I am Responsible for what happens within Me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dwell in emotional turmoil.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel ashamed for allowing emotional turmoil within myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have automated systems within me which activate and create thought patterns and feelings according to certain words and events that are associated with those thoughts and feelings symbolically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame another person for how I feel within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame outside circumstances for how I feel within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am weak and unable to direct and determine what goes on within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my first point of self responsibility is within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think about how far I have to go in order to stop the emotional turmoil within me, when it is irrelevant and I really don't know in any case - thinking about it is only an excuse to not breathe and stop the thinking and feeling patterns within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I allow a thought or feeling within me and then blame it on another person and then speak and act within that starting point, even if I am not being open about it, I am in fact terrorizing others as well as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that what I think and feel about another person is something that I am making up, because I do not really know and understand all the details of what goes on within them - all I see is what I think and feel within, which in self honesty I have created/accepted/allowed/defined according to the other person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to face the reality that I have been projecting my own inner responsibility for what I think and feel onto others and have been blaming them for what I have accepted and allowed within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if I really care about myself and others equally, then I would take full responsibility for what I allow within me, and I would not allow myself to think about others in my secret mind and blame them for a feeling that comes up within me - because even if the other person changes their behavior, that does not change the fact that there is a system within me which is producing feelings and thoughts automatically - and I have accepted this and thus it is my responsibility to stop it, regardless of what the other person does, because, again, I do not really know who the other person is, what their starting point is, it doesn't really matter, because my thoughts and feelings are coming from within me, not from the other person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not remember the origin of my thoughts and feelings and to then believe that they are coming from others and things outside of me, when those things are only the stimulus that brings the thoughts up, not the origin - thus I am grateful for these points being in my life to show me what I have accepted and allowed without question.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame my partner when I feel angry.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame my partner when I feel fearful.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the money system and my circumstances when I feel depressed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is not possible to direct my feelings and thoughts in a world that is designed to stimulate us to participate in cycles of emotion, thinking, and feeling - which is the ultimate statement of a slave, because a slave is not in control and direction of themselves, they are completely at the mercy of outside forces, but now I understand that this is a choice because I can forgive myself and direct myself within my inner awareness to no longer accept myself to participate in thinking about another and feeling and then blaming another for the feeling.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not appreciate, realize, and take full advantage of the gift I have been given of being here, being alive, being in reality, and able to change myself within - to feel lost and angry and sad and hurt by reality, when actually I am here for a moment to be able to change myself and let go of all the excuses and blame as to why I cannot exist in a way that is best for me and for all.

I commit myself to stand up and be aware in the moment when a thought/feeling comes up about another person, an event, or myself and see/realize that this is an opportunity to just breathe, be here, let go of the thought/feeling and know that it is nothing more than a system attempting to tempt me into submission - I am not a slave, that is not who I am - I commit myself to support myself to stand up and direct myself within this process and stop the cycle of abuse that I have been putting myself through as allowing thinking and feeling and then blaming others, which is a statement of disempowerment, because I AM RESPONSIBLE, and thus I commit myself to walk through my mind, to forgive myself in those moments when the thoughts and feelings come, and to breathe and to be here.

THE SECRET BEHIND THE SECRET

THE SECRET BEHIND THE SECRET

/// For open minds ONLY ///

In the 1920's Napoleon Hill revealed that the secret to success is that your thinking determines what you create.

When delivering a speech to the industry leaders at the time, he told them not to worry because even though he attempted to explain the secret to many "common people," most never did anything with the information.

Here's why:

Also in the 1920's a Harvard graduate named Johnson O'Connor was commissioned by General Electric to find out why people only reached certain levels of success in life and never went further. They wanted to know why their employees couldn't adapt to rapid technological changes and learn new skills with ease.

Johnson O'Connor studied every factor he could come up with. He even created the Human Engineering Laboratory with labs around the country to study people of all walks of life and every level of success.

What he found was that those with the most effective vocabularies in their field had the most success in their field. Those with the most effective vocabularies GENERALLY had the highest positions in society and the highest incomes. In the professions, presidents and CEO's have the most effective vocabularies. He proved through his research that that no other factor predicted success in life better than vocabulary.

He even created a mathematical formula that allowed him to predict a person's IQ and SAT score based on their result on a vocabulary test.

He said in one paper his Laboratory published that, "Words are the tools of thought."
What he discovered was WHY the elite people Napoleon Hill studied WERE ABLE to THINK DIFFERENTLY than the average person. Their vocabularies were more effective.
And yet this has been known, just like the Secret, for more than a hundred years and still the average person is still struggling with success.

The education system has known "the secret" to an effective education for some time and yet studies show that people are less educated on average than people were 50 or 60 years ago.
Knowing these secrets is not enough because the environment that the elite grow up in is designed to instill an effective vocabulary from a young age. For the average person, it is designed to do the opposite. (Think: media, education, etc.)

What if there were a tool that was designed based on how your brain ACTUALLY works and could increase your vocabulary to the level of unconscious competence with EVERY WORD in existence? Will it take time? Of course! There are a lot of words!

The problem is that you have been trained and instilled with neuropathways from a young age to only MEMORIZE information and not PHYSICALLY INTEGRATE it. That is why people study, study, study in school but forget most of what they "learned" soon after the test.

Would you rather memorize things or KNOW them?

If there was something that could make you more effective in ANY AREA of life where you want to improve, would you be interested?