to exist and then not made sure everyone has money equally?

Imagine the dishonesty of saying "everyone has the opportunity to improve and make money" when in fact here we have 10 million people trapped on a island with no way to get out, only the opportunity to be our slave. And yet within this, we are just slaves at another level, so to even justify the situation is the height of stupidity. We have enslaved ourselves to money just as we have enslaved ourselves to be addicts to energy as experience.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am in fact a slave.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that I am in fact a slave master.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that the only way to free a slave is to free the slave master.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be a slave master without understanding that, in that I become a slave.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is any justification to enslave another, whether it be the color of one's skin, one's beliefs, or the position one was born into economically, or the education level one has received.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am in fact supporting a system that creates and manages slaves and that it is on autopilot and that it uses money as a way to give the illusion that there is choice in the matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that slavery was abolished in this world in any country, when in fact, slavery was simply upgraded to include everyone on earth and has become so ingrained within us that we cannot/refuse to see it, and we in fact justify it, and yet we are doing it to ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that nothing can be done about this slavery that we find ourselves within and that within this I use the justification that everyone would have to realize what is going on for it to change at that this is impossible when in fact all it requires is that I stand up and work within a group and make others aware, to walk the path to free myself within from my beliefs and acceptances and allowances of that which enslaves and to show others that it is possible and to not stop until it is done.

 I see/realize that even though I may stop a pattern within myself where I am accepting and allowing slavery within myself or this world, that does not mean the world will automatically change and that this is a step by step process and within this I realize that the reward is freedom for all and thus I commit myself to delay the reward and to never give into a temporary reward that cause me to give in to the system of slavery within and without, and when I see that I have automatically fallen, or given in, or even through choice, given in, I IMMEDIATELY stop and investigate how I have allowed a system within me to make that choice seem/appear in any way desirable and I remove it/release it, stand again, and continue within this process.

I commit myself to - through writing, self-forgiveness, and self corrective application - investigate, expose, and stop all the ways in which I allow myself to accept and allow myself to want/desire/participate in that which in enslaves me and my fellow man and to see how I have constructed myself to in fact be a copy of the system that enslaves through energy/money and have given up the actual Life I have to be here and to live in exchange for a temporary experience which is never satisfying in any case.

I commit myself to be the example that no temptation is enough to cause me to accept being a slave and to accept others as slaves.

I commit myself to placing myself in a position in this world-system where I influence the system to become one that is best for all and to see this as the only acceptable path for my life and within this I commit myself to change who I am to not only be able to achieve this goal, but to be one who is able to live in a world that is best for all, both within and without.

I commit myself to challenge all those who justify abuse and slavery in every form and to so challenge all points within myself both within and without and to not allow any form of energy negative or positive to sway me from my course.

Battle of Wits

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see conversation as a battle between opinions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that opinions can never result in an agreement about what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that that best way to assist and support another through communication is to place myself in their shoes, to see the world and life as they are seeing it, and to look at the points where, within that, I am allowing self-dishonesty and to thus forgive myself as that other person and to support them to walk through the self-dishonesty through self-forgiveness until they are clear as to how they have constructed their opinion and belief in a way that is not best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted allowed myself to react to another person's opinion or belief, when in fact this show me, in self-honesty, that I am holding onto an opinion or belief and thus I realize within this that I am in fact grateful when I feel challenged or reactive when presented with a belief or opinion it allows me so see my own self-dishonesty so that I may correct it.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that every person I meet is a mirror for me to see my self-judgment and any reactions that come up within me towards another person have nothing to do with the other person, per se, it has everything to do with me in terms of the value I have placed on certain words, expressions, ways of dressing, ways of acting, etc all based on how I have defined myself in terms of being able to survive in this world through competition for rewards as positive energy and money.

I commit myself to using communication as a way not to win an award but rather as a way to understand myself through my own reactions towards another person and to thus see each person as a mirror so that I may support myself and the other person eventually to self honesty through self forgiveness and within this I stop the conflict for the generation of personal self interest and walk transform communication into something that is used to bring about equality as Life as what is best for all.

Resistance to Basic Income is Futile

This post will give context to some of the reactions to things like Universal Basic Income and how these reactions are really just pre-programmed responses that are coming from the survival patterns that have been imprinted into us from birth, being the consequence of the fact that money is not given value equal to Life, but only given the value of positive energy experience for/within those that have money and creates a literal hell on earth and constant suffering for those who do not.

The resistance to something like a Universal Basic Income typically comes in the comments that if people are given a guaranteed basic income then they would be lazy and thus no one would work. Another common reaction is to ask ‘where would the money come from’ without realizing that money is not in fact real in the first place and that we give it value according to what we decide is valuable. If we value scarcity, then we will give it that value. If we value profit over life, then that is the value we will give it. This question also ignores the fact that the money system in its current form exists by virtue of a few having control of the money supply wherein interest is charged to lend money to those who are not in a position to create it for themselves and this is enforced to the point that if someone were to try and create their own money, in most countries, it would be either highly regulated or outright outlawed which shows that only a few control the system and have put protection mechanisms in place to make sure that no one is able to compete.

And then what we have is many who are in fact in the losing position, though with just enough money for survival that they are not literally fighting for survival in every moment like half of humanity is, would argue that money should not be given out equally as money should be ‘earned’ when in fact those who benefit THE MOST from the money system, having lives that most can literally not even understand/fathom, do the LEAST work, especially in a physical sense, and have leveraged an unequal education system to ensure that no one can compete and that they have a constant, continuous supply of slaves to do the real, physical work.

What many are not considering is, what is going to happen when you end up on the LOSING END for real?

What happens when most jobs are replaced by automation and artificial intelligence? What happens when the only jobs that are available require a level of education that is impossible for the majority to obtain, because the foundation for a person’s learning ability, reasoning ability, and intellectual capacity is determined by genetics, environment and education level of their parents in the first 3-7 years of the person’s life?

Do we not realize that by arguing that people should have to work for money, that we are condemning OURSELVES to suffering and misery? Only an extreme form of cognitive dissonance, lack of empathy, and extreme shortsightedness can explain this reaction to a Universal Basic Income.

There is also a fear that if people, who do not work, get a UBI of some form then YOU will be left holding the bag, paying the bill, working and slaving away for another. The truth - the reality - is that YOU ARE ALREADY A SLAVE. You are already working day after day to finance someone else’s dream while you get a mere pittance which you call your ‘life’. And yet, self-honestly, we know that what we get is not what we really want. We wish to be in that elite position, and so we will fight for another’s right to be in that position, in the hopes that we may someday be there ourselves.

But the reality is that ALL of our lives could be so much better if we could but find it within ourselves to stop the illusion of separation that we have accepted and allowed within ourselves that tells us there is an US and a THEM. The fact is that I could have been born into any other body. I am in this body by sheer coincidence. And if I am unwilling to switch places with another human being, then that would suggest that there is a problem, that I am not doing enough to create a world where all are taken care of, because that is ultimately what I would like.

The fantasy of being a billionaire, where you can have anything you want, is in fact the reverberation of the deep desire within each of us to have everything just taken care of. We all want living to be easy and fun and a source of constant enjoyment. To say that it is not possible because that is how things are and therefore there is no point to change anything is the ONLY THING that is in fact keeping things as they are and those who currently benefit the most from this system are counting on the fact that the masses will argue for their own limitations.

The realization that we are all in fact equal and we should care for our neighbor as if we were caring for ourselves, while at the same time taking complete full self-responsibility for ourselves and our actions, and thus living as the example and the acceptance of our neighbor to do the same and creating systems that make this possible in every way - that realization may take time, it may take a process - but if we simply reject it outright and accept the first thought or feeling that comes up as reaction to the idea of everyone being given equally - and use memories imbued with emotion and fear such towards words like ‘socialism’ and ‘Communism’ then we are not giving ourselves the opportunity to see that there is much more to life than what we have seen/experienced thus far.

We would suggest to read both Heaven’s Journey to Life and Creation’s Journey to Life from day 1 on each blog, out loud, because there is so much programming and brainwashing that has been done to us, accepted by us, to be undone that you CANNOT trust your thinking or reasoning process currently. The money system is SO COMPETITIVE that is has created an education system that is so sophisticated that it produce dumbed down humans that can read and reason JUST ENOUGH that they think and believe that they can read and reason effectively, when in fact they cannot. We are not even aware of 95% of the information that is processed within our bodies when we read even one word - the reactions, beliefs, feelings, etc - that influence and bias our understanding of what we read. Thus, be self-honest, and know that  - if you react in any way - you are biased and you are not considering the information clearly. There is much work to be done in this world, and yet that work cannot even begin when we have not begun to work on ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear a world where people do not have to work the majority of their lives.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that a world where we do not have to work the majority of our lives would actually be best because we could find out what is beyond just working for survival as we know very little of how this world actually functions and I have not even considered how much of my time and focus and energy goes to just working in order to survive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that a world where we grant to each other the right to exist without having to work to earn money for survival is possible.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that, labor will still be required, at least for quite some time, but that the amount of labor required to produce what is needed by everyone to have a life of comfort and to have the best of everything would not require as much labor as I currently think/believe.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to consider the amount of wasted labor that goes into creating redundant products that are only made in order to create profits in the form of money for a few and which therefore require the enslavement of many, using the excuse that those who are enslaved working to create the unnecessary products need money to survive, when if all the products that were unnecessary, ceased to be created and all those resources and focus was diverted to creating only what is needed and the best of those things - and within what is needed would include not ‘the bare necessities’ but really everything that one would consider necessary within common sense to have a life of comfort and to be able to function effectively, for example, the best car, the best computer, cell phone, internet, clothing, food, education, etc, in other words bringing the standard of everything up to the best and making sure that all have access to the best equally - then we would require far less resources and energy and labor to create all of these things and that in fact many of the systems and infrastructure to create, manufacture, and distribute what everyone needs already exists.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to the suggestion that companies that produce unnecessary products only in the name of profit should not exist when in fact I am reacting to my desire to be in that position to abuse, even though self-honestly I know I will never be in that position, but the reality is that within myself, within my mind, I am addicted to the energy of judgment and therefore I am in fact like the abusers at the head of the corporation who abuse others for profit - I abuse others for the generation of energy within myself so that I can feel powerful and in control, even though self-honestly I know that as an individual I have no power and no control over my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value on an illusion of power and control and to live vicariously through others who have real power and control in the context of the current system as being the heads of corporations that create products and market them to create demand where none exists in fact all in the name of profit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sit idly by while the children of this world are turned into consumers of products they don’t need all so that I can hold onto the illusion that I have some choice, some hope, so wish to someday be in a position where I can have so much money that all my desires are met.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that my wish to have all my desires met but to do nothing practically about it implies that I am the real evil in this world, because I will defend the right to profit over life even though I will never be on the receiving end of the profit except in my own imagination and that this proves that I am not real at all in anyway, that I have missed seeing what is real, which is my body and this physical world and I have placed value on an illusion as a story in my imagination that I live in a world where I can be anything I want and I can get into a position where I can create all of my dreams when in fact the world system is designed in a way where it is IMPOSSIBLE for ALL to be in a position where they ALL WIN, and yet I will fight against anyone who suggests that we actually create a system where ALL CAN WIN, because it would mean that the current system would have to change and therefore I would have to DO SOMETHING that I am not pre-programmed to do, which means I will have to put forth REAL EFFORT and I have never actually put forth REAL EFFORT into anything other surviving.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I don’t know how to do anything other than survive.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I am actually afraid of changing into someone that does something other than just survive and that I do not know how to change in fact to exist in a world where survival is already guaranteed.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the tools to change myself are already here, the Desteni I Process, and other support tools and systems, and that all I must do is apply myself within these tools within self honesty and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that human nature cannot change and that I have utilized all the points of reference that currently exist as evidence that human nature cannot change even though, self honestly I now realize that the only reason why things are the way they are is that we have NOT YET changed and that I will never know for sure if I can change if I do not give it my full effort.

I commit myself to change, to remove all that within me which stands in my way from being one who stands for what is best for all at all times.

I commit myself to giving my full effort to change myself which means that I will never give up and, although I may at times make mistakes or fall, that I will always immediately stand up and figure out what the mistake was, why I fell, and investigate thoroughly and correct the mistake to never make it again.

I commit myself to investigate and expose all the beliefs that I and others hold that are preventing us from even considering the possibility of creating a system that gives to each the best of what they need to live here as physical beings in this physical world.

I commit myself to supporting others to see what I see and to create a community of others who are willing to stand up and to support each other within placing ourselves into positions where we can affect change politically as political change through a principled group is the only way to change reality collectively, and yet within this I commit myself to stand individually in my self responsibility to act in always both externally and within how I consider and process things internally so that I remove all doubt, self sabotage, and resistance to doing what is required to create a world that is best for all.

Freedom to Change

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define free will and free choice as the freedom to do anything and/or even the freedom to abuse.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that I have defined free will as allowing others the right to abuse in order that I may continue to abuse others and this world in order to generate feelings and experiences within myself which I have defined as positive.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the real reason I would allow others the choice and freedom to abuse is so that I have given the right/freedom/choice to abuse even though I would not admit to others that I am abusive towards reality, as long as I have experienced positive feelings within myself I would continue to believe that I am using my free will in the best way.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that within free will and free choice, exists the option to always choose what is best for everyone, including myself, and that that option exists for everyone at all times if we would each individually and collectively choose to exercise that option.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that free will and free choice are  being exercised only when some form of abuse exists, when in fact I have used this to justify my continued choice to abuse others/the environment directly/indirectly in order to 'feel good'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that I am in fact addicted to feeling good and that this has become a priority within myself where I would then define all and everything that I say and do and allow in the world as long as I receive feelings that are positive within me, and I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that in order for me to continue my pattern of abusing in order to feel good, I have to allow others to do the same, and do allow others to do the same tacitly, and this creates conflict that causes me to go into conflict with others and myself which then drives within me to the feeling of negativity to which I respond by trying to feel good again, thus creating more conflict as I have to take from others and that this back and forth of conflict, of taking and taking, and sometimes being on the receiving end of 'positive' and sometimes 'negative', where some end up more on the positive mostly, and some end up on the negative mostly -  all of this I call FREE CHOICE and FREE WILL and that this just 'comes with the territory' so to speak.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to say/think that where freedom exists, evil must exist because that is the 'risk' of freedom, when in fact I am not using my freedom in a way that would create a world that is best for all and thus I have accepted and allowed a world that creates conflict and this conflict has become embedded in the very fabric of reality as layers and layers of consequences built up over time that I now use as evidence as to 'how things are' but that are only so because that is what I have allowed and continue to allow.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that within the concept of free will and free choice there exists the option that everyone freely choose what is best for all and within that, no coercion or force is necessary, and yet within the current expression of free choice and free will exists the exercise by some of their free will to force and enforce their version of self interest through the money system and war and emotional and physical abuse/manipulation and through media, the education system, politics, business, etc and so I therefore allow myself to realize that the only option where no one forces another to submit to their own personal interest is the scenario where all freely choose to do what is best at all times.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that cost/price of the freedom to abuse is that we have manifested a world where everyone is addicted to the chasing of energy within their minds and the chasing of money without because we are literally controlled in every dimension of our lives/experience through energy/money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become so brainwashed by my own personal self interest and have automated this acceptance so thoroughly that anyone who challenges my self interest would immediately be relegated to the category of crazy or evil and that I have within this thoroughly convinced myself that I am already free when in fact I experience the negative consequence of everyone's exercise of 'freedom' to abuse in virtually every moment of my life experience here on earth.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to delude myself into thinking that if I and others are doing what is best, that this necessarily implies that we are being forced to do so and that such a world would have to exist as a totalitarian state, not realizing that a totalitarian state is the expression of a world state where there is ultimate restriction of freedom DUE TO the current accepted nature of humans as ABUSERS, and that if ALL were truly choosing what is best then logically there would be no one running such a totalitarian state.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that the reason I fear a world where everyone chooses what is best all the time, freely, is that I then wouldn't be able to abuse, and I know that I wouldn't exist as I currently am in such a world and therefore I am actually just experiencing a fear of loss, and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing the ability to abuse, when in fact I am not losing anything, because exercising the right to abuse in any way whatsoever automatically places everyone and everything into the position of a loser, and that as long as losing exists and abuse exists in any form, no one can really be a winner, and the only way for anyone to win is when everyone wins and that can only happen when all freely choose to only do what is best.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to really sit and consider what would a will that is completely free actually do with their freedom - would they ever abuse or allow another to abuse? I allow myself to realize that they would in fact only do what is best for all at all times.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my ability to reason effectively has been damaged/dumbed down/slowed down/limited by myself in fact through the consequences of what I have allowed on earth and I am in fact facing myself as my own creation which I have projected as 'out there' but is in fact the external manifestation of what is going on within me 24/7.

I forgive myself that I haven't realize that my resistance to changing within myself as who I am so that I will always choose what is best is the only evidence I need to see that I am not in fact free within who I am currently and yet I can change that if I forgive myself and apply myself within what is best, and thus free will and free choice is not a mysterious condition that gives me freedom magically, it is in fact an act of my will that I can either choose to exercise or not, and thus the only context currently where I am in fact free is within the FREEDOM TO CHANGE myself to be best for all in all ways always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is impossible to get everyone to choose what is best for all freely and that this would imply some sort of control and that I have resigned myself to believing that things will always be this way and so I might as well just continue with how I am and not go through the process of changing myself to always act within what is best as it is not worth the effort, when in fact it is a step by step process and that if I were to sit down and look at how, I could find a solution.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that the solution to everyone choosing what is best freely at all times starts with how children are educated and thus how parents are trained to educate their children and thus it is possible to create a world that is best for all through working with parenting and education as well as adjusting the money system to remove survival pressures that prevent parents from having the ability to really give their children the best education possible and to change themselves to be able to do so.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize and accept that the tools of self change exist and that I must simply apply them and as I do it will become more and more obvious how to change this world, but I must first start with myself.

I commit myself to expose, investigate, and correct - through writing, self-forgiveness, and self-corrective application - the ways in which I am exercising my freedom of choice to choose what is less than best and how I am allowing systems that influence myself and others and children to choose what is less than best and I commit myself to show, as a living example, that is is possible to remove these choices within myself as options and that it is possible to walk a process to remove choices from one's list of acceptable choices when they are not best and therefore only do what is best.

I commit myself to eradicate everyone point within me that argues, justifies, or in any way supports any choice that is less than best, and I realize that within this, is the ultimate, absolute expression/act of freedom because only through this will I ever be able to exist within a world that is best, and that such a world will in fact be an expression of who I am within, and this I will be giving to myself that which I truly wish to receive.

I commit myself to standing as a living example of how to support a child to develop common sense and reasoning and the clarity of vision to always choose what is best freely in each moment and I commit myself to show parents how to do the same as well as how to change themselves just as I am changing me so that I am a living example to my child and to others.