The Power of Moment by Moment Accumulation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the power that exists in a moment, where it is in the moment that I either direct myself within common sense, breathing in, checking to see if energy or thoughts move within, forgiving myself, and breathing out or whether I allow myself to abdicate my self-responsibility to the mind to automate the generation of energy through thoughts, feelings, and emotions in each moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simplicity of the moment wherein, in the moment between in breath and out breath, I am able to stop participating in what is not best and direct myself withing what is best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that it is in the moment that I either accumulate within that breath what is best or not, and it is in the next breath that I either accumulate what is best or not, and thus it is the breath by breath, moment by moment, 1 + 1 accumulation that creates either what is best or manifests what is not best as a consequence that must be faced at some point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in the moment, where I am allowing myself to think, that I am allowing a lot more than is obvious to run automated within my body that will produce consequences that are not obvious in that moment while I am participating in the mind, and thus I realize that there the consequences that are manifested in the world are in fact the result of each of us, myself included, participating in the mind, giving Energy as Consciousness the authority to create the world around me, and thus even though it now appears to be something outside of myself, out of my control, it is actually quite simple and measurable how the external world has manifested moment by moment as an accumulation, and thus the key to creating a world that is best is to first stop all the automation within myself that creates consequence that is not best that I am not directing 'directly' so to speak and to then re-automate myself within self-direction to always act in ways that are best for all, and within this I realize that this is a step-by-step accumulation process, 1 + 1, as I stop in each moment and bring all that energy which I have allowed to create consequence in my name, back to myself, and then re-establish my authority as Life as self-directive principle as what is best in each moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel that the task of stopping and recreating myself is a monumental task, when it is in fact, simply a breath by breath task, that accumulates, and that this is how the world as it currently exists was created, and that I never considered it to be monumental before because I didn't care about the consequence, because I was only considering me, and now that I am considering what is best for all, the feeling of being overwhelmed or the feeling that the task is monumental is in fact nothing more than the consequence that I have accumulated by giving power and authority to my decision to only participate in energy over eons of time, and thus the feeling is just the resistance to change, it is just the consequential outflow of the mind being programmed to keep me in cycles of seeking positive energy through the creation of negative, and thus I forgive myself for identifying with the desire to not want to stop, which is really just fear of loss, and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that when I participate in the mind as seeking energy for myself that I have already lost, and thus the fear of loss is just a control mechanism that I had accepted and allowed to prevent me from reversing my original decision.

I commit myself to daily investigate, through writing, self-forgiveness, and self-correction application the points that I am still accepting and allowing to go undirected within each breath - to point by point, part by part, uncover and expose to myself where I am still not stopping, still allowing excuses, still allowing myself to participate in feelings and thoughts, and to thus step by step dismantle this system that I have accepted and allowed within me which is contributing to the maintenance of the system without that is automatically creating conditions that are not best for all.

I commit myself to investigating, through writing, self-forgiveness, and self-corrective application the points within the world system that are automated to produce conditions that are not best, to get to know the system in detail, and to thus stand within the system as an authority, not needing validation from knowledge and information systems without as 'the experts' but to see the system directly for myself and to thus direct the system as myself within a group within the principle of what is best for all.

Reclaiming Energy

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only move if I feel positive or negative energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to motivate myself only through the cycles of positive and negative energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be less than my physical body and thus abdicate the responsibility for moving myself as my physical body to the mind where only energy directs me.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that the small movements and actions that I do breath by breath are what accumulate results in this world and in my life and thus if I allow myself to be motivated only by energy of the mind then I am missing what I am actually accumulating breath by breath and thus I have no right to be surprised when things in my life and world don't work out because I have actually been participating in them either through direct action or lack of action because I have instead been focused on only the energy experience in my mind, like a movie or form of entertainment.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my life is not what I am experiencing in the moment as energy of my mind, it is the final result of what I accumulate breath by breath by the time my experience here in this life ends at death and that at death, none of those momentary experiences will matter to me, because I cannot take them with me, all I have is what I have accepted and allowed myself to accumulate breath by breath physically which stands as who and what I am.

I forgive myself that I have refused to allow myself to accept and realize that I can and am able to check each breath to assess whether I am doing what is best and that the only reason it appears that I cannot is because I have become addicted to the energy of the mind where results seem to appear quickly, but where they fade just as quickly and thus are not real, and thus I realize that it may take time as more than one breath before I am able to see everything and check everything I am accepting and allowing within one breath and thus I will not use the excuse that it is impossible to be aware of everything I am accepting and allowing in a breath to not walk my process, as I realize it is a process, though, self honestly, I really do not know how many breaths it will take, thus the only thing I can do is walk breath by breath from here forward until this is done as there is no acceptable alternative in any case.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that if living breath by breath were tedious then the body would not function, and that this belief is an indicator of the extent to which I have become my mind only and completely separated myself from my physical body.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to be grateful that I am aware that it is possible to stop participation in the abuse of myself and this world in the pursuit of energy.

I commit myself to checking each breath and learning (relearning) to live breath by breath so that I may only accumulate a result in the physical that is best for all and that I will utilize self-honesty when and as I become aware that I am missing breaths or that I am allowing less than what is best in a breath and thus I commit to using writing, self-forgiveness, and self-corrective application to right the mistakes that I allow in a breath that are not best for all.

I commit myself to be a living example that there is no valid excuse to not walk oneself back to physical reality and reclaim the energy that I have accepted and allowed to be generated unfairly from the physical for no reason but spitefulness and within this I will stand as a living example that there is no reason to use blame as a justification for why anything in this world is not best for all but to instead take self-responsibility to correct myself as how I am creating what is not best and to support others to do the same through reasonable communication as well as my living example.

I commit myself to be a living example of a parent who shows and communicates with their children how to live in this world in a way that one's living is a giving and not just a self interested taking and that my child can be an example of what is possible when parent and child communicate as equals and no excuses are allowed in the name of survival or self interest to create a separation that will harm everyone including oneself and one's child.